The high fever subsided slightly, which made Xia Chu's spirit better, she looked at Qiao Yusen, and actually had the interest to speak:

"Will you say in the next sentence, if you do it, let me forgive you, or even remarry you?"

"Would you like to?"

"Did you do it?"

"Yes."

"For a lifetime?"

"For a lifetime!"

"Then let's wait until this life is over, this life is not over, how can I believe that your words are true?"

Jo Yusen: "......"

He picked up the porridge, took a sip and tested the temperature, just right:

"Get up and drink some porridge and go to bed after eating."

"Don't." Xia Chu rolled over, leaving her with a back again.

Jo Yusen was helpless:

"How can you get better if you're like this? Obedient! ”

"Don't!"

"If you don't drink it again, I'll take you to the hospital forcibly!"

Xia Chu looked back at him: "Look, I said that I would spoil me for the rest of my life, but I just said two don'ts, and you will be completely exposed." ”

Jo Yusen: "......"

When he sat up to drink porridge at the beginning of the summer, he found that his pajamas had already been taken off by Qiao Yusen, and he was still not an inch on his body at this time, so he stopped his movements halfway, and Qiao Yusen looked at her inexplicably: "What's wrong?" ”

"Where's my pajamas?"

"What pajamas?"

Xia Chupi looked at him with a smile:

"The pajamas you took off."

Qiao Yusen then remembered that he had indeed taken off her pajamas just now, he smiled slightly, put down the rice porridge in his hand and went to pick up the pajamas that he threw at the end of the bed and handed it to her: "You put it on first, I'll go to the bathroom." ”

When Qiao Yusen came back again, Xia Chu had already picked up the porridge on the side by himself, and drank it in small sips, Qiao Yusen smiled slightly, and sat beside her:

"I'll feed you."

"No, you don't." Xia Chu rejected Qiao Yusen's proposal: "I'm just sick, not crippled, so I'm not so squeamish." ”

Jo Yusen didn't insist on asking again, he reached out and checked her temperature again, it was a little better than just now, and it seemed that the medicine was starting to work in her body:

"After eating, sleep well, and it should be fine."

Xia Chu nodded:

"You don't have to go to school today?"

"I've transferred classes with other teachers."

Xia Chu didn't say anything more, and after drinking a few sips of porridge, he lost his appetite and handed the rice porridge to Qiao Yusen:

"I can't eat it."

"Then don't eat it." Jo Yusen put it on the bedside table: "Tell me when you're hungry, what you want to eat, I'll do it for you." ”

Xia Chu looked at Qiao Yusen and didn't speak, although Qiao Yusen was very willing to accept Xia Chu's gaze at him, he was still very curious about what she did because of this:

"Why do you see me like that?"

"Actually, I do." Xia Chu suddenly said a clueless sentence, which made Qiao Yusen a little confused:

"What do you mean?"

"What you just said, you said that you will spoil me for the rest of my life, like a child, I believe what you say, you can do it."

Jo Yusen smiled, but didn't say anything.

"Qiao Yusen, I know why you came to the United States, and I know why you came to be my teacher, and even know why you are taking care of me by my side at this time, I admit that I have feelings for you, maybe not when I got married, but I did have it before the divorce, including now, but this does not mean that I can accept you again."

"I know it."

"No, you don't know what to do." Xia Chu rarely had the courage to say these words, she didn't want to give up because of Qiao Yusen's sentence 'I know the way', because she didn't guarantee that she would want to say these things next time: "You don't know how hard it will be for Lu Dao to live alone, if it is a person from the beginning, then of course there is nothing, because Lu is used to everything, it doesn't matter if one person is not alone, on the contrary, if you suddenly let another person into your life, it is a kind of uncomfortable, this is how I felt when I first married you, Especially when you are staying in my house temporarily, I feel very uncomfortable. ”

"But you have no intention of leaving, I can't drive you away, and it's impossible to sleep in a separate room with you, after all, I still have to worry about my mother's feelings, later, my mother left, and there was already a husband and wife between us, and it was even more impossible to separate the room, so I let myself accept your existence, to be honest, it took me a long time to convince myself, whenever I woke up in the middle of the night and saw myself being held in the arms of a man, that feeling was actually not good, but I accepted it."

Jo Yusen looked at her:

"You've never told me that."

