[380] Rejoice in your jealousy

I'm sorry? What is she sorry for? Jun Jinchen didn't expect Lu Xiaoxu to say this to him, so for a while, he was a little stunned, and looked at her fixedly, "Why do you want to say sorry?" ”

Lu Xiaoxu raised his hand, put his hands on Jun Jinchen's cheeks, and said very seriously, "I'm sorry, I was only thinking about my mood just now, and I just desperately wanted to find my brother's shadow from Hua Yuze's body, but I forgot that you were beside you, looking at everything, and I forgot to think about what kind of feelings you would feel in your heart." ”

If it were Jun Jinchen who touched the face of a strange woman like that, and hugged that woman with tears, Lu Xiaoxu thought that she would also be angry, jealous, and uncomfortable!

Even if there is a reason, there will inevitably be mood swings of one kind or another.

Just because ...... The other person is someone you love.

His body stiffened, her palms were warm, her breath was warm, and her words were like a hot spring, flowing down his cochlea and slowly flowing into his heart.

"Don't you think I'm unreasonable, or even backtracking?" Jun Jinchen asked in a somewhat hoarse voice. Obviously, he proposed to bring her to see Hua Yuze, but it was he who pulled her away from Hua Yuze's side.

Lu Xiaoxu blinked, but in her mist-like eyes, there was a clear, "No." As she spoke, her fingers caressed his face little by little, just like she had just stroked Hua Yuze's face, but her mood was completely different.

When she was touching Hua Yuze just now, all she was thinking about was her younger brother, thinking that if her younger brother hadn't died, then it would be Hua Yuze's current appearance. But now, when she touched Jun Jinchen's face, she was full of apologies, thinking about how to make him not angry and sad.

"When my brother died, I used to touch my brother's face tremblingly, and I wished he could open his eyes, but no matter how many times I touched him, his eyes never opened." Lu Xiaoxu said softly, telling the man in front of him about his mood just now, "Hua Yuze gave me an illusion just now, as if my younger brother was standing in front of me, I didn't expect that I would hug him like that." At that moment, that strong feeling, the longing that had been suppressed by the bitterness broke out, and she couldn't help but hug Hua Yuze.

"You...... Haven't you thought of it? Jun Jinchen asked.

"Well, I didn't expect that." Lu Xiaoxu nodded, "Because I miss my brother too much, I miss it too much......

His dark eyes sank little by little again, and the warmth in his body just now slowly became cold because of her "too much thought".

Even though she thought too much, it was only for her dead brother, but it was refracted on the body of the living Hua Yuze. And what about him, what to do? To endure this jealousy, or to tolerate her to continue to "want" another man too much?

However, her next sentence made him stunned.

What she said was—"But it won't be like that again." ”

When she said this, her eyes were serious, and her tone was firm. It wasn't just a momentary coaxing to reassure him.

He looked at her in a daze, she could obviously not say this, and she could obviously ask him to be considerate of her feelings of missing her brother, but she still said so.

She paused and continued, "In the future, I won't touch Hua Yuze's face again, and I won't cry at Hua Yuze anymore." ”

"Why?" His hands snatched at her hands caressing his face, his eyes fixed on her, the intense light in his eyes as if it were about to devour her whole.

His hand was pinched by him a little painfully, but Lu Xiaoxu didn't cry out in pain, "Because I know that Hua Yuze is just Hua Yuze, he is not a younger brother, even if he looks very similar to his younger brother, but he doesn't have the emotion between me and my younger brother." Therefore, Hua Yuze just asked her to touch her face, but she would not have any reaction.

A touch of her face and a hug were enough for her to understand that missing is missing after all, and there is no way to replace this kind of thinking with people in reality.

"Jinchen, Xie Lu, thank you for taking me to see Hua Yuze today." She thanked him earnestly, "Although we have said something between us, I don't say thank you, but I really want to tell you that I am grateful in my heart, and ......" She stood on tiptoe and kissed his cheek gently.

That's the way she agreed with him, to take metabolism.

"I love you, very much." She said, "So it's not just Hua Yuze, in the future, except for you, I won't do that kind of thing to other men again." ”

He was stunned, the soft touch of her lips still lingering on his cheeks. "You...... Love me a lot? He muttered, Love? To what extent can it be described as very loving?

"It's love." She said with certainty, "I seem to love you a little deeper every day, every moment." ”

"There won't be a day when you get tired?" He asked.

"Tired? So what about you, will you get tired of my day again? She asked rhetorically.

Fed up? How could he get tired of her? Jun Jinchen shook his head slightly, "Xiao Su, I won't get tired of you, never." ”

She is his life, the first time he saw her, he was destined to love her for the rest of his life, and getting along with her, bit by bit, only made him fall deeper and deeper, more and more inseparable from her, and his exclusivity-possession of her became more and more intense, so how could she make him tired of it.

She smiled, although there were still tears on her face, but her expression changed to the cheerful and bright Lu Xiaoxu in the past.

"So, I won't get tired of you." She snorted, "To be honest, I blame myself when I saw the jealous look you just now, but I'll be happy." ”

"Happy?" He raised his eyebrows, his eyes glinting with doubt.

She explained, "Because before, I have only seen men jealous and angry for women in novels and TV series, but I never thought that one day, there would be a man who would be jealous because of me." It may feel a little unreal. ”

Last time, he was jealous because she watched Hua Yuze cry and laugh at the concert, and this time, it was the second time, but this time, his jealousy was far worse than the last time.

Suddenly, all his previous anger, concern, worry, and jealousy turned into a kind of helplessness, "I will only be jealous because of you." ”