Continued: I decided to be your wife!
The room was empty, as if the temperature of the air around it was dropping sharply, and it was summer, but it felt like winter was coming. Just because, He Shuxian's words are too realistic, too cruel, and too true.
Sometimes false and beautiful lies are a comfort, and the most unacceptable thing is often the terrible truth.
It's like piercing through a frozen lake and seeing the turbulent undercurrent below.
Lan Zhixin realized at this moment that she had been dreaming of self-deception...... Yan Yan is the daughter of Asa, when Asa became the crown prince, she was completely destined for what happened to Yan Yan today, and it was destined that one day she would be separated from Yan Yan!
How can the crown prince of a country be allowed to have flesh and blood to be left behind? Unless you don't know, once you know that there is such a existence, you must find a way to pick it up or settle it in an extremely secret place to be cared for by the royal family.
He Shuxian is right to say that...... Lan Zhixin, it is true that she can no longer protect Yan Yan's safety, it is no longer a matter of one person, there may be a sinister black hand waiting for an opportunity behind her. An ordinary woman can't support herself with her love for her children alone.
Yan Yan is safest only in the Brunei Royal Palace. This is a cruel truth. Although Lan Zhixin didn't want to face and accept it, she knew it in her heart.
And Asa...... Overwork, coupled with thinking about her and the child, came here thousands of miles, and the result was that the old illness recurred and worsened.
Lan Zhixin remembered the last time Asa was hospitalized for a stomach problem, which was not long ago, that is, he should have recuperated after being discharged from the hospital, but because Haji suddenly fell ill, he then made him the crown prince...... A series of things happened, where did Asa have the opportunity to recuperate?
Seeing that Lan Zhixin was silent, He Shuxian knew that her words had played a certain role, so she stopped staying.
"Lan Zhixin, for everyone's sake, I can allow you to meet Asa before six o'clock tomorrow morning, before we leave. As for Yan Yan, don't see you, the child is still young, and when I see you, I will only cry even more sadly. He Shuxian coldly dropped these few words, didn't say anything more, and turned around to leave.
Lan Zhixin's face was full of tears, and her trembling body was like a fallen leaf withered in the wind...... The heart was broken, and even the soul was shattered, as if it had died in an instant, and became a soulless shell.
His eyes were red and swollen, hollow, and there was only a terrible dead silence. Her hands were cold and her lips were trembling...... The blood was clotting, and her heart was frozen, just as her consciousness gradually became clearer...... This time, she is really going to be separated from Yan Yan. This time, she will be even further away from Asa......
Nike witnessed all of this, but he couldn't laugh, only deeply shocked and saddened. He knew how important Yan Yan was to Lan Zhixin, which was Lan Zhixin's lifeblood, but now he was forced to separate his flesh and blood, and the other party was the royal family of a country, how could a private person compete with it?
Nike smiled bitterly in his heart, a top family like the Brunei royal family, as He Shuxian said, even all Lan Zhixin's friends combined can't beat it.
Besides, Yan Yan's life experience is an extremely sensitive issue, even if Yan Jiyun and Fan Di intervene at the same time, it will not be able to reverse it.
In other words, this time, the matter is a foregone conclusion, and there is no way to return to the sky.
Asa also said that she would compete with him fairly, but now, Asa fainted and was about to be taken back to Brunei. Who won this competition?
Nike felt that perhaps, Lan Zhixin's heart would die with the departure of Asa and Yan Yan, and even if he could be with her in the future, at most he would get her body......
This kind of sadness makes Nike's heart ache, but he can't leave Lan Zhixin at this time.
Nike poured a cup of hot water and stuffed it into Lan Zhixin's hand, and said softly, "Drink some water......"
Lan Zhixin was like a machine, raised the cup indifferently, and poured a few sips, but there was still no response.
Seeing her look so depressed, Nike was very distressed, and from the perspective of a bystander, he said rationally that Yan Yan should indeed go to the Brunei Palace to live, otherwise it would always be too dangerous outside. But Nike can't say this, for fear of stimulating Lan Zhixin even more.
Lan Zhixin shrunk on the sofa without saying a word, like a walking corpse.
