Allure marriage and love, inseparable from 30 in this life: give me my hand, I will take you home
Chapter 452: Allure Marriage and Love, Inseparable in This Life 30: Give me your hand, I'll take you home
(Long Ziqi grabbed his clothes with both hands, and his rain-soaked lips lightly opened: "Jin Cunxu, I'...... Hmm......")
Everything happened very suddenly, Long Ziqi was not prepared in the slightest, or she never thought that Jin Cunxu would kiss herself like this without warning, especially on such an occasion.
In the darkness, there was a warm and soft lip clinging to her cold lip flap, the whole person froze, the pupils continued to constrict, and it seemed to be pitch black in front of her, and nothing could be seen.
Only the sense of touch remains, which is ten million times more sensitive than before......
He kissed her lips, tossing and turning gently, priing open her teeth, exchanging saliva and warmth for each other, as gently as possible, as if to suck her soul out of her body.
With a thunderclap, the startled Long Ziqi came back to his senses, his hands pushed his strong chest, but his big palm clasped her hand and pressed it back, and the other big palm was clasped around her waist, so that she couldn't retreat.
His kisses* were so small that they had an irresistible magic, so good that she gradually forgot about resisting.
The breath of the two people mingled together and became lightly gasped.
Long Ziqi's mind was blank, she didn't know that the act of eating saliva between men and women would happen between her and him, especially when she clearly realized that she didn't hate him when exchanging saliva/liquid with him.
You shouldn't have let this happen, should you?
In Jin Cunxu's eyes, she is still like a green and unripe apple, the first bite only has a sour taste, even pushing makes his movements so unnatural and flustered, and the little things in his mouth are even more frightened and dare not move, making him easily catch and entangle.
Sour, and what? He just liked the sour taste, and he couldn't stop taking a bite, and he wanted to swallow her whole.
When Long Ziqi gasped lightly, clutching at his wet clothes, he leaned into her ear and whispered, "Qiqi, I can't afford to lose you." ”
Long Ziqi's body trembled in the heavy rain, his eyes were sour and warm, and the tips of his heart trembled.
She, how could she make him say such a thing!
"Jin, Jin Cunxu......" her thin lips hooked slightly, trying to find her voice, and in the heavy rain, she heard her voice trembling: "You are the weight that my life can't bear." ”
Although she is the princess of country C, she has already experienced the most unbearable thing in the world, full of desolation, desolation, and broken soul, how can she be worthy of the president of country A?
He didn't let go of the big palm that held her slender waist, and was silent for a while, noticing that her body was getting colder and colder, and pursed his lips and said, "I'll take you home first." ”
The way back was not easy, it was windy and rainy, the road was muddy, and the flashlight was about to run out of power, gradually extinguished, and they walked in the direction of the school in the dark.
In the dark, he always clasped her fingers tightly, walked a little faster than her, walked in front of her, explored the way for her, worried that something he couldn't see under his feet would trip her.
Worried that she would fall, and worried that she would catch a cold and get sick after being drenched in the rain for too long, Jin Cunxu's heart could be described as full of mixed feelings, not fast, and not slow, and finally arrived at the school safely when the wind and rain were a little weaker.
Except for the water at the door, the rest of his house was still intact and did not leak.
Jin Cunxu led her into the house, fumbled around in his box to find clean clothes, put them in her hands, and "changed the wet clothes." ”
After waiting in the dark for a while, he didn't hear any movement, turned around and said, "I'm carrying you, don't be afraid!" ”
Long Ziqi had never changed his clothes in front of the man, although it was very dark and he couldn't see it, but he was beating drums in his heart, and he was unspeakably nervous and embarrassed.
Wearing wet clothes for too long does make you sick, and this heavy rain doesn't know when the road will stop, and she has nowhere to go when it stops, her house has collapsed, and everything is crushed under the house.
Knowing this, he took off all the damp clothes on his body and put on the shirt he took to himself, it was too dark to see what color the shirt was, but the faint fragrance was permeating under the nose......
When people's vision is blocked, then their hearing and sensation will become extremely acute, and after not hearing Sisuo's voice for a long time, his voice floated in the darkness, "Okay? ”
"Hmm." She made a sound.
