321 All living beings are suffering, and it is easy to save others, but it is difficult to overcome oneself
In the café, Han Xu, who was sitting in the corner, raised his hand, and a woman looking left and right at the door glanced at him and walked over.
"Ms. Jane, huh?"
"Hmm." The woman nodded, looking at the big boy opposite, puzzled.
The woman is actually thirty-five or sixteen years old, but she is well maintained, and although the years have left some traces on her face, she still has the charm. And judging from her Ferrari car, this woman is also a little wealthy.
"I took the liberty of asking you out and disturbing you." Han Xu's polite appearance is in the eyes of some people who know his roots, it is just four words - well-dressed beast.
The woman smiled reservedly, waiting for his next step.
The waiter came over, and after Han Xu asked the woman's opinion, he ordered two cups of coffee, and after watching him walk away, he magically took out a bouquet of roses and put it on the table.
The woman's eyes showed a little shame, "What does Mr. Han mean by this?" ”
"Don't get me wrong, don't get me wrong." Han Xu smiled and motioned for her to calm down, "The owner of this bouquet of flowers is not me, but it was given to you on behalf of someone who thought it was deceased." ”
The woman was stunned for a moment, and her mood eased slightly, "I don't understand Mr. Han's words." ”
"Thank you." Taking the waiter's coffee cup, Han Xu stirred it twice, and then said, "A friend of mine has a close friend, this person's surname is Xun, and his name is Xun Yi. ”
The woman's hand holding the coffee spoon suddenly clenched, and she asked a little unnaturally, "What are you mentioning him for?" ”
"After many years, Ms. Jian really still remembers him." Han Xu said with a smile.
The woman's somewhat pale face showed a hint of blush, and her expression was a little dazed and a little reminiscing. His eyes were a little confused, "Maybe." ”
"Interested in talking, I'm a good listener."
The woman glanced at the smiling big boy and sighed faintly, "What is there to talk about." ”
Having said that, she still tells a story from ten years ago.
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She and Xun Yi are neighbors, Xun Yi is an orphan and has adoptive parents who are two years older than her. The two have been childhood sweethearts since they were children, and they have no guesses. Elementary school. Junior high school. In high school and even college, both were in the same school. It's as if there's a red thread that binds the two together, a match made in heaven.
Xun Yi's personality is kind if it sounds good, and cowardice if it doesn't sound good. Timid timidity. I'm afraid to walk at night. I'm afraid of listening to ghost stories, I'm afraid of caterpillars, as if I'm a girl who has been reincarnated in the wrong body. But he's smart and learns well.
And what about her? and Xun Yi are completely two extremes.
has a resolute personality and a strong sense of competitiveness, although she is two years younger than Xun Yi, she is like a big sister. Every time Xun Yi was bullied, she always stood up for him to come out.
From young and ignorant to exquisite, the little boy has become a handsome guy, and the girl has become a slim girl. The two have supported each other along the way, although the living conditions are not good, and the hardships are a little hard, but they can be regarded as enjoying themselves.
Ten years ago, the university was different from now, when the examination was extremely strict, and there were very few people who could get in. And because of their common aspirations, the two encouraged each other, and finally stood out in the college entrance examination after studying hard.
In the four years of college, the two worked part-time, and after many ups and downs, they still never gave up. In terms of feelings, although no one has opened their mouths to express their love, the distance between the two hearts is closer than those couples who shout 'husband and wife' all day long, and keep shouting 'I love you', and the feelings are more real.
On the day of graduating from college, the two went to a small restaurant for dinner, Xun Yi planned to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and she wanted to go out of the country to break through and go to the sea to do business. The result of the discussion was that Xun Yi relented. Every time I quarreled from childhood to adulthood, the result was like this.
Also on that day, Xun Yi told her that he had something to say to her. The two of them have played since childhood, looking at Xun Yi's red cheeks and dodging eyes, as well as the ring box that accidentally fell to the ground because of nervousness, she immediately guessed his thoughts. Probably...... This nerd is going to muster up the courage to confess to her. This kind of thing is already unprecedented for him, who has been timid for more than 20 years.
It seemed that the withered branches that had been waiting for a long time finally blossomed and bore fruit, and she was very happy that day, so she made an exception to drink some wine, which had never been a drop of alcohol.
At night, the two walked back, and Xun Yi wanted to speak several times but stopped talking. She didn't urge him with a smile, she just wanted to look at his aggrieved look.
"Jane ......" crossed the street, and he seemed to have finally mustered up his courage, but she was already halfway there, and she looked back at him, but forgot where she was.
A speeding car suddenly turned around the corner, and it was too late to brake.
The miserable white headlights stretched her shadow narrowly, Xun Yi didn't think about flying forward, and pushed her away. At the scene of the car accident, Xun Yi vomited blood in a big gulp, and she only scratched her calf a little.
"Jane, even if I'm dead...... I still do, and will bless you. He lay in her arms, clutching her hand tightly, "Forget me." Find a good family and get married......"
