38. Loss
When Qiao Yusen and Shao Yunqi rushed to the hospital, Xia Chu was squatting at the door of the operating room, burying his head deep in his arms, like an abandoned child.
This is the first time Qiao Yusen has seen Xia Chu like this, she has always been stubborn in her memory and she has lived with herself, even if he understands that those are her pretenses, but she still will not take off the mask easily, Xia Chu in front of her wants people to hug her into her arms, so haode care, soft comfort, Qiao Yusen as her husband of course thinks so, but he clearly realizes that his arms are not warm enough for Xia Chu, and his whole person is barely a man who is not a stranger to her.
He patted Shao Yunqi on the shoulder, gave him a look, and then walked to the bench opposite Xia Chu and sat down, looking at her distressedly.
Shao Yunqi walked over, sat down side by side with her like her, and carefully wrapped her arms around her thin shoulders so that she could rely on, Xia Chu struggled a little at first, but maybe because the smell of the person next to her was too familiar, she gave up all of a sudden, and the weight of her whole body was delivered to his shoulder.
Xia Chu didn't show any panic, she had been sitting here quietly since they appeared, she hadn't cried, there were no traces of tears in the corners of her eyes and cheeks, but she hadn't opened her eyes, they were tightly closed, as if there was something hidden there that could not be lost, and as long as she opened it, it would disappear.
Qiao Yusen is distressed, but in the face of such a scene, he can't give any comfort, any comfort is useless, people can say those rational words of comfort because these things have not happened to them, and when one day you experience it yourself, you will know that at this time you don't need any words at all, you just want to be quiet, stay in a place where no one is around, and can't wait to be invisible to the whole shijie.
All you want is to get what you lost back, but you can't get it back.
When he couldn't bear to look at it anymore, he accidentally saw that Xia Chu's instep was red, and there were a few small blisters, which were burned, and he shouldn't have had time to deal with it, so he silently said hello to Shao Yunqi and walked towards the nursing station.
An hour later, the door of the operating room finally opened, the sound of the door made Xia Chu's body tremble, Shao Yunqi has been by her side, this subtle movement is naturally felt, he clenched her hand, and wanted to help her get up from the ground, Xia Chu opened his eyes at this moment, even when he was taking medicine just now, there are many emotions in it, the strongest is fear, Shao Yunqi naturally knows what she is afraid of, but this shijie is cruel, It's impossible to change the ending because of your fears.
Xia Bing was not rescued, and the doctor's words were not different from those in the TV series:
"I'm sorry, we've done our best."
Xia Chu only saw the doctor's mouth open and close, but she didn't hear the specific sound so really, but she saw the doctor's helpless and sad expression, Xia Chu didn't understand what he was grieving about, she was the one who lost her mother, she was the one who became an orphan, she herself hadn't shed tears of grief, how could someone preempt her.
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