When Jessica met Wen Yanyou, every time he said a word, no matter what he said, even if it was just a tone word, Jessica's face would be paler. There was a thought circling all the time, and she knew that he hated dog blood, so she didn't say it, but just thought about it secretly.

The thought is...... Feelings cannot be forced.

Just think about it secretly, weishenme wants to tell him? Because in fact, Jessica only understands this truth now, but Wen Yangyou still doesn't understand it. In order not to make himself sad and sad, he chose to bear everything he had. Accommodating all his actions, let himself mistakenly think that he is slowly accepting, so that his actions are getting bigger and bigger.

But now, when he finally couldn't take it anymore, Jessica suddenly figured it out. He has always been, and he has not liked himself. That time, it was really impulsive. He forced him, and he forced himself, and now no one is better, and everyone is in pain.

That's bloody, isn't it? Just like feelings, you want to avoid anything you don't want, but you can't decide anything. The oldest boy and girl who is only twenty years old, how can they make things so complicated at the age when they are young and do not know their worries?

Jessica imagines the relationships she had when she was twelve or thirteen years old, and she could easily break them off without regrets. But she found that she couldn't. She is still young, and she is naturally not sure if there will be someone more worthy of her attention in the future, but she knows that the boy in front of her will never be forgotten in her heart.

Not bad. With this in mind, Jessica has actually decided. Decided to cut off, decided to forget all the past. Decided to completely tidy up the relationship with him. Even if it's not easy. She is looking forward to a beautiful romance, with someone she likes very much. But it hasn't started yet, and it seems to be coming to an end.

looked at Wen Yanyou's side face and looked at the sky in a daze. Jessica's heart hurts, but she knows she has to do it. She was finally able to understand Moon Yeon-woo's feelings towards Kim Taeyeon, and seeing the person she liked sad would make her more uncomfortable than him.

"Don't tell her the truth."

Jessica rubbed his cheeks, her fingers sliding over them with deep nostalgia. Wen Yanyou slowly turned his head and looked at Jessica silently. Jessica curled the corners of her mouth, smiled and leaned forward, kissing him on the lips. In an instant. He immediately grabbed him by the neck and hugged him tightly.

"Just when all this is in the past, it never happened. You go back to her and do to her like you did before. Me and you, forget it. ”

Wen Yanyou's body trembled, and he subconsciously wanted to push her away: "You ......"

Jessica hugged him tightly and didn't let him push away. Leaning on his shoulder, he shook his head slightly: "Don't be afraid that I'm sad, that's for sure." But this is sad. It's not because you hurt me. On the contrary, I just don't think I can match someone I like...... I like people so much together and feel sorry. And you didn't feel sorry for me, the bits and pieces you got from you. It's all beautiful haode for me. I don't think you should bear anything for me, everything you have done for me will become a memory. Stay with me forever. ”

Wen Yangyou pursed the corners of his mouth and opened his arms around her back for the first time. Hold her in your arms. Active.

"Suyan ......"

Jessica, perhaps feeling the familiar arms enveloping her, straightened up and cupped his cheek, she wanted to laugh. But tears were already flowing. But she still smiled.

Rubbing his cheeks vigorously, Jessica choked up in disgust and said, "You've always been like this. Acceptance cannot be wholehearted, and rejection cannot be directly broken. Don't do this again in the future, if you can avoid me sooner, I won't fall into such a deep hole, and you won't be so embarrassed. ”

Taking a deep look at him, Jessica gently pushed him away, stood up and took a breath: "Don't even do it in the future." It's not that I hate you, I'm just afraid, just a little contact, I can't help but like you. Go back to Taeyeon, Busy, Su-jing, Su-young, all those who know my relationship with you, I will be responsible for talking to them. That's the end of this matter, it's a little compensation for you and Taeyeon. ”

Wen Yangyou's chest was a little tight, his lips trembled, and he intuitively thought that he should say something, but he hated himself, but he couldn't open his mouth.

Jessica wiped away her tears, and Zuihou smiled, "Take care, you and I are both." I'm sorry for the burden I have caused. And the experience with you, I would like to say, I'm sorry...... Also, xiexie you. ”

Jessica smiled, turned and ran away, her figure heading towards the exit of the park.

