"Xiaoxian, if you don't want to, don't force yourself, don't do things that you regret because of impulse, I know that you are hesitating, and I also know that there have always been some unclear things between us, even if Taeyeon and the others arranged it today, if you don't want to, let's take it as a prank." Go back and rest, I'll go down and sleep."

Li Tianyu walked to Xu Xian's side with a smile, stretched out his hand and touched Xu Xian's hair, and said softly with a smile - it's impossible!

Li Tianyu looked at Xu Xian's back, and the whole person was stunned, what does this mean, let yourself in! Where to go? Needless to say, of course it was in Xiaoxian's room, and Li Tianyu's heartbeat immediately accelerated, "Oh my God, is this a dream?" I'll forgive you for your pranks, but do I want to go in or not? ”

Li Tianyu thought about his steps but unconsciously walked in the direction of the bedroom, and the pace was still very fast, with a different expression on his face, but when he really came to Xu Xian's door, okay, Li Tianyu admitted that he couldn't hold it anymore. No matter how he pretended to be excited, at this time, Li Tianyu's mind was also full of complexity.

Just like he thought, the relationship between him and Xu Xian is still far from this step, and now he really doesn't know whether it is right or wrong for him to step into it, and whether it is good or bad for Xu Xian. So, at this time he hesitated, he was never the kind of person who was dominated by his own body. So, so he walked in. And he closed the door very consciously.

In fact, when Li Tianyu hesitated at the door, it was even more uncomfortable for Xu Xian, in fact, the two of them had always known that there was a gap between them, but there was still no progress. A big reason is because neither of them took the initiative to solve this matter, and now she took the initiative to say to Li Tianyu, "Come in."

For anyone who knows a little bit about Xu Xian, she knows how much courage it takes for her to say these three words, and if Li Tianyu refuses or doesn't come in at this time, Xu Xian really doesn't know if Lu Dao still has the confidence to see Li Tianyu again. But fortunately, Li Tianyu still came in.

I saw Li Tianyu walk in and shut them up. Xu Xian was already lying in the quilt on the bed, his cheeks were completely hot, and his heart seemed to jump out of his chest. His hands gripped the quilt tightly. She didn't know what she should do, and her mind was even more mushy, but when Li Tianyu walked over to this side, she suddenly said, "Lamp!" ”

Li Tianyu looked at the nervous Xu Xian, to be honest, he is not easy now. In the past, he and the girls were all natural. Now it's like a newlywed night in the cave room, and he is also very nervous, which can't help but remind him of the wedding night between the previous life and Taeyeon, it's a bit embarrassing to say, that night was still led by Taeyeon, but now it's obviously impossible for Seo Hyun to dominate.

While worrying like this, he slowly walked towards the bed, and just after taking two steps, he suddenly heard Xu Xian shouting a lamp. Li Tianyu hurriedly turned around and turned off the light, and in an instant, the entire room became invisible.

Turn off the lights. I don't know what to do with Li Tianyu's heart, but this trace of ease suddenly disappeared when Li Tianyu came to the bedside. Although nervous, Li Tianyu slowly got into bed, lifted the quilt, and lay down, but he only covered his body a little bit with the corners of the quilt, and his body was still a little distance away from Xu Xian. Both men were afraid to approach each other.

In this way, the room fell into a short silence, Li Tianyu was very nervous, but he could clearly hear the breathing of Xu Xian, who was even more nervous, and finally Li Tianyu couldn't help but open his mouth to break the calm, "Xiaoxian, you, do you know the way?" In fact, all of this today was arranged by Taeyeon and them? ”

As soon as he finished speaking, Li Tianyu couldn't help but give himself two mouths, what did he say at this time, this is not an obvious way to tell people, "Don't get me wrong, I just fell into the scheme, in fact, I don't want to come to your room."

Li Tianyu was about to make amends, but he heard Xu Xian suddenly say, "Well, I also know what Sicaoni said about Sunday."

Hearing Xu Xian speak, Li Tianyu breathed a sigh of relief, but when he said this, the two of them had nothing to say. Li Tianyu felt that he couldn't be so passive, since Xu Xian had already let himself in, if he didn't do something, it would be too much to say, so his hand began to move slowly towards Xu Xian, wanting to hold Xu Xian's hand.

But just now, he mustered up his courage and didn't stretch it out, Xu Xian suddenly spoke, and immediately frightened Li Tianyu and quickly took his hand back.

"Oppa, I know that you have always treated me like you have been to Ernies, since that time when you went to Japan to leave a message saying "I love you", but I didn't have my name, but then oppa, you hugged me, kissed me, oppa, in your heart, I, what am I, tell me, okay? Xu Xian's voice was a little aggrieved.

Finally asked this question, Li Tianyu was silent for a while and said, "Actually, I don't know what Lu Dao is for, I don't know what Lu Dao is for, from the first time I saw you, there was a voice in my heart telling me that you must protect this girl well, if you let her be hurt a little bit, you will definitely regret it for the rest of your life."