"You go up, the quilt shouldn't be wet, don't catch a cold." Jin Cunxu turned around, and her figure was faintly visible in the darkness.
Long Ziqi stood on the side of * and didn't move, was silent for a while, and said softly: "You are about to change your clothes." ”
"Okay." Jin Cunxu first looked for clothes, and then found a towel to wipe the mud on his body.
Long Ziqi groped to sit on the side, touched the quilt with his fingers, pulled it over and draped it on his body. In the dark, his eyes followed the sound, and he couldn't see clearly, as if he was changing clothes.
A white light flashed outside the window, just illuminating his muscular back, although the light was not good, it could be seen in an instant that his body was well exercised, broad and powerful. Then came the earth-shattering thunder, and those who listened were terrified.
I accidentally saw his back, thinking of the kiss in the heavy rain before, and the roots of my ears were inexplicably hot, like a schoolboy who had done something wrong, slowly lowering her head, she was the first time to see a man's nakedness/body.
I haven't even looked at Ah Li's back before!
Jin Cunxu changed her clothes, fumbled to pour half a cup of hot water for her, walked to the side and said, "Give me your hand." ”
Long Ziqi hesitantly raised his arm and stretched out his hand, he first reached out to find her hand in the dark, and when his fingertips touched her cold hand, his heart tightened, and his heartbeat seemed to have lost its frequency.
Not only him, Long Ziqi's body suddenly trembled slightly, an indescribable feeling flowed in his body, his warm fingers quickly held her soft, warmth surrounded her, and then the warm cup was stuffed in her palm.
It was false that he was not touched in the bottom of his heart, and when he had already heard his soft call "Qiqi" in the heavy rain, a stone was thrown into the heart lake, and the ripples were blurred in circles, and he couldn't calm down for a long time.
The eyes can't see, but the heart can feel his love, his truth, and every subtle movement moves her.
Jin Cunxu stood on the edge of * for a long time and did not move, judging by his breath that she was drinking water, and her heart was entangled with love, which was self-blame and happiness.
He blamed himself for not leaving her there in the first place, glad she was fine, otherwise, what would he do?
Long Ziqi drank a few sips of hot water, found that he was still standing in place, and thought of the rain that he had also been drenched for a long time, "Can you sit down?" ”
There was no response in the darkness, but she could feel him sit down, for his breath was beside him, palpable. She reached out to hold his hand, but she probably didn't touch it, but she didn't know where she touched it, it was soft and a little hot through her clothes.
Jin Cunxu almost couldn't help but let out a muffled "um", his breath involuntarily became gasping, he didn't know what she wanted to do, he didn't make a sound, and it felt very comfortable to be surrounded by her slightly cool fingers in that place.
Long Ziqi's fingers subconsciously moved to the side, her fingers were slightly forced, it felt like it, but it didn't look like it, and when she wanted to touch it again, her warm palm slammed into her wrist, "Qiqi, what are you doing?" ”
The tone is noticeably unsteady.
"I'd like you to drink some hot water too." Long Ziqi replied slowly, but in his mind he was thinking that his hand was holding himself, indicating that what he touched just now was not his arm, so what did he touch?
Jin Cunxu felt that he should drink some water, but it was not hot water, but ice water! Fortunately, it was dark at night, otherwise she would have been able to see clearly how his pants/crotch were holding up the curvature under her gentle caressing/touching......
Long Ziqi withdrew his hand and held his hand, and put the water cup in his palm, "Drink some." ”
She cared, he couldn't bear to refuse, and took a sip of hot water along her.
Long Ziqi had already lifted the quilt on his body and pulled it towards him, half of which was draped over his body.
Jin Cunxu's heart warmed, he felt that she was very close to him, put down the cup in his hand, stretched out his long arms, and grabbed her shoulders accurately with his senses.
Long Ziqi was stunned and wanted to push it away, but his low voice sounded in his ears: "Keep warm." ”
The warmth of his palm faintly penetrated her skin through the thin shirt, and his breath was flowing in her ears, warm and itchy.
The rain outside the window was still falling, and from time to time there was thunder and lightning whistling, a quilt, two people, the chill of the body seemed to be gradually driven away, and in the darkness, his other hand, quietly and silently clasped her five cold fingers.
