Second Watch-

"Hmm." Luo Xiaoqiong nodded, "After your brother came back, the two of us met, not only I'm busy, he's also busy, hey, when I'm free, I wonder if it makes me so tired?"

Seriously, I'm quite envious of seeing Doudou get married, if I stay in the hospital, can I also consider getting married at this time? Anyway, the more I think about it, the more annoying it becomes. ”

"Xiaoqiong, are you not happy?" Chu Xia looked at her seriously, "You have to tell me the truth, the two of us are the closest, if you don't even hide it from me, I'm really unhappy." ”

"It's not that I'm unhappy, with Director Xu, I've learned a lot of things, and I'm getting easier and easier to do things, and I really have a sense of accomplishment.

But......" she bit her lip and looked at Hatsu seriously, "but I am often unsure if the life I want now, and I often miss the days when I first met your brother."

At that time, as soon as I heard that you were going to grandma's house, I tried to let you take me with me, saying that I was with you, but in fact, I wanted to see your brother.

I have a very low self-esteem, and I think he definitely doesn't look down on me, but he is faintly looking forward to it, so when you say that you are willing to help me, I am really happy to death.

Every time I wrote a letter to him, I was so nervous that when I broke the window paper, I couldn't sleep all night, for fear that your brother would ignore me from now on.

It wasn't until he promised me that my heart really fell, and then, when I saw the heavens, I looked forward to his letter, to see him, to learn that I could come to the army. Can be in one place, my mood ......" Luo Xiaoqiong seized early summer. "Can you imagine my feelings?"

Hatsu nodded: "Of course you can." ”

"But now...... Luo Xiaoqiong bit her lip, "but now we're really close." But it's not as much contact as before, write a letter, I think it's not worth it to be so close, let's meet, and it's hard to catch up with the time when both of them have time.

When I had time, he was training, and when he had time, I followed Director Xu to the countryside, this kind of ...... This endless busyness gives me a feeling that I can't hope for the end.

And I'm scared......" Biting her lip, she paused for a long time before she said. "I'm scared that one day, our relationship will fade away from this busyness.

I'm very hesitant and conflicted now, I don't know how to choose, I wanted to write to you before, but I'm afraid that the letter will not be clear and you will worry.

When I was with your brother, he said that I was not the same as before, but I don't think I have changed at all, and I am worried that your brother wants to break up with me on the pretext. In early summer, you must help me. ”

"How can I help you?" Chu Xia looked at her seriously, "Xiaoqiong, I heard you say this. I don't think you and my brother need my help, but you figure out what you want right now.

My brother's character, when he wasn't sure about his future. It's also possible to break up with you by starting out, but. You have to believe that that's not what he really thinks. ”

"I know that's not what he really thinks. But......" Luo Xiaoqiong's face was entangled, "But, I wanted to say something close to him, but he didn't cooperate at all, and now I'm so busy, so I'm very confused, early summer, you know what I mean, right?" ”

"Understood." Chu Xia nodded, "You feel that my brother is estranged from you, so you feel very uncomfortable, and you are afraid that your relationship will end because of this."

And you understand why my brother did this, but you can't find an entry point into his heart and let him stay in the same tone as you, that's what you mean? ”

"Yes, yes......" Luo Xiaoqiong nodded again and again, "You are so smart in early summer, that's what I mean, but I can't say it, I didn't expect you to summarize it all at once......"

"Okay, you don't need to put a top hat on me......" Chu Xia Bai glanced at her, "I shouldn't give you any ideas, but after all, our relationship is not just ordinary friends, or relatives."

So, I'll tell you my opinion, you were originally infatuated with my brother as a girl, and then I really determined that after the relationship was more and more involved, it naturally felt impossible to be the same as the beginning.

Moreover, as your knowledge increases, the aura on my brother's body fades little by little, and he naturally turns from the initial infatuation to mutual appreciation between boyfriend and girlfriend.

