Chapter 625: Pain
Su Hongwen didn't dare to let Xia Lingxue drink like this, and hurriedly said, "Don't drink it, I'll send you back." ”
Xia Lingxue stretched out her hand and pushed Su Hongwen away fiercely, stood up without caring about the surprised eyes of others, and shouted: "I'm going to drink, you care about me, who are you?" Speaking of this, he turned his head and shouted to the waiter, "Take the wine." As soon as the words fell, Xia Lingxue's body swayed and sat on the sofa.
The waiter next to her looked at Su Hongwen in embarrassment, Xia Lingxue saw that she didn't move, and immediately said angrily: "Why are you stunned there when you go to get wine?" Just go. ”
This will make Xia Lingxue make a fuss, Su Hongwen knows that if she is not allowed to drink, she will have to make more trouble, maybe something will happen, so she will simply let her drink, and if she is drunk, she will not make trouble, thinking of this, the waiter nodded and motioned for her to get the wine.
A bottle of liquor was not brought up, Xia Lingxue picked up the wine bottle and took a big sip, put down the wine bottle with a "bang" and said aggrievedly: "Su Hongwen, I'm not good there?" You don't like me like that? Speaking of this, Xia Lingxue's tears fell, her aggrieved little touch was really cute, and many men around her had the idea of pity and pity, and they couldn't wait to kick Su Hongwen away and comfort Xia Lingxue, a poor pretty woman.
Seeing that Su Hongwen lowered his head and didn't speak, Xia Lingxue slapped the table and her brutal temper was fully displayed: "Su Hongwen, if you don't give me an explanation today, I'm not done with you." ”
Su Hongwen knew that he couldn't hide, so he sighed and said, "You're fine, but I have someone in my heart." ”
Xia Lingxue slapped the table again and said angrily: "Who is she, you tell me." ”
Su Hongwen is depressed. I knew that I wouldn't go to Xia Yufeng's house today, but it was good to have this incident, and it would save her delay if I made it clear to Xia Lingxue, thinking of this, Su Hongwen said: "You have seen her in Longyanquan Town, her name is An Zinan." ”
Xia Lingxue did see An Zinan in Longyanquan Town, and An Zinan's beauty left a deep impression on her, but the two of them had no intersection at that time, and they were just one side, and Xia Lingxue didn't think that An Zinan and Su Hongwen had anything, and the gap between the two of them was too big at the beginning. A fairy like the sky. A penniless branch doctor, with unequal identity and status, how could they be together, she would not think that An Zinan would fall in love with Su Hongwen, a poor boy, without hesitation like herself. She is the only one in the world who doesn't care about Su Hongwen's poverty and whiteness.
If Su Hongwen was still the branch doctor who was nothing, he said this, Xia Lingxue wouldn't believe it at all. But now it's different. Su Hongwen was too dazzling, he was as dazzling as a rising star, instantly eclipsing the other stars in the entire night sky. Su Hongwen is too good, and it is not difficult for a person like him to win An Zinan's heart, so Xia Lingxue believed it.
Looking at Su Hongwen in a daze, Xia Lingxue suddenly said, "Where is she?" ”
Su Hongwen didn't want to mention An Zinan, that woman made him sad, if it was possible, Su Hongwen wanted to forget her completely, because when he thought of her Su Hongwen's heart would hurt, that pain was as if there were thousands of needles piercing his heart, he didn't want to have anything to do with An Zinan, but it was undeniable that Su Hongwen would inadvertently think of the smiling woman when he walked there, he was trying to forget it, but there is no forgetfulness in this world, and no matter how long time passes, there is no way to erase the memory that An Zinan left him.
After more than two years of separation, many nights Su Hongwen has been telling himself to forget An Zinan, not crying for her to the point of defeat, he wants to be strong, he does the same, he is a dazzling famous doctor in front of people, and he is a capable person who can't solve anything, but in the dead of night, the strong shell he was wearing quietly retreated, his weakness leaked into the air, and he was very spineless to think about An Zinan at this moment. I wondered if An Zinan had completely forgotten about herself.
At that time, Su Hongwen was remorseful and uncomfortable, like every lovelorn person, he was a little neurotic, some hysterical, and even a little extreme, he wanted to erase all the intersections with An Zinan, but he couldn't do it, An Zinan was an eternal pain in his heart, once he thought that with An Zinan, he would have the whole world, she was all of Su Hongwen, but when An Zinan left suddenly, Su Hongwen felt that his world collapsed, blank, and there was no color.
He hated, he resented, he was wronged, he was annoyed, his heart was very painful, he wanted to vent, but there was nowhere to vent, he wanted to find someone to talk to, but he didn't want people to see his weak side, so Su Hongwen buried all the pain in his heart, and the scars in his heart did not heal for a long time, but deepened, and the heart-rending pain made Su Hongwen want to go crazy.