I didn't eat dinner, and I didn't go upstairs to rest, so I was holding a * rabbit doll on the sofa...... This is Yan Yan's favorite toy, and there seems to be a faint smell of milk on it.
Lan Zhixin hugged the rabbit and curled up on the sofa, looking sluggish, not knowing what she was thinking, she fell asleep again and groggily for a while, and looked at the ceiling again for a while.
In Nike's impression, Lan Zhixin is a strong and independent woman, but today's incident hit her too hard and was fatal. So, this woman who has been trying to hold on to it finally fell, and her tenacious heart was ruthlessly destroyed by reality.
The pain of life and death is enough to drive people crazy. Nike was worried that Lan Zhixin's mental condition would be problematic, so he didn't dare to leave, so he could only guard her here.
Dead silent, the room was dyed with compassion.
Nike was lying on the other side of the couch, opposite Lan Zhixin. She curled up there for a long time and didn't move, and Nike's silent companionship was actually rare. In Lan Zhixin's most painful moment, there was a desperate man by his side, caring about her and nervous her, which was not a kind of luck and happiness.
Late at night, Lan Zhixin's mobile phone rang, and it was Yan Jiyun who sent a message, the content was a video, and a paragraph was attached to it - "Lan Zhixin, I already know what happened to you over there." It's helpless to say anything now. I've got a video of Asa taking a selfie here, so take it and see it, I hope it comforts you. ”
Lan Zhixin's heart was like a pool of stagnant water...... Asa's selfie?
Lan Zhixin clicked on the video sent by Yan Jiyun, she didn't know what she would see, she just felt inexplicably nervous.
In the video, Asa smiled brightly at the camera, narcissistically arranged his hairstyle, and then said: "Lan Zhixin, there are some things I can't say in front of you, but I want to record them, in case something happens to me, you can still leave a video as a memorial." ”
Seeing this, Lan Zhixin only felt a sharp stinging in her heart...... When was this filmed by Asa? Could it be that there was a crisis in the Brunei royal palace some time ago? How does it look like he's leaving a last word?
As the video continued, Asa smiled and said, "Lan Zhixin, I don't know when I fell in love with you, always, I couldn't control my heart when I found out." You should be honored and proud, my vision is not low, the woman who can be loved by me, you are ...... The first, and will be the last. Any idea what my greatest wish is? I want to be a normal person, I want to marry you, and then we take the kids to travel around the world...... Maybe that's what I'm out of, I'm not interested in power, but I'm in the royal family, and I'm forced to sit in this position...... Hehe, if the people in our country know that I think so, I guess they will oppose me even more. ”
In the camera, Asa showed a self-deprecating smile, his blue eyes were a little dim, and he looked a little sad, but soon he adjusted his mood, returned to normal, and pretended to be serious and said: "Lan Zhixin, as long as I am alive for one day, I will not give up on you and the child." But...... If I'm really unfortunate enough to finish playing, you can find another good man to marry, although it's hard to find someone as good as me...... In addition, you have to tell Yan Yan that I am her father, don't let me be alone in the grave and no one will come to sweep the grave and offer incense. ”
A few minutes after watching a video, after Lan Zhixin watched it, she unconsciously burst into tears, covering her face with her hands, tears silently sliding down her fingers, and her body trembled violently.
Nike also heard all the words in the video, and his mood was indescribably uncomfortable...... He seemed to be able to understand Asa's helplessness. In the midst of the crisis, he left a video, and did not forget to tell Lan Zhixin that if something happened to him, she would marry someone else. You can imagine how much heartache Asa had when he was filming this video, but he was able to laugh so heartlessly in front of the camera, how much pain did he suppress?
For the first time, Nike felt how deep Asa's love for Lan Zhixin was. Aside from the layer of rivals, to be honest, Nike's understanding of Asa has changed again...... In the matter of love, Asa is an admirable man, enough for a man.
What kind of impact will this video have on Lan Zhixin? How will her mind change?
Nike couldn't predict it now, so he could only watch her quietly.
Lan Zhixin fell asleep again at some point, probably crying too tired. Today, she is already extremely fragile, she doesn't want to pretend to be strong anymore, and let herself go with her truest emotions.
