Chapter 126: I saw the update notice of the group
"Many people have said this to me."
After being silent for a while, Shi Chen raised his right hand, pushed his glasses, and said expressionlessly.
Indeed, there are many people who have said things like 'You're a good person' and 'You're a good person' -- after he has helped those people, either intentionally or unintentionally.
It's just that it's all an illusion, a superficial, an illusion of making a judgment just by seeing the appearance.
He is a good man only because he has done something good for them - or rather, he is always tolerant of their faults and does not hesitate to let them benefit.
When you don't have any entanglement with the people around you, and you can let them get benefits from time to time, then you are probably a 'good person' in their mouth.
"No!" The girl rested her chin on his shoulder and gently dismissed his claim.
"Tosaka-kun, you are a very gentle person inside!"
Even if he couldn't see Ziyuan's expression, Shi Chen could guess from her tone that at this time, the girl's face must be a confident chuckle.
But
"Are you telling a joke?"
Tosaka Tokitomi is a gentle man.
Not to mention the others, he himself was the first to disbelieve it - as evidenced by his simple and crude style!
"I've read all your books!" The girl suddenly brought up another seemingly unrelated question.
"What does that mean?" It's all copied from others, what can you see from above?
"I've read the latest Fate, too—all of it."
All the content? Shi Chen thought about it - until now, there were only three people who knew everything, and he himself, the overseer, the first reader of three thousand, then
"I asked Yan Ye to bring it here, right behind me."
Words and leaves?
Then it's basically understandable - although Yan Ye itself can't take the whole FZ from the tsundere of the three thousand, but the key is that she has a good sister Gui Daisy, and with her, even if the three thousand won't give it, the debt housekeeper will give it, not to mention that the three thousand will definitely be given and then as soon as the sisters change hands, Ziyuan can see the FZ that has not been officially published.
However, the crux of the matter is not this, but
"So, what do you want to say?" He asked in a tone without the slightest hint of hope.
He probably also has some guesses about what Ziyuan wants to say - everyone likes to do this kind of thing like to match the characters in the book with the characters in reality. Not to mention the universality of the characters in FZ, almost all of him and the people around him are not known, which character does she think she has? Is it Father Mapo, or is it a partner of justice, or is it the root of all wrong?
It's just that, no matter which one you are, it's all wrong.
At the thought of this, he moved his body to try to break free from the soft embrace of the girl—although it was very comfortable to be held, especially since it was a curvaceous girl with a personality like a virgin. But this false feeling, it's better not to indulge in it.
He needs a hug that he can rely on, but only if the owner of this bosom can understand him.
Otherwise, he would rather go alone.
"Tosaka-kun, I'm tired."
Perhaps sensing his intentions, the girl hugged him tighter - and made him feel more comfortable and warm.
"Tosaka-kun, it's lonely."
If Aster was using an uncertain question, he might be able to refute it; It's a pity that although the girl's tone is light, the affirmation and seriousness contained in the words are something he can't ignore no matter what.
"So, do you want to save me?"
"I just want Tosaka-kun to have the desire to live - as a normal person, to live."
"Oh? So confident? ”
"I don't have a lot of faith." In response to his slightly mocking words, the girl shook her head slightly, and the long black hair in front of him fluctuated slightly, "It's just that if you don't work hard, you always feel a little unwilling." ”
"Unwilling?" Shi Chen had a bad premonition.
"Hmm," the girl nodded again, and the touch of her chin rubbing against his shoulder made him feel strange, "I am not reconciled!" ”
"We met two years ago, right?"
"Yes."
"Remember the first time you spoke to me? It really scared me! ”
What the girl said was that someone who became the vice president of the student union for the first time, and (instigated) Gui Daisy made the decision to purge the campus club, in order to select the personnel for the club assessment - after all, the two are not omnipotent, and some special art clubs, such as the music club, the art department, the flower arrangement club, etc., still have to be professionally come. And the conversation that started with her.