"Yes, I have never told you this, that's because I really want to live with you for the rest of my life, there is no emotional foundation between us, but how many people have an emotional foundation now? Besides, you are very good to me, I am not disgusted with you, I think we can live together as it is, and become the most ordinary and ordinary couple, and then I gradually accepted this change, accepted the life of such two people, and accepted you. ”

"In other words, I have been accustomed to the life of two people in the days we lived, if it weren't for the concealment of your identity, if it weren't for the permission, if it wasn't for the series of things like Ji Yanyu, I wouldn't want to completely change a habit I just formed, if it wasn't for the bottom line I accepted, I wouldn't have wronged myself like this, you have to know that it's a very painful thing to break a habit, do you understand?"

Jo Yusen nodded:

"I'm doing the same thing as you."

"Yes, you also went from the life of one person to two people, and now you are one person again. Maybe you will think that I am hypocritical, since I have feelings for you, I should accept you as a matter of course, no longer hang you, and even we can live together again, but Qiao Yusen, I will also be afraid. Your identity is clear, and it proves that the permission of the year is me, and I have also verified that Ji Yanyu is not your child, but then what? Will I ever experience the most important moment when I wasn't you? ”

"I don't have a mother anymore, my father is also gone, Shao Yunqi has also left, you are my most important person, I can't accept the person I regard as the most important, put me in the second priority at the moment when things come, maybe you think I'm a little selfish, but this is me, a person who wants to be treated by the most important person."

After Xia Chu's words were finished, Qiao Yusen didn't speak for a long time, he never thought that one day Xia Chu would say such things to himself, completely open his whole heart, admit his feelings for himself, and admit his selfishness, but is Xia Chu selfish? No, she is not selfish at all, what woman can be selfless in love and give her favorite to others? Empathy, Qiao Yusen would never have given up on Bai Xiangran when she was strongly pursuing Xia Chu, so how could she ask Xia Chu?

Maybe it was because of the fever, and after saying so many words, Xia Chu already felt a little tired, she just lay down, closed her eyes, and didn't seem to wait for Qiao Yusen's answer at all, or rather, she didn't think Qiao Yusen would give her any answer.

Qiao Yusen looked at Xia Chu, and his heart was a little mixed, but he had to say something, although he might not be able to say anything:

"I know that it's too late for me to say anything at this moment, the damage to you has already been done, I don't want to say anything about how important Ji Yanyu used to be to me, such a reason is not even able to deceive myself at this moment, but these things are not without harvest for me, at least let me understand one thing: cherish the people in front of me. No matter how much damage the past has done to me, what shadow it has left in my heart, or how much it has affected me, I should cherish what I have in front of me. ”

"After all, the past has passed, no matter how important it occupies in his life, it can only be a past, and the you in front of me is what I have at this moment, those pasts may just let me meet you, cherish you, protect you, not hurt you, I only understand this truth today, but it's a little late."

Silence at the beginning of summer.

"I know that you have a lot of knots in your heart that have not been released, I chased you to the United States, I came to untie the knot for you, the bell still needs to be tied to the bell, the knot is my knot, naturally it should be untied by me, I will not be in a hurry to cause you any trouble, anyway, you will study here for half a year, I have time, and I have the opportunity, and I have the confidence to win you back."

Xia Chu slowly opened her eyes, and after looking at the ceiling for a while, her eyes fell on Qiao Yusen's face, and she smiled:

"Actually, I have a feeling."

"What does it feel?"

"A feeling that I'm going to be with you eventually."

Jo Yusen didn't show that overly happy smile, he just smiled faintly:

"I'm confident in that, too."

"I thought you'd say that since we'll be together sooner or later, it's better to be together now."

Jo Yusen smiled:

"I won't force you, you can do whatever you want, you can do whatever you want, you've been working hard for so long, it's rare to get really easy, isn't it?"

"Then do you think I'm being hypocritical?"

"Hypocrisy is a woman's patent, and I think you're cute."

Smile at the beginning of summer:

"Very few people use the word cute to describe me."

"That's because you only show me the cute side, and I'm happy."

Xia Chu was stunned for a moment:

"Even if it's hard to chase me, do you think so?"

"How can my wife be so easy to chase? It's because the first time is too easy, that's why there will be these twists and turns later, this time you will work hard to cure me, give me more problems, let me know that it is not easy for my wife to chase, I will be obedient to you for the rest of my life, love you and spoil you, like a child! ”