This*, Asa was taken care of by the doctor brought by He Shuxian, he did have stomach bleeding and had symptoms a few days ago, but he refused to leave.
Today he had a video call with his parents, who were actually in Hong Kong at that time, and came from Brunei yesterday.
I have to say that He Shuxian is too prescient, unusually decisive, and even more courageous than a man.
When the sky was bright, Lan Zhixin got up from the sofa, went upstairs, and came down neatly dressed in a while......
When Nike saw Lan Zhixin, he couldn't help but be a little surprised...... She was wearing an elegant white dress, and she was in good spirits. Does this mean that she is emotionally restored? So fast?
"Zhixin, you ......"
"I'll go meet him." Lan Zhixin said lightly, and the person had already walked out of the living room.
How could you not go to see Asa? This farewell, the day of meeting is far away, she must go!
Lan Zhixin's calmness made Nike couldn't help but worry about her, she hadn't eaten a single rice until now, could she hold it?
"Zhixin, can you eat something and go out again?" Nike said to her back.
Lan Zhixin shook her head: "It's okay, I'm okay." It's not too early now, and I'm afraid I'll miss it if I'm late. ”
Her slender back looks so fluttering in the morning breeze, and her skirt is flying, with a kind of elegant beauty, but also a distressing sadness.
Walking out of this alley, Lan Zhixin saw an RV parked on the hillside behind. There were two men's faces in front of the car that she had seen before...... Asa's bodyguard.
Step by step, slowly but surely, her hair blown by the wind and scattered behind her, setting off her beautiful and immaculate countenance, was covered with a layer of poignant beauty in the twilight of the morning light.
After a night of reflection, Lan Zhixin cheered up and saw Asa. When the bodyguard opened the car door, He Shuxian was already sitting inside.
Lan Zhixin went in, but saw Asa lying on the side with his eyes closed, as if he was still sleeping.
He Shuxian glanced at Lan Zhixin, a trace of surprise flashed in her eyes, and then she said expressionlessly: "Asa won't wake up for the time being, just take a look, I can be regarded as benevolent and righteous to you." ”
Lan Zhixin lightly hooked the corners of her lips, her narrow beautiful eyes were still a little red, and her eyes fell on Asa's sleeping face...... Is that all you have to look at? Can't even say a word, this is also a farewell?
Lan Zhixin suddenly remembered a sentence - "When you say goodbye, you have to say goodbye, no one knows if this goodbye will become a goodbye ...... forever"
Lan Zhixin's eyes were full of tenderness and affection, and she no longer suppressed her emotions, as if she was looking at her husband. Reaching out and caressing the back of Asa's hand, the affectionate eyes were the truest expression of her heart. If Asa were awake now, he would have gotten carried away with joy.
In the past, Lan Zhixin always suppressed her feelings, and rarely revealed her true feelings, but now, she didn't want to restrain herself anymore, she just wanted to say goodbye.
He Shuxian wrinkled her brows and stared at Lan Zhixin's hand, as if she was a little displeased, but she still held back and didn't stop her.
Lan Zhixin held Asa's hand, poured out all her affection, her pale lips opened and closed slightly, and murmured: "Promise me, no matter where you are in the world, take good care of yourself......"
He Shuxian listened quietly, in her opinion, Lan Zhixin listened to her persuasion, and would die to Asa, and would not expect to be with Asa anymore. He Shuxian secretly breathed a sigh of relief...... However, she saw Lan Zhixin slowly raise a hand, and on it, a dazzling diamond was so eye-catching.
"Asa, this is the ring you put on me...... That's the end of your fair play with Nike, I'm the party, and I can tell you my choice...... You are the only man I love, and I won't take off this ring if I put it on. No matter whether there is a marriage certificate or not, no matter how many people oppose us, from now on, I will stand with you, no matter where you are, I will be your wife, as long as you do not give up, I will never turn my back on you. I love you as much as you love me, in the past, I didn't have enough courage, and I never did anything for you, but now, I think about what I can do for you, and that's ...... Be brave enough to love you. Lan Zhixin's words were like an oath, which made He Shuxian next to him completely stunned...... [This chapter is 4,000 words, and there will be an update in a while]