Long Ziqi couldn't see his silhouette clearly, and subconsciously wanted to withdraw his hand, but he clenched it hard, and his voice was low: "Qiqi, what are you afraid of?" ”
He is not a fool, and he can't see that she doesn't dislike herself, but she has been retreating and deliberately resisting his approach. Why didn't she dare to follow her heart?
Oh, yes! What the hell are you afraid of, Long Ziqi?
She also wanted to ask herself what she was afraid of.
I'm afraid that I'm not good enough, I'm not worthy of him, I'm afraid that I can't bring him happiness, and I'm even more afraid that once they start, they will experience the sweetness of loving each other and suffer the harm brought by love.
She was afraid of too many things, so many that she couldn't see her heart clearly, afraid that this was just an illusion of herself!
What he saw in his eyes was Long Ziqi, who was glamorous in the daytime and had the aura of the princess of country C, so beautiful that countless men flocked to her, but if one day he saw Su Yan, whose soul was shattered in the night, could he still swear that he couldn't bear the pain of losing her?
After being silent for a long time, her calm and emotionless voice sounded faintly in the dark, "When I was studying before, my good friend Su told me a story about the love between a bird and a fish. Because the world where the birds live is the sky, and the world where the fish live is the sea, if the bird wants to fall in love with the fish, the fish has to leave the water on which it lives, and the bird has to fly to the sea desperately in order to meet the fish that jumps out of the sea, and the fish is always inseparable from the water, so their love is just an accident, and the doomed ending can only be harm! ”
He is like a bird in the sky, and she is a fish in the deep sea, two people from different worlds, if they want to meet, they will only lose in the end.
The big palm around her shoulder tightened silently, and his voice was low and serious, "In my life, there is no such thing as 'accident'. ”
She is telling him with a story that their love between a bird and a fish is an accident, in exchange for a harm, he must let her know that he is not a bird, she is not a fish, and there is no accident in his life!
Long Ziqi was silent, she didn't know what to say, his attitude was so tough, it seemed that no matter how many times he said it, no matter how much he said it, he would not change it, and insisted on his own opinion.
There was silence for a long time, who didn't speak, and the two people were only shallow entangled with the sound of faint breathing. He took her into his arms and whispered, "Lean on me, sleep for a while." ”
There was still a long time before dawn, and she didn't know when the rain would stop, and she needed to rest.
Long Ziqi leaned on his shoulder, his hand was held tightly by him, and there was a faint fragrance on his body, which was reassuring. Probably really tired, no longer resisting his approach, slowly closing his heavy eyes.
Listening to his heartbeat and the sound of the rain outside, the past was replayed over and over again in his mind.
Feeling that something was wrong with the house, she didn't care about anything else and ran out, curled up under the big tree on the side, trying to find someone, but it was too dark, and she didn't bring a flashlight when she ran out, so she couldn't see the road and didn't dare to walk.
I didn't expect the house to collapse so quickly, and he would be so abnormal, and I never thought he would kiss himself!
Too many things have happened in a short period of time, her mind and heart are very confused, that kiss has completely broken the balance between her and him, even if she can convince herself, it was just an accident, but Jin Cunxu obviously did not accept these two words, with his attitude, he would definitely not let himself continue to deceive himself.
After dawn, she didn't know how to face Jin Cunxu!
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The wind and rain outside the window gradually decreased, and the sky was slightly bright, Jin Cunxu maintained the same posture and did not move, afraid that if he moved slightly, he would wake up the butterfly resting on his shoulder.
When she fell asleep, he knew it, because he kept looking at her, even if he couldn't see clearly, it didn't matter, he liked to be with her quietly like this.
In the thin light, her delicate little face was slightly pale, her long curly eyelashes quietly covered her eyes, her breathing was very light, if she was not careful, she could hardly feel it, a few strands of hair fell down, covering her cheeks, she raised her hand and gently put her hair behind the base of her ears, and her eyes stared at the two thin lips intently, a little paler than usual......
She was wearing his white shirt, because the clothes were all soaked, she took off with * last night, and the top two buttons were not buttoned, and from his point of view, the * inside the shirt was almost unobstructed......
There was a burst of restlessness and warmth in her lower abdomen, and her sleeping appearance became clearer and clearer in her long eyes, and she couldn't help but bow her head and get closer to ......
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