Today's Xia Lingxue's question is tantamount to tearing apart the wound that has just healed in Su Hongwen's heart, making him think of An Zinan, thinking of her ruthlessness, her non-saying goodbye, thinking of this, Su Hongwen is not stable and sober, he wants to vent, he has been depressed for too long, he reached out and picked up the bottle of white wine, and drank half a bottle of wine, put the bottle on the table, exhaled a mouthful of wine and said angrily: "Go, in the United States." ”
Although Xia Lingxue drank a pound of liquor, she drank quite well, she was a little drunk at this time, but she was still sober, she could see that something was wrong with Su Hongwen, and she could see the strong sadness emanating from him, which made her heart hurt, she staggered up and walked to Su Hongwen's side and sat down, took his hand and said, "You still have me!" ”
Su Hongwen didn't drink much, he drank a lot of liquor just now in his heart and was uncomfortable, and he was already drunk at this time, and he pulled his hand out of Xia Lingxue's hand and laughed at himself: "You are not her, you can't replace her." Speaking of this, he shook his head and said, "It can never be replaced." ”
Xia Lingxue heard Su Hongwen's decisive words, and the grievances in her heart rolled out again, picked up the wine, took a big sip, put down the wine bottle, grabbed Su Hongwen's collar and said angrily: "Who wants to replace her, I am me, Su Hongwen, how do I treat you if you touch your conscience?" Didn't I treat you badly when you were in Longyan Springs before? I'm afraid that you won't eat well and dress badly, regardless of my dad's obstruction, a person drives to you to buy you food, buy you clothes, I know I'm willful, unreasonable and you don't like it, I desperately change, just want you to like me, I was arrested to go to the black mine in order to see you, don't you know? I almost lost my life, but I don't regret it, I don't regret it at all, just because I like you, I love you. ”
What Xia Lingxue said Su Hongwen knows, he knows that Xia Lingxue is good to him, and he knows that she is changing her personality for herself, to say that Su Hongwen doesn't like Xia Lingxue at all This is absolutely nonsense, even if it is a stone, Xia Lingxue would have covered it up a long time ago, if An Zinan did not appear, Su Hongwen would probably have chosen Xia Lingxue at the beginning, although she was rude and willful, but Su Hongwen knew that she was good to herself, but there was an An Zinan, he couldn't let it go, and finally hurt Xia Lingxue, Fei Ran, and Dong Zhirui.
At this time, Su Hongwen felt that he was really not a thing, reached out and slapped himself, picked up the wine and drank it dry, and then shouted with a big tongue: "The waiter is coming for a bottle." ”
The waiter has opened his eyes today, he has seen a drinker, but he has never seen such a drinker, he doesn't want any dishes, and two bottles of liquor have gone down, which is amazing.
After taking a big sip, Su Hongwen smiled miserably and said, "I know you like me, but I really don't like you, forget about me, I'm sorry." After speaking, Su Hongwen stood up and swayed and was about to leave.
Xia Lingxue was willing to pull Su Hongwen and said sadly: "Forgot you? Su Hongwen, you have no conscience, my heart was given to you, how can you let me take it back? I really can't live without you, I know you like An Zinan, but where is she? I can see that the two of you are not together, please give me a chance, and give yourself a chance, okay? ”
Su Hongwen lowered his head for a long time and couldn't say a word, he felt that he was very sober at this moment, unprecedentedly sober, suddenly picked up the wine and took another big sip, at this time he felt that the wine was really a good thing, and he didn't feel so uncomfortable after drinking so much, and smiled miserably: "I'm sorry, I really can't be with you, I know I'm a bastard, I'm not human, but I ......" Speaking of this, Su Hongwen couldn't go on.
Xia Lingxue was already crying like a tearful person at this time, picked up the bottle of wine and drank it dry, which made her also drunk, under the influence of alcohol, Xia Lingxue suddenly said: "I don't care how many women you have, I just want to be by your side, you can see me every once in a while, I beg you, okay." ”
Su Hongwen suddenly laughed and said: "Okay, why can't it, anyone can do it, you can do it, I can do it, everyone can do it." As soon as he said that, Su Hongwen swayed twice, leaned on the sofa and fell asleep.
Xia Lingxue didn't know how she got Su Hongwen out, and she didn't know how she took him to the hotel room, let alone how she put the drunk man on the bed and helped him take off his shoes, looking at the man who was asleep on the bed and frowning, Xia Lingxue felt a pain in her heart, she knew that Su Hongwen's heart was hurting even if he was asleep.
Falling two lines of tears, Xia Lingxue turned around to leave, but she didn't stand firm on the wine, she fell directly on the bed, raised her head and saw Su Hongwen's hands, Xia Lingxue suddenly wanted Su Hongwen to hug herself, it was the final goodbye, she knew that it was impossible for her to be with Su Hongwen, after today, everyone would be strangers, thinking of these Xia Lingxue was very distressed, she crawled over and pulled Su Hongwen's hand into his arms, feeling the man's body temperature, smelling the wine on his body Xia Lingxue's tears rained, stretched out his hand and hugged Su Hongwen, and murmured in his mouth: "Hug me, do you know Su Hongwen?" I really like you. (To be continued......)
PS: The second more is sent, I'm really sorry for everyone today, maybe it's two more, I'm so tired, I'm writing and seeing, I'm trying to come to a chapter, but if I can't write it, don't blame me, I'm really tired, and my brain is messing around!