Chapter 187: He'll Take Me Away After All
Shen Ye covered a small blanket on Yijing's body, squatted down and looked at her.
Yijing felt that her whole body was in pain, and it was very cold, she was trembling as she held herself, and the water in her eyes would fall at any time.
"Is it good to face the facts?" Shen Ye had a slightly coaxing child's tone.
I don't know why, watching Yiyi walk around like a headless fly instead of howling and crying, Shen Ye felt very panicked.
Her behavior was unusual, yet it seemed to be taken for granted.
Yijing buried her head between her knees, closed her eyes, and hugged harder and harder.
Tears still welled up, just like her feelings for Shen Xichen, which poured out like a tide after losing him.
"I don't want to lose him...... I don't want to ......" she sobbed as she remembered all the things she had with Shen Xichen.
Finally, freeze at the scene of the car accident.
"He died for me...... It was my fault! I hurt him! I'm a bad woman......" Yi Wei twitched, her breath becoming extremely unstable, "If I don't fall, I can save him!" But why should I fall! Why am I always clumsy! Shen Xichen...... I can't live without you......"
Shen Yezhi stroked Yi Jing's long hair on the top of his head, and the black green silk was full of endless grievances and hatreds.
"You always have to learn to face life and death on your own, and everyone has a process like this. Even if you don't fall and run down, you can only see his last side. ”
"But I misunderstood him...... I still can't trust him...... If I had believed that he had stayed with him, there would have been no car accident......"
Yijing remembered what Wang Yitong said, everything was just her trick, Shen Xichen would do so much, just because he loved her!
And she gave up on him, all because she was not firm enough!
I regret that I was like the previous heavy rain, and I will be completely drenched by Yijing! She wandered in the rain and was frightened, but she could no longer find the man who would hold her and comfort her.
He is the king, how can he die!
"Impossible...... This must be a dream......" Yi Wei looked up wistfully, bitter tears blurred her vision, moistening her lips, she leaned against the cold wall, sniffing the pungent disinfectant water.
She slammed her head against the wall suddenly, and the pain seemed to split her body!
Shen Ye clamped her shoulders and fixed her head.
"Han Yijing, be sober! He's dead for you! Do you still want Lang to spend the most precious Han Yijing in his eyes! He traded his blood for a second chance to survive! Are you ruining his feelings like this! The warm voice roared, pale in the deep corridor.
Yiyi suddenly quieted down, and her tears suddenly stopped, she sobbed softly, looking at Shen Ye in confusion.
"You have to live well, so as not to lose his life for you! Wang Yitong is dead, and no one will threaten you in the future. Shen Ye hugged Yi Jing and smiled miserably.
It's Xiao Yijing who is too stupid, so stupid that he can't help but feel distressed.
Before she died, Wang Yitong said that what she couldn't get, Yiyi couldn't get either. She was still awake for a moment after she fell, touched the lighter in the car and lit it.
Hit and explode, you will definitely die......
Yijing passed out at the time, so naturally she didn't see the explosion.
Yi Yi was attached to Shen Ye, but she didn't have the natural sense of security of staying by Shen Xichen's side.
"My life was given by him...... Yiyi's eyes flashed with tears, "It was his life that was exchanged for ......"
"That's right! So you can't live up to him. Shen Ye followed Yi Jing's words.
Letting go of Yijing, Shen Ye took out a ticket in his pocket.
Yi Jing sensitively recognized that it was Shen Xichen's ticket that was stuck on the Capricorn doll before, and because it had his signature, Yi Jing remembered it specially.
Shen Ye handed it to Yi Jing, and by the way, he spread out his hand, and there was a wrench lying in his palm.
It was also the wrench on Shen Xichen's thumb, which contained a photo of Yi Jing.
Yijing took it tremblingly and looked at Shen Xichen's signature: "Shen Ye, where is he now, I want to meet him." ”
Even if it's the last one......
Shen Ye's body trembled slightly, and a strange look flashed in his eyes.
Yijing wiped away her tears and took a deep breath waiting for an answer.
"You fainted at the time, so you don't know...... Wang Yitong caused an explosion, so ...... "There is no corpse dead, and Yiyi can't see it at all."
She glared in horror and shook her head in disbelief.
"I think he died willingly, so, Yi Jing ......"
"That's enough." Yi Wan leaned against the wall, unwilling to delve further.
It doesn't matter if she doesn't meet, she can at least deceive herself, in fact, Shen Xichen is not dead, but just hides in a place where she can't see.
It must be like this! So Yijing is willing to wait for Shen Xichen for a lifetime!
"Let's go, I respect all his choices, and I will do what he wants me to do. He will always be the best person in my mind. He's going to take me away, and he's said he's going to promise me the best possible future. Yijing pinched her wrench tightly, as if this was Shen Xichen, and this was her entire support.
The dim light stretched Yi's figure, occasionally swaying, as if it was about to be blown away by the wind.
But she happened to have a strong smile on her face, like a candle flame that she didn't want to extinguish.
For Shen Xichen, she will live well.
Three years later.
A small town in Provence.
Yijing led a mixed-race little girl and walked leisurely in the sea of lavender flowers.
The life of Provence is simple and noble, lazy and comfortable, and after three years here, I feel that my mood has become cheerful, and I have taken everything lightly.
The little girl suddenly tugged at Yijing's sleeve and pointed to a group of frolicking friends in the distance: "I want to go there to play!" ”
Yi Jing Yingying smiled and touched her little head: "Go, be careful, you must leave when you go home, you can't play tricks and not leave!" ”
The little girl nodded and ran happily towards her little friend.
She turned around and wanted to walk to a bench not far away to rest, but found a man looking at her.
