Chapter 348: The Joy of Migratory Birds
Jiang Yu couldn't cry at night, looked at him in disbelief with a pair of teary eyes, and only after a long time did he choke out a sentence, "Chengxing...... I thought...... Thought you were going to scold me...... Would hate me......"
Xiao Chengxing's face sank, "It's really to scold!" Scold hard! But first, write it down! I'll teach you a lesson when you're well! He"
Jiang Yuwan wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh, but cried, tears rolled down, and called his name, "Chengxing...... You scold me...... I...... Not good...... I know it myself...... You scolded me...... I'm still comfortable...... So long...... You're ignoring me...... I...... I thought ......"
Suffering from breast cancer, either she will no longer be a complete woman, or she will wait for it to spread and die, for people like her, this is a dilemma, plus Xiao Chengxing has always ignored her, she is indeed disheartened, but she can't let go of Xiao Yiting, and she can't let go of the debt to him and Ye Qinghe......
However, from another point of view, she hopes that she will break off with Xiao Chengxing, so that his ugliest appearance will not be seen by him, and he will not be given the opportunity to dislike himself, although it is very likely that he has always disliked himself... Da...
Xiao Chengxing sighed lightly, "I know, you have actually been blamed by your conscience for a long time......"
Jiang Yuwan's tears rained down, "The city is prosperous...... I'm sorry...... I always let you down...... Always...... Doing something wrong......"
Since she was young, she was the one who looked up to him.
admired him, admired him, loved him, and always felt that he was not good enough and did not deserve to be so good.
In fact, it's not that she's inferior, it's that the person he once loved was too good......
Finally, he finally married him, but he was honestly afraid, careful every step, always not believing that everything in front of her was real, and even more afraid of doing something wrong, not as good as the person he once loved, afraid that he would despise himself.
At that time, she was the youngest daughter in the family, and she was also favored by her parents and brother since she was a child, and she was very well protected, as he said, she was a simple and dreaming girl, however, once she became Mrs. Xiao and became the daughter-in-law of the Xiao family, she warned herself that she was no longer the girl who knew nothing about the world......
She began to inevitably come into contact with human relations, and came into contact with all kinds of events that she had never been in contact with, she didn't know how to deal with it, and she didn't want to ask Xiao Chengxing, lest he look down on him, so he looked back on what his family did when he encountered similar things, and he really didn't understand, so he asked his brother and sister-in-law, and over time, she gradually sharpened her set of rules of life, and on the contrary, these methods and laws are still very effective, and in a specific circle, it also makes her feel like a fish in water.
Xiao Chengxing never cared about these things, and occasionally some things were known to him, although he disagreed, but in the end it was harmless, and it was okay to say a few words to her, but in her opinion, she felt that she was not necessarily wrong, because her laws did work very well, but he seemed pedantic and old-fashioned......
She has been so strong all her life, and she never wants to admit that she is wrong in front of him, and admits that she is weak, as if as long as she insists, as long as she is strong, she can prove that she is right, and she can prove that she is a good match worthy of him and can walk side by side with him......
However, it turned out that she took a wrong step?
Xiao Chengxing looked at her like this, leaned forward slightly, and held her hand, "Yuwan, it's not that you are always wrong, everyone has their own way of dealing with the world, and I don't dare to say that I am always right, but in this matter of Qinghe, you have done wrong, completely wrong, and it is also chilling, at the same time, you also look down on your son, don't you understand, what kind of person your son is?" ”
Jiang Yu wept late and repented.
At this point, she really misjudged Xiao Yiting. How many men did she see see that love was so real? The interests of the family in the first place in the love business, those who pursue feelings, the feelings come and go quickly, there are countless buntings, isn't the eldest brother the one who pursues love and gets married? However, love is still loved, and the sister-in-law's status is unbreakable, but what about the outside? Like Xiao Chengxing, he is naturally quite loyal, but in her opinion, didn't he also put aside the feelings in his heart and marry her? Therefore, love is a thing, for men, but Erer.
However, the son is so different......
She regretted it, she had already regretted it on the day of the wedding, how could she not feel distressed when she saw her son's painful appearance? However, in the panic, the days went by day by day, and in the end, I still couldn't hide it......
In the face of her husband's analysis, she had nothing to say, and if everything could be done all over again, she would definitely not do it again.
"Yuwan, in the past, let it pass, can make you different from before, in these decades, I must also have something that I can't do, from now on, we will work together, respect each other's opinions in everything, discuss with each other more, and maintain this home together, you say it is feasible?" He gazed at her softly.
"I ......" Jiang Yuwan wanted to say, I don't know if she will have a future, but she can't say such words in such an atmosphere, just because of this