"Xiaoxian, do you know the way? In my heart, I love softness the most, and the other Xiuyan and Meiying are not as good as the status of softness in my heart, but there is one exception, and that is you! ”

Hearing Li Tianyu's words, Xu Xian's whole body was shocked, Li Tianyu's love for Taeyeon is all known, and Li Tianyu's preference for Taeyeon has never been undisguised, so everyone has long known in their hearts that Taeyeon is Li Tianyu's favorite, but now Li Tianyu suddenly said that he is more important than Taeyeon Ernie, how can this not surprise Xu Xian. "But, why do I feel that OPPA is so alienated from me," Xu Xian had another question in his heart.

Xu Xian thought so in her heart, but she didn't ask, because she knew that Li Tianyu's words hadn't finished yet. Sure enough, I heard Li Tianyu continue: "Actually, I was also very surprised. But my heart has always told me that in my heart, you are more important than soft. More important than anyone or anything."

"But it's very strange that I can make no secret of my love for them when it comes to Soft and Yun'er, but for you, I've always had a feeling that I want to be close but don't want to get close. At first I thought it was because you were so innocent, and I was afraid that some of my rude behavior would hurt you, but then I gradually realized that it was not the reason."

"Because I saw a picture of you in Su-yeon's phone that day, I would be impulsive and occasionally see your appearance. I can't help but want to kiss you, hug you, I want you. But. The more this happens, the more I don't know what I can't do, and it's as if there is some force in the dark that is preventing me from accepting you."

"Oh. I see. But oppa, do you know how much I have suffered because of you? Because of oppa, I always thought that I was superfluous among the Ernies, because of oppa I was always cautious, because I thought that oppa didn't like me, but oppa, you, just when I wanted to concentrate on being oppa's sister, oppa showed concern for me again. oppa you really make me so miserable, do I really make oppa you so annoying. Or did I do something in my last life that made OPPA hate? ”

Xu Xian's tone was very calm, as if he was saying something that had nothing to do with him, but Li Tianyu heard the grievances and pain in Xu Xian's words, indeed, Xu Xian wanted to integrate into this family, although she didn't know whether her decision was right or incorrect, she really wanted to be called a member of this family, but Li Tianyu's imminent departure made her always hover on the edge of this family.

Li Tianyu slowly closed his eyes, to be honest, he hates himself a little now, for what, for what is it, for what is it that is obviously such a good girl, but he always has a little estrangement in his heart, what is that estrangement? Why is it that I just can't love Xu Xian wholeheartedly?

Just when Li Tianyu was thinking like this, he suddenly felt a heat in his mouth and a weight in his body, Li Tianyu opened his eyes and saw Xu Xian kissing himself, Li Tianyu was very surprised, this is not something that Xu Xian can do, but it is precisely because this is not something that Xu Xian can do, Li Tianyu knows even more, Xu Xian has done it, and he has mustered up a lot of courage.

"No matter what estrangement he has, what he can't think of, I just want Xiaoxian now, I just want to love Xiaoxian well!" Li Tianyu roared at himself in his heart, and then stretched out his hand and slowly hugged Xu Xian, feeling Xu Xian's jerky kiss that only knew that his lips were constantly rubbing against each other, but he didn't know that he was sticking out his tongue.

But it was this jerky kiss that made Li Tianyu suddenly feel a very familiar feeling, what kind of feeling did he feel, why would he be so familiar? Just when Li Tianyu was thinking like this, a scene from a dusty memory suddenly flashed in his mind.

It was in a Japanese-style room, I was drunk, lying on the tatami mat, there was a person next to me, I didn't know who she was, I only knew that I knew her, and I was very familiar with her, so I was at her mercy. She kissed herself like this, not just kissing, she did so much more.

Then another picture appeared in Lee Tianwoo's mind, which was in the house he built to commemorate his previous life, he and Taeyeon, it was a time of reconciliation, they were lying on the bed and talking about the things of the previous life. Taeyeon turned her head and said, "Oppa, do you know what I was doing in the last life, didn't I rush to see Ling'er after that?" Because of Xiaoxian, Xiaoxian's life is also in danger, not only that, Xiaoxian is pregnant, it is your child".

Yes, in the previous life, Xiaoxian was pregnant with her own child, but she never knew the way, never gave her a little love, and let her suffer so much alone, and now that she was reborn, she must be compensated well, she must love her wholeheartedly, no, she must be given more love than wholeheartedly.

However, the next picture turned, in the pink ward that had made her suffer all her life, Ling'er, who was pale, said to Li Tianyu, "Dad, where is Mom?" Ling'er misses her mother? ”

"Mom. Mom is accompanying Aunt Xu Xian," said Xu Xian in her mind, and her eyes were full of obvious hatred when she said Xu Xian.

"Really? Then you tell your mother that Ling'er misses her very much, and let her come to see Ling'er after seeing Xu Xian's mother, because Ling'er is so tired and wants her to sleep with Ling'er" Ling'er said and closed her eyes.

"Ling'er, Ling'er!!! Seo Hyun, Taeyeon, I will never forgive you for the rest of my life!! Li Tianyu shouted.

The last thing was Xu Xian's voice just now, "oppa, did I do something in my last life that made oppa hate?" (To be continued......)