Wen Yanyou seemed to have broken free from a nightmare, and subconsciously spoke: "Zheng Xiuyan! ”

Jessica's body trembled, and she suddenly turned her head and shouted vigorously, "Don't call me again!" It's hard for me to make up my mind that I can't help but run into you and throw myself into your arms again! ”

Looking at Wen Yanyou, slowly retreating, Jessica shook her head and smiled beautifully, but her tears couldn't be stopped: "Let go of me." So that I can come out completely, and no one will be nostalgic for anyone from now on...... Come on. ”

Wen Yan opened his mouth, but in the end he just looked at Jessica and disappeared at the end of the park. At this time, there was only one bench left, Wen Yanyou. The experience was like a dream, and he couldn't remember if Jessica had actually been there or what she had said. But the temperature of his fingers on his cheeks, the tear stains on his shoulders, and the residual warmth on his lips reminded him that it was all true.

Pulling the corners of his mouth, Wen Yanyou chuckled and exhaled. If you go to film "Boys Over Flowers" in this state, you will definitely be able to get an acting award. What a bloody dialogue and situation, but Wen Yanyou didn't have any mood to ridicule at this time. Yes, it's just infinite guilt, self-blame, and inexplicable meaning, maybe he will know that kind of meaning later...... It's called reluctance.

Silently picking up the phone, Wen Yanyou curled the corners of his mouth and smiled. Found a number and sent a text message.

Jessica panted, ignoring no one, instinctively ran back to s.m. However, she didn't want to be seen by anyone at this time, but she had already returned, and only by coming to the top floor might she be able to release her emotions more wantonly. Because at this time she no longer had the strength to find another place to leave herself alone.

Covering her mouth and holding back her tears, Jessica remembered that he had said to herself, don't cry, don't be sad, don't be so bloody like a bitter drama, staged on herself. Even though she couldn't help it at this time, she still bit her lip to prevent herself from crying. However, the text message sound ringing on her mobile phone distracted her from holding back her attention.

Tears dripped on the screen of her phone, her hand subconsciously wiped away the tears, and looking at the text message on it, Jessica couldn't help but laugh. It was he, who had a tacit understanding, and gave instructions again.

"Remember, don't bite your nails anymore. But this time, cry if you want...... I'll be with you. ”

You're still so nagging and won't let me bite my nails. My mother doesn't care about me, but you have to take care of it. What is it now? Have you allowed me to cry? Okay then, I'll cry to you. You said that you accompany me, and I also believe that maybe you have a little reluctance and sadness in your heart, which for me, is the most comforting thing you left to me.

The phone fell to the ground. Jessica hugged her knees, couldn't take it anymore, and began to cry bitterly. She couldn't remember how long it had been since she had cried like this, not even in the Black Sea, but this time, she wanted to cry properly, just for the response he agreed to.

"Ernie ......"

A figure panted and appeared at the door of the rooftop roof. It's not Jessica's sister Krystal, who could it be. Stunned as she looked at Jessica, who was crying loudly, Krystal was standing there. Gently close the door with a half-bang and close the latch.

Walking slowly, the cry became louder and more harsh. It wasn't until Jessica finally watched a pair of legs appear in front of her, and she didn't even look at who it was, and hugged it directly, as if she couldn't bear it without support.

"Ernie ......"

Krystal put her arms around Jessica, patted her on the back, watched and listened, she was crying at this time. Even if it was still a stunned expression, it seemed to resonate, and tears slipped into Krystal's eyes, but the same tears fell for different reasons.

Because of me, you only know him. Now it's because of me that you bear that reluctance and sadness, and cut off everything with him. It's all because of me, what the hell did I do right and what did I do wrong, so that Ernie ...... Endure so much undeserved suffering.

What can I do to make you feel better? What should I do...... What can be made up?

(This is even more thanks to lanslios.xi Dapiao for the reward.,Counting this chapter, three chapters have been returned.,There are two chapters left.,Thank you very much.,Han Cuo will continue to work hard.,The chapters that are still owed will be paid back slowly.,Thank you for your support.。 zzang。 O(∩_∩)O）

PS: Happy Mid-Autumn Festival...... Forehead. Let's hope so. I don't know how it was so coincidental, but the Mid-Autumn Festival, the day of family reunion, is actually such a chapter. However, people have joys and sorrows, and the moon is cloudy and sunny, and this matter is difficult to complete. What is too easy to get will not be unforgettable. This parting is for the next reunion. In short, Han Cuo guarantees that everything will be beautiful haode. Happy holidays, happy to read, just sauce, O(∩_∩)O(To be continued......)