Cui Fengming sent Chunxiu back to her rented place, and Chunxiu said to Cui Fengming that it was late anyway, and asked him to come into the house and sit for a while, drink a cup of tea and sober up before leaving. Chunxiu lives in a small bungalow, she burns the stove very strongly, the kettle on the stove boils, and the hot and humid water steam fills the small room, making people feel very warm. Chunxiu took off her padded jacket and only wore a coarse cloth gown, she made tea and asked Cui Fengming to sit on the edge of the bed to drink, and she took out a wet towel to gently wipe the wounds on Cui Fengming's face. Chunxiu, who was under the light, was draped in some scattered black hair, and there were tears on his face that had not been wiped off. When Chunxiu wiped Cui Fengming's face, her chest raised high under her shirt trembled and almost touched the tip of Cui Fengming's nose, and Cui Fengming closed her eyes in shame.

Chunxiu poured himself a cup of tea after wiping Cui Fengming's face injury, and then drank it in a big gulp. She drank too much wine today and was a little dizzy, she covered her chest with her hands and couldn't stop panting, her hair was scattered on her forehead. Cui Fengming smelled Chunxiu's strong smell of wine but felt a burst of sweet fragrance coming to his face, and the alcohol and blood were uncontrollably strong surging in his body, he couldn't help but grab Chunxiu's hand and said, "Sister, you are so good-looking!" You are really the best-looking and most distressing sister in the world! ”

Chunxiu touched Cui Fengming's face and asked drunkenly: "Fengming, my sister's life is not good, and she has been bullied." You saw the matter between me and Peanutskin, you really don't dislike my sister? Am I such a good woman in your eyes? With that, she burst into tears again.

Cui Fengming looked at Chunxiu who was crying in front of him, a feeling of sympathy and love arose, he suddenly stretched out his hands and hugged Chunxiu tightly to his chest, and said in a trembling voice: "Sister Chunxiu, you are a good woman, you are my good sister, this is true!" ”

Chunxiu's face was full of tears, she couldn't help but fall into Cui Fengming's arms and cry quietly, her tears soaked Cui Fengming's shoulders. Cui Fengming touched a woman's body for the first time, he hugged Chunxiu's soft and elastic body and trembled excitedly, and he clumsily kissed Chunxiu on the face with his mouth.

Both were drunk, and they both hugged each other tightly and refused to let go, as if the world was the two of them, and everything else did not exist. On this night, Chunxiu opened a woman's soft arms to Cui Fengming. On this night, Cui Fengming realized that the love between men and women is not as dirty and ugly as he originally thought, it can be innocent and without evil thoughts, it can be ecstasy and wonderful. On this night, Cui Fengming learned from Chunxiu that a woman can be as gentle as water or as warm as fire.

After the two fell in love like crazy, Cui Fengming, who calmed down, felt a little guilty, and he blamed himself and said to Chunxiu: "Sister Chunxiu, I blame me for this today, I feel sorry for you." I won't dare again! ”

Chunxiu told him seriously: "Feng Ming, in fact, I like you not only because you look like my brother, but also because you are a handsome and upright young man!" You don't have a place to be sorry for me, it's not me you seduced, it's something I did willingly. I'm not a casual woman, but I want to be loved well by a man I like. No matter what happens in the future, don't forget my sister! ”

Cui Fengming also said to Chunxiu seriously: "Sister Chunxiu, I also like to be with you." You don't have to deal with that peanut skin guy anymore. He dares to bully you, I will never spare him! ”

It was already the second half of the night, Cui Fengming was going home, Chunxiu thought it was too late, she reluctantly hugged Cui Fengming and asked him to leave at dawn. Throughout the night, Cui Fengming snuggled his face tightly into Chunxiu's soft arms like a coquettish child, and he experienced warmth and love in this married woman who was a few years older than himself. It was a night he will never forget. On this night he gave his virginity to this woman.

Cui Fengming's eyes were a little moist when he told Wang Hongju about this, and he couldn't go on. Wang Hongju lit a cigarette for him and said, "It's really touching! Your story can be written as a novel. ”

Cui Fengming took a big sip of his cigarette and continued: "I still feel sorry for Sister Chunxiu, I owe her love." Ever since that happened to the two of us, I was ashamed and blamed myself, feeling like that hateful peanut skin who took advantage of the danger of Sister Chunxiu. I felt ashamed, I was sorry for her, I didn't have the face to see her again. ”

"After the errand of Juxian Building, I didn't want to see my father's face elongated by anger, and I didn't want to listen to my mother's nagging all day long, so I left Beiping alone and ran to the Northeast to make a living. On the day I left Beiping, I took a piece of flower cloth from home, and waited for Chunxiu who got off work at the back door of Juxian Building. Chunxiu hurriedly stepped forward to grab me, she said with red eyes: "Feng Ming, don't be careless, I can see that you are a good man, and you must be a man who stands up to the sky in the future!" You don't owe me anything, and I won't pester you, sister, as long as you don't forget that there was once a woman named Chunxiu who had a good time with you. Chunxiu had tears on her face when she spoke, I couldn't bear to look at her sad look, nodded at her and hurriedly turned away, without even looking back, I looked like I had lost a battle and fled. I joined the People's Liberation Army in my first year as a part-time worker in Northeast China. Since then, I've missed her except for fighting and being homesick. Now that I think about it, I shouldn't have left Chunxiu at that time, and if I did, I should have taken her with me. I always felt like I had hurt her for a few years, and I didn't do it like a man at the time! It's all because I'm young and ignorant, and I don't dare to take responsibility for what I do. Brother Wang, do you think Sister Chunxiu will hate me in her heart? Cui Fengming raised his head and asked Wang Hongju.

Wang Hongju said: "Company Commander Cui, don't feel guilty! Sister Chunxiu doesn't think you owe her anything, wait for me to find her when I enter Beiping, and bring you a greeting. ”

Cui Fengming said thoughtfully: "I don't think she can be in Juxian Building, I'm afraid you won't be able to find out about her." But wherever she is, I will find her, and I will marry her in the name of justice. ”

"Don't dream of marrying Sister Chunxiu, people have in-laws."

"She is angry and oppressed in her mother-in-law's house, his man is a waste, I want to liberate her, I will let her women turn over and be liberated! What's wrong with a woman remarrying? I must find her, I must marry her, I will give her happiness! If I can't find her in this life, I will be a bachelor for the rest of my life! Cui Fengming said and waved his only remaining arm vigorously.

Wang Hongju felt that Commander Cui's words were also reasonable, and he nodded in understanding.

When the two broke up, Cui Fengming asked: "Hongju, I think that in this battle to liberate Tianjin, you performed very bravely, withstood the severe test, and fully met the standard of a ** member." Before I was admitted to the hospital, I had suggested to the party branch of the company to develop you into an honorable ** member, how is the situation now? ”

Hearing Cui Fengming's question, Wang Hongju's mood sank, and he said helplessly: "The instructor talked to me, saying that I was born in a bureaucratic bourgeois family, and that I had not completely moved closer to the proletariat in terms of ideology and life style, and that I would continue to transform my petty-bourgeois thinking and accept further tests. I didn't say anything, but I always felt that he was discriminating against my family background. ”

Cui Fengming shook his head helplessly after hearing this: "This Li Qiming! The same abandonment of family and business, the same spilling of blood are all comrades in the revolutionary ranks! I always felt that he had a materialist mindset. ”

"This can't be completely blamed on the instructor, I still have many places that do not meet the standards of party members, so let's work hard in the future!" Wang Hongju saw that Cui Fengming was a little unhappy, and was busy playing the round.