Chapter 164: Learn to Give Up
"Pumpkin porridge today? You haven't eaten seriously in days! Shen Xichen held the bowl in his hand, scooped a spoonful, and carefully blew it to Yiyi's mouth.
Yijing shrank back, a little like throwing up.
"I really don't have an appetite...... I don't want to eat! β
Yijing is depressed all day long, and it is strange that she has an appetite for a large piece of flowers.
"That's why you have to eat! If you are used to it, you will have stomach problems, and pumpkin porridge will nourish your stomach, and you will feel a little more comfortable after eating. Shen Xichen just scooped up a piece of pumpkin and was carved into a smiling face.
After hesitating a few times, he reluctantly opened his mouth.
Finally swallowed it, Yijing felt sick to her stomach again, pressing her stomach with one hand and covering her mouth with the other.
"Vomitβ" Retching uncomfortably.
Shen Xichen patted Yijing's back and handed over a glass of water.
Put the unappetizing pumpkin porridge on the tray, and the maid will take it away.
Yijing looked up and saw beads of sweat on Shen Xichen's forehead.
The room has an exhaust fan, so even in early summer, it won't be hot and sweaty.
"Shen Xichen, you can't eat well again, right? Do you have a stomach ache again? Yijing wiped Shen Xichen's sweat with her sleeves and looked at him helplessly.
He always endures in front of her, even if he dies with stomach pain, he pretends to be like nothing.
"If you don't eat it, I'm not in the mood to eat it." Shen Xichen said extremely lightly.
"Don't you just want to force me to do it!" Yijing took a sip of water fiercely, handed it to Shen Xichen's mouth, opened the bedside table, and took out a box of stomach medicine.
This is the medicine that Shen Xichen carried with him, and there was no mark on it, so Yi Jing naturally didn't know what kind of stomach disease Shen Xichen had.
Shen Xichen didn't say anything when he was pressed several times, so Yiwen had to give up asking.
Yijing always thought that Shen Xichen was suffering from just a small stomach disease, and as long as she standardized her diet, she could be cured, but in fact, she ......
Shen Xichen took the medicine and put it in his mouth like candy.
He looked at Yijing happily, drank a sip of water, and said, "The medicine is so bitter." β
Yijing glared at him angrily: "Knowing that the medicine is bitter, you can nourish your stomach well, I don't want you to be a medicine bottle." β
"What do you want to eat? I'll ask the kitchen to get it for you. β
Yijing thought about it very seriously: "You just said that pumpkin porridge nourishes the stomach, then pumpkin porridge." β
"Good!" Shen Xichen smiled, the throbbing pain in his stomach made him a little unable to sit still.
The mobile phone rang, Shen Xichen picked up the phone, looked at the notes on it, frowned and walked to the balcony of the room.
"What are you doing on the phone so late?" The voice of loss sounded, and the cool breeze at night blew away Shen Xichen's cold sweat.
"Did I get in the way of you making out with your sister-in-law?" Ling Duan teased, "Or do I owe you money and haven't paid it back?" Answering a phone call is so angry. β
Shen Xichen originally thought it was a call from a cronie to report the situation.
"Say it quickly." Shen Xichen crossed his waist with one hand, overlooking the garden downstairs, and felt a little bored, so he lit a cigarette.
The smoky and choking smell of tar anesthetized Shen Xichen, and he forgot the troubles in his head for a while.
"I just wanted to remind you to get the medical report." Ling Duan said helplessly, he had long been accustomed to Shen Xichen's tone.
"You haven't seen it, have you?"
"Of course you haven't seen it, aren't you most afraid of others invading your privacy? And you like everything to know one step ahead of others. I really don't understand why a sick person like you would still exist in this world. Ling Duan's unintentional ridicule was like a knife inserted into Shen Xichen's heart.
He paused for a long time, and the cigarette in his hand burned by himself: "Yes, what do I want to exist for, it should disappear." β
Ling Duan didn't notice the change in Shen Xichen's tone at all, and continued to joke: "Early death and early superbirth, Sao Nian!" β
"......" Shen Xichen's well-versed eyes looked at the dark sky, breathing heavily.
"Anyway, why do you have a physical examination so early this year, usually in late autumn. Could it be that you are getting older and your body functions are degrading? β
"Shut your crow's mouth, Lao Tzu is healthier than you, don't forget your painful experience of racing with me before!"
The two once ran 400 meters in a race, but Shen Xichen was a full 10 seconds faster than the school-level champion Ling Duan.
Ling Duan felt sarcastic when he saw the gold medal in the school-level race now.
"That's right! You're the best at anything! Ling Duan complimented, "But you really have to pay attention to your stomach, you always drink and smoke but don't eat well, your condition is obviously getting worse, if you don't pay attention to it, it is likely to become cancerous!" β
"I'm quitting drinking."
Shen Xichen remembered the scene of looking at the photo with Yijing in Tasmania, and at that time he promised Yijing that he would never drink too much again.
[As long as you are by my side, I will not drink too much, and I will quit this bad habit for your sake. Laughing unconsciously, he's been fond of memories lately.
The weight of a coat was on Shen Xichen's shoulders, and when he turned around, he saw a smiling Yijing.
Lowering his hand and pinching off the phone, Shen Xichen looked at Yijing with starry eyes.
"It's so late, it's easy to catch a cold when you come out to blow the wind."
Yijing didn't think about interrupting him on the phone, but looked at his cold and arrogant back, and suddenly felt a heartache.
Shen Xichen snuffed out the cigarette in his hand, and the evening breeze blew away the smell of tar.
Tear off the coat from her shoulders and place her hand on her shoulder.
Yijing was a little angry: "Hey! β
"Huh?" Shen Xichen looked at her puzzled.
Yijing looked at him stunned for a while, sighed, gathered his wide blazer, leaned against the European-style railing, and looked up at the sky.
"Seventeen, if one day, you find out that I made a mistake, what will you do?" Shen Xichen suddenly asked, looking down at the weak little woman beside him.
Yi Jing still looked at the sky: "Forgive you." β
"What if it's a mistake you can't forgive?"
"Then you will recognize yourself as a puppy, and if you are willing to compromise, then I will find the steps and thus forgive you."
Soft-heartedness is the biggest characteristic of Yijing.
Shen Xichen was suddenly silent, and many words were swallowed back into his stomach.
Yijing's hair fluttered in the wind, and the cool breeze of Meng Xia's night woke up the two of them.
"'We do not live for the sake of the tears of the dead.' Yiyi suddenly repeated what Shen Xichen said that day, "Life is to get by." β
Drift along...... Yijing would rather be content with the status quo than chase a future with only gorgeous appearances.
Yijing raised her hand and pointed to the brightest star in the sky: "That must be Qiaoqiao, I believe that she will definitely thrive in another world, calling my mother where I can't see." β
She has always been persistent, and this time she has to learn to give up.
After snorting the water, she turned around, holding her head up and holding back her tears.
Shen Xichen just wanted to speak, but was interrupted by Yiwen.
"Eat, I'm hungry."
Man is such a strange species, and he has been entangled with things for many, many days, and maybe he will suddenly open up.