"Ling Duan?" Yi Jing was surprised, she didn't expect that after three years, someone would still think of her.
Although occasionally Shen Ye would call to greet Yijing, because he took over the Shen family and was busy with work, he never came to visit her.
She tried her best to contact Ai Wenxin, but it was all in vain.
She felt as if her old friends had slowly distanced themselves from her in the past three years, and there was an extra layer of estrangement between them.
"That's your daughter?" Ling Duan's gaze was on the little girl again, his brows furrowed.
Yijing smiled without saying a word, and walked to the bench to rest.
Ling Duan sat beside her, looking at the half-human-tall lavender, smelling the rich fragrance of flowers, and was really relaxed.
No wonder Shen's madman would put Yiwu in this town.
Yijing is wearing a beige dress with a rich lavender behind her. The long hair was tied up casually by a ribbon, and the bangs were slanted by the wind.
Yijing is still the same as back then, the beauty is shocking.
"It's been a good couple of years, right?" Ling Duan asked softly.
In this lavender country, leisurely and worry-free, watching the flowers bloom and listening to the flowers fall, people forget all the troubles and hustle and bustle, the soul is truly calm, get rid of the shackles of life, and feel very comfortable.
Ling Duan came here for just a few days, and he fell in love with this pure land.
"Not bad, right?" It's just that there is one less person around to accompany her to enjoy the flowers.
Back then, she only brought the wrench left by Shen Xichen and came here alone. When she arrived, she found out that Shen Xichen had already prepared everything for her, the house had been purchased for her, and the neighbor was still a very kind family. The living expenses were prepared for her - that bank card.
It's just that Yijing hasn't used the money in it, she became a dance teacher, and on weekends, a large number of children flocked to her house, studying and playing at the same time.
Yijing's favorite thing is the weekend, where she can mingle with the children, which adds a lot of life to her deserted house.
Touching such a bunch of cute children can be regarded as God making up for her two child losses.
"I didn't expect you to give birth to a child so soon, you couldn't give birth back then......" Ling Duan sighed, thinking of Shen Xichen, and shook his head helplessly.
Yi Wan was silent, but secretly wondered in her heart, what does it mean to "can't give birth"?
Ling Duan understood her doubts, so he solved her doubts: "When you gave birth to Qiaoqiao, there was a massive uterine hemorrhage, and the doctor told you that it is best not to have children in the next few years, otherwise the development of the fetus will affect your safety." ”
Yi Wan grabbed the hem of her skirt, and felt inexplicably apprehensive in her heart.
So...... Shen Xichen forced her to drink abortion pills because he wanted to abort the fetus and protect Yi's life.
"Why didn't he tell me?"
"He knows your character, and if the child in your womb is his, you will die and give birth. Besides, Wang Yitong happened to design a bureau at that time, and Shen Xichen pushed the boat down the river, making you feel less sad. At least you will put the blame on Shen Xichen, instead of holding it yourself. ”
The lavender next to her danced, and the delicate petals hung on Yijing's face, making her heart go up and down.
Therefore, Shen Xichen has always ...... All for her?
He knew her too well, so he took the blame on himself and did the least damage to Yiwen.
Looking at the vast sea of flowers with anxiety, her heart was suddenly grabbed by some kind of panic.
"There are some things I shouldn't have said, but since you are married and have children, it means that you have really let go of the past, in this case, I said, he should not blame me." Ling Duan clasped his hands on his chest, leaned back in his chair, and looked at the clouds in the sky comfortably.
"Say, I want to know everything about him."
Yijing also thought that she had let go, but when she heard Shen Xichen's name, she was undeniably nervous.
Yijing lowered her head slightly, and she could see Shen Xichen's wrench, which was strung up by her and hung around her neck.
He's all there is to it!
"At that time...... Part of the reason he told you to get out of here was because Wang Yitong threatened him. However, the bigger reason is that he has stomach cancer, and it is in the middle and advanced stages. ”
Gastric cancer! Mid to late stage!
Generally speaking, there is still salvation in the middle and advanced stages of stomach cancer, but the chance is slim.
"When did it happen? Why don't I know? Yijing looked at Ling Duan nervously, with her mouth open but she didn't know what to ask.
"The day he poured you with the abortion pill...... The medical examination notice obtained. Ling Duan was also very sad to know at the time, but there was no way, the disease was coming, even Shen Xichen couldn't stop it.
"There was so much going on during that time, and his health was even worse. Because Wang Yitong is still alive and threatens her with your photo, Shen Xichen must cut off relations with you, so that you can avoid Wang Yitong's pursuit. ”
Yi Jing held the wrench tightly, listening to Ling Duan's words that bordered on cruelty.
She didn't know what her mood was, she just felt that her heart hurt, an irrepressible pain.
"He's done so much for me...... However, in the end, I still didn't believe him, I hurt him too deeply! Scold! He does so much...... Is it worth it? ”
The two of them, although they love each other, they have always enjoyed love, and Shen Xichen has always suffered the pain of love.
"There is no worthiness in love, only pain or happiness. Love is a war, and people on the battlefield will not regret because they died in battle, but regret because they did not die in battle. Ling Duan looked at the beautiful lavender and felt emotional, "Do you know what the flower language of lavender is?" Waiting for hopeless love. ”
Yijing and Shen Xichen are both waiting for this hopeless love.
They wanted to hug each other, they wanted to resist death, but there were too many thorns along the way, and they walked barefoot on this road. They walked, covered in scars, and their hearts were dripping with blood. They continued to walk, vaguely seeing each other's figures, but before they could hold hands, they were trapped in place by many difficulties and could not move.
They watched from afar, slowly despairing.
They whispered, and gradually their hearts were broken.