Different from today's Jihua economic community management model, at that time, the student union did not need to approve the recruitment of new students, and they could recruit as many as they wanted, which had the flavor of a capitalist free market - as long as they reported to the student union afterwards, of course, it should not be too much. But for some reason, Ziyuan didn't participate in any clubs, and took this opportunity to be introduced to Gui Daisy by Shi Chen - at the same time, she was also introduced to Hao Hao, the girlfriend of the current student president, and Yan Tian, a member of the Discipline Committee, was also half (reserve), and there was originally an alien from Sakura Village, but because of her too outstanding personality, she was finally rejected by Gui Daisy in the list of candidates.
It's just, why is she mentioning this?
Shi Chen, who was confused for a while, was silent.
"At that time, Tosaka-kun was both powerful and excellent - of course, he is still the vice president of the student council, and he looks so perfect, it is really embarrassing!"
So, what exactly are you trying to say? Shion-san. The premonition in his heart became stronger and stronger, and Shi Chen directly interrupted Ziyuan's words and pushed the topic directly to Zuihou.
"It's still so straightforward, Tosaka-kun!" Shion sighed lightly, "Since you don't want to hear me say more, then—" There was a tenderness and compassion in her tone that made Shi Chen feel uncomfortable:
"In Fate, it's all tragedy!"
"And Tosaka-kun, who wrote this tragedy, is also lonely and hopeless in his heart, right?"
Art is higher than life and also comes from life.
In Zion's opinion, if he didn't have similar feelings in his life, Shi Chen would not have been able to write a novel like FZ that was very different from his previous style—let alone finish it in such a short time.
can write a book in this depressive style, which can only show that he does have this kind of consciousness in his heart, or subconscious.
Combined with past memories, Aster came to a conclusion.
Correct conclusion.
"Yes, it does." Shi Chen pushed his glasses again expressionlessly, "But, what does this have to do with you?" No matter how desperate and lonely I am, it's my own business; What does it have to do with Shion? What you should be concerned about now is your own future, right? Speaking of this, he snorted softly, "After all, your uncle seems to be giving up on you!" ”
"Of course it does." Still smiling gently, Shion replied calmly.
"Originally, I was a person with no future, but it was Tosaka-kun who made it possible for me to have a future, even from this point of view, it is necessary for me to let you, as my savior, get out of that negative state."
"In other words, is it a return for the favor?" Shi Chen's answer made Shi Chen breathe a sigh of relief—although this answer was unexpected, it was within the range of his acceptance.
"So, may I ask Tosaka-kun, do you accept it? Let me heal you. ”
"Hmph," Shi Chen snorted softly again - but it was obvious that he could feel something completely different from before, "What a self-righteous arrogance!" ”
"You can see this as a challenge, Tosaka-kun! Of course, it's okay to choose not to accept it. ”
"Poor acting!"
"Ahra, are you going to run away without a fight? But also, looking at the way you look, you know that I have a good chance of winning! ”
"Kill yourself - but I accept it."
"Pull the hook!"
"Are you a child?" Shi Chen sneered, "Moreover, in the current state, don't you think you should let me go first?" ”
"Being held in the arms of a beautiful woman, do you still have any dissatisfaction?" Shion, who asked rhetorically like this, let go of his arms, then opened his eyes wide, and deliberately made a surprised expression, "Moreover, Tosaka-kun seemed to enjoy it before!" ”
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"Huh? Otherwise, you weishenme won't break away? With Tosaka-kun's strength, it's impossible for me, a weak woman with no power to restrain a chicken, to trap you, right? ”
“”
Sure enough, the talent of men, at least the talent of Shi Chen, is not much added to the skill of fighting mouths.
"What are you going to do about your family and the Itsukushima family? Any ideas? ”
After a moment of silence, someone abruptly changed the subject.
Hearing his words, Ziyuan's face was gloomy for a while, and then it returned to normal, looking at him with a smile:
"Please, Tosaka-kun!"
"You really trust me!"
"Don't Tosaka-kun believe in himself?"
"Hmph" snorted, and someone pushed his glasses, "I'm the strongest." ”