After a while, Jun Haixin finally spoke first, "What else do you want to tell me?" I've said what I thought I had to say. ”

Bai Zhuyun's body shook slightly, yes, she had finished speaking, it was the first time she had told him her true thoughts so frankly when she was in that village, or...... It's the last one.

She said she didn't hate him, but she didn't love him either.

Therefore, he is just an ordinary outsider to her, and he doesn't even have any other feelings. But he couldn't be happy.

Rather than her treating him lightly, he would rather she hate him, although her hatred will make him hurt, and when the pain is severe, there is even a feeling of suffocation, but that at least means that he occupies a place in her emotions.

And not like now, when she passed in front of him, she didn't even look at him more.

"Are you okay these days?" He asked in a low voice, his voice husky to a desolate husky.

Jun Haixin pursed her lips slightly, wanting to shake off Bai Zhuyun's hand, but the look on his face and his voice made her feel unbearable.

I can't bear to ...... How strange it was that she would use the word "unbearable" to Bai Zhuyun.

"I'm fine." She finally answered him.

"What about the kid, did you bother you?" He glanced at her belly, which was bigger than it had been when she had been in the village, so big that it even scared him a little. Will her production go well? Seeing that the nurse had just taken out the baby, when Xia Qi was pushed out of the delivery room, this feeling of fear suddenly spread to his whole body.

Her age...... If there is any danger when giving birth...... Suddenly, he began to hate himself, because he wanted to tie her up so much, so he designed to make her pregnant, but forgot to consider the risks of her childbirth.

"He or she is very well-behaved and doesn't bother me much." Jun Haixin replied. Strictly speaking, except for the impaired mobility, the child in the belly did not give her any toss.

Only occasionally, she would have insomnia, and she would inadvertently think of him, thinking of the scenes of him and her over the years. She knew that although the child in her belly did not bother her, her thoughts were not calm.

When he heard this, he was silent again, and did not speak, but his hand did not let go, and it was evident that he had no intention of letting her go.

Jun Haixin twisted his wrist, but Bai Zhuyun buckled it tighter.

"I ...... Missed you so much. He said hoarsely, "I know that you may not have thought about me at all, and I also know that you have never loved me, but ...... Even if it's sympathy, even if it's sympathy for me and I've loved you for so many years, sympathy I can't get your heart with all my scheming, Haixin, don't turn a blind eye to me, okay? ”

The man who used to be high-spirited, who once said that he had never wanted a man of sympathy, is now begging to have even sympathy.

Jun Hai was stunned, this is still Bai Zhuyun, or is it the Bai Zhuyun she knows, what she knows?

Or, she never really understood him, never understood that he loved her, and it was so deep. What he said could be said to have completely put his dignity at her feet, and she could step on it with one foot and completely crush his dignity.

"But what's the point?" Jun Hai said in his heart, she doesn't have a few years to live, if she goes on like this, let him fall deeper and deeper, is it true that after she dies, can't she really want him to die with her?

He smiled wryly, "It may not mean anything to you, but for me, it can keep me alive." ”

Jun Haixin was silent, because she didn't know what to say. The words have been spoken, and if they continue to speak, they will only repeat the previous words.

The corners of Bai Zhuyun's lips were filled with bitterness, knowing that he might not be able to get the woman in front of him in his life, but he couldn't let go of his hand no matter what.

He clasped the fingers of her wrist, slowly moved down, and held her hand, "Hold the hand of the son, grow old with the son." He said in a low voice, "Haixin, you are here, I am there, you live for a year, I live for a year, you live for a day, I will live for a day." Even if you don't love me, in this life, I will give you this life. All I beg of you is that I may see you once in a while, even if ......," he paused, "for the sake of the child." "Now he is the only thing that can move her is the child in her belly.

Jun Haixin still didn't speak, his eyes hung gently, and his long eyelashes covered most of his phoenix eyes, which also made him unable to see and guess what she was thinking at the moment.

At this moment, her skin was so white that there was a sense of transparency, and her expression was fluttering, as if he was obviously holding her hand, but he didn't actually grasp anything.

His hand couldn't help but caress her cheek, and then the next moment, he took her into his arms. Because she was pregnant with a child, he didn't dare to hug him too tightly. But let her face clinging to his chest, really feeling her presence.

Jun Haixin struggled, wanting to leave Bai Zhuyun's embrace.

"Haixin, just let me hold it for a while, just for a while." He begged, his voice so humble.

Her struggle slowly became smaller, and then just like that, she stayed quietly in his arms, the tip of her nose, full of his breath, and the left ear, against his chest, could easily hear his heartbeat at the moment.

Jun Haixin didn't know why he would let him hug himself because of Bai Zhuyun's words, using this kind of intimate posture. Is it because he wants it, and she can't afford it, so she can only make up for it in this way?

I don't know how long it took, Jun Hai said in his heart, "I should go back." She broke free from his embrace slightly.

And this time, he followed her wishes, let go of his hand, and just watched her turn around, watching her carefully and slowly walk down the stairs, step by step.

When Jun Haixin walked downstairs, Jun Jinxiu leaned on the staircase, and when he saw her, he smiled slightly, greeted her, and helped her up, "Auntie wants to go back to Jun's house directly?" ”

"When passing by People's Square, stop the car, I want to buy some baby things." Jun Hai said in his heart. Somehow, she suddenly wanted to take a walk, wanted to relax, maybe it was the meeting with Bai Zhuyun just now, which made her mind messy, and she suddenly felt very depressed.

"Okay." Jun Jinxiu responded, took Jun Haixin into the car, and drove all the way to People's Square, but along the way, he didn't say a word about Bai Zhuyun just now.

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