When the ambulance arrived, it was only his body that was carried away.
The driver was a rich man, but he was not so arrogant, and he didn't say that the gentleman was very sincere when he saw it, apologized very sincerely, and paid a large amount of compensation to the two families.
But what does money mean to her? She would rather not have a penny than return her lover......
Xun Yi's adoptive parents were already in poor health, and they were grief-stricken when they heard the news, and they both died within a few months. The two old men had no relatives and no cause, let alone children and nephews, and they inherited all their property to her before they died.
This incident hit her very hard, she was very silent for a few years, and then time slowly faded the scars, she regained her spirit and went to the sea to do business, and broke out a lot of family business in the past ten years.
Ten years later, she is still single. It was just that on the ring finger of his right hand, he wore a faded ring, and the market price at that time was only twenty-nine yuan and a half, but it was the young man's food expenses for a month.
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"I'm sorry for reminding you of something sad." Han Xu looked at her lonely expression. I'm a little sorry.
The woman shook her head, "It's all over." After all, he still couldn't say the last sentence, and when he died, he was just a coward. Ten years have passed, and if you don't mention it, I will forget it. ”
"He has been timid all his life, but he has given you the most daring of all, including his life. He is cowardly, but not cowardly! Han Xu looked directly into her eyes and said seriously. You think you forgot. But if you really forgot, how can you remember that he has been dead for ten years? If you forget, why do you carry this penny ring? ”
"I'm ......," the woman was silent, and it took a long time for her to smile. Maybe you're right. People who knew him said he was a coward. But in my heart. He was an amazing man. ”
Han Xu smiled and gently patted his right pocket, as if he was patting the dust.
"I'm sorry. I'll go to the bathroom. ”
A moment later, the woman returned, looking quite normal except for her still somewhat reddened eyes.
"Can I ask a question?"
"Why did I suddenly find you ten years after the incident and tell you these things?" Han Xu directly voiced her question.
"Hmm."
Han Xu sighed, "My friend and he were close friends when he was alive. You and he grew up, you should know that although he speaks a little timidly, he likes to write something, right? ”
The woman nodded, then was startled, and suddenly raised her head to look at him, "Is it ......?"
Han Xu didn't say anything more, but took out an envelope from his left pocket and handed it to her, "He wanted to confess to you a long time ago, but he never had the courage. One day he was drinking at my friend's house, and after my friend's persuasion, he wrote down all the things he wanted to say on paper, and was ready to memorize them, so that when the time came, he could also be majestic in front of you, and make you look at him. But he drank a little too much, and he didn't take the letter with him the next day. This was the letter at that time. ”
Xun Yi refused to write this letter by Han Xu, and wrote it himself with mana stroke by hand. What he wrote, Han Xu didn't read it, and he didn't know what to say, he just reminded him that he could write something and what he couldn't write, and he must pay attention to the size.
The woman picked up the envelope with trembling hands and opened it. Looking at the familiar handwriting inside, her eyes silently shed two lines of tears.
"My friend was equally saddened when he heard of his death, and wanted to find and forward the letter to you, but he forgot where to put it. He moved the other day, and he found the letter under the furniture. Now, the thing is returned to its rightful owner. ”
The letter was not long, and it was not written on two pages, but it was such a short two pages. While reading the letter, the woman burst into tears, and the big drops of tears smashed on the letter paper and the dining table, making many people in the café look sideways slightly.
Han Xu didn't know what to say at this time, so he silently handed her two napkins.
After all, the woman has worked hard in the business world for more than ten years, and her mood quickly stabilized, and she wiped her tears, "I'm sorry, I was rude." ”
"Understood. Condolences. ”
"Xie Lu, thank you for sending me this letter, this is the greatest comfort I have received in ten years." The woman put away the letter carefully, looked at Han Xu and said, "Say, if you have any requirements, as long as I can do it, I will do my best." ”
Han Xu smiled and shook his head, "I don't want anything, I'm just entrusted by someone." ”
The woman looked at him deeply, then nodded, "I trust you." If he were alive, you would be good friends. ”
"Even if we're dead, so are we." Han Xu said meaningfully.
After the woman left, Han Xu checked out and walked out of the café to find a remote place. His right pocket moved, and a vague ghost floated out of it, it was Xun Yi. Muddy tears kept dripping from his eyes, and his soul fluctuated strongly and weakly, fluctuating unsteadily......
"Calm down, gather your spirits!" Han Xu snapped, Xun Yi's body shook, and a fierce spirit came back from his sadness.
He looked at Han Xu blankly, suddenly bowed down, and bowed to Han Xu sincerely, "The little ghost has fulfilled his wish in the yang world, there is no more worry, please go to the immortals to fulfill it!" ”
"When you are reincarnated again, you must dare to love and hate, and be bolder."
Watching his figure disappear into this earthly world, Han Xu sighed faintly, "What joy is life, and what is the pain of death." (To be continued......)
PS: This chapter was written on the 28th and is scheduled to be updated at 10 o'clock on the 29th.