This feeling is naturally lighter than infatuation, and it is more rational, and at this time, your development is getting better and better, even surpassing my brother.

Boys, self-esteem should be stronger, and my brother should be no exception, so it's understandable that he hopes to marry you back home after making a good career, right? ”

"Yes, I can understand this, but ......" Luo Xiaoqiong sighed, "I envy Doudou's decisiveness at a critical time, and I also want to cut through the mess as quickly as her, but I don't have the courage and determination of hers."

In the early summer, I even reflected on myself, whether my feelings for Zhao Qiliang were not deep enough, so I couldn't make such a decision, but as long as I thought of losing him, my heart hurt terribly.

Hey, so now I'm confused, I used to think I was a very happy and refreshing person, but I didn't expect to become such a mother-in-law now, I hate myself. ”

"What the hell do you want to do?" Chu Xia looked at her seriously, "How do you want me to help you, tell me clearly, as long as I can do it, I will definitely do my best." ”

……

"Zhao Qiliang! The small conference room is looking for! ”

"Who is it?" Zhao Qiliang, who was sweating profusely, looked back at the little soldier who shouted at him, "Have you seen it?" ”

The little soldier shook his head: "I don't know, it was the battalion commander who asked me to call you, you go quickly, don't let people wait." ”

"Okay, thank you." Sighing, Zhao Qiliang ran to the small conference room, and when he entered the door and saw the person sitting there looking at him with a smile, he was slightly stunned, and his eyes were full of joy, "Early summer, when did you come back?" Are sister-in-law and brother-in-law back too? ”

"We just came back today, and my father and grandpa are also back......" Chu Xia looked at his wet hair, and quickly took out a small towel and handed it over, "Brother, wipe your sweat, don't catch a cold." ”

"It's okay, we train like this every day...... Zhao Qiliang smiled and pushed her hand back, "Your brother and I have rough skin and thick meat, so I don't get sick so easily." ”

"Brother, what do you think about you and Xiaoqiong?" Chu Xia cut straight to the core of the question, and after asking, she kept staring at Zhao Qiliang's eyes.

"You've been looking for her?"

"Of course."

"What did she say?"

"Brother still cares what Xiaoqiong says?" Chu Xia sighed helplessly, "Your attitude makes her very painful, so I bothered to talk to you, hoping to know your exact thoughts." ”

"What I sue her is my true thoughts, for the time being, I will be busy with work first, and then get married when the conditions allow, if I ......" After a pause, Zhao Qiliang looked at his sister seriously, "If she meets the right one, I won't stop her." ”

"You also told Xiaoqiong about this?" Chu Xia stared at her brother with wide eyes, "No wonder she is so confused, brother, you don't know what Xiaoqiong thinks about you, how can you say such things to break her heart?"

It's still a shame that she doesn't know what she wants, it's not good for her at all, it's all your problem, you say that, she still thinks you dislike her. ”

Zhao Qiliang smiled bitterly: "Now that I am the only one who is not worthy of her, how can I dislike her?" Xia, you should understand my brother's thoughts, in the current situation, if my brother marries her, it will be irresponsible to her.

Also, my brother can also feel that her feelings for my brother are not as strong as before, so my brother can't be so selfish, and if my brother has something, it will really ruin her life. ”

"No......" Chu Xia looked at his cousin speechlessly, "According to what you say, Director Zhou married Doudou, wouldn't he be irresponsible to Doudou and ruin Doudou's life?" ”

"Different ......" Zhao Qiliang looked at Chu Xia seriously, "Jundoudou is in love with Zhou Hanliang with admiration, for her, if she doesn't get married, it will be the biggest harm." ”

"Sure enough, Zhao Qiliang, you are too much, you still didn't admit it when I asked you, I don't say it's not the reason......"

Looking at Luo Xiaoqiong who came up from under the table, Zhao Qiliang's face turned red, and then he looked at Chu Xia with some resentment, "Brother, don't blame me, your problems must always be solved, I think it's better to say it openly."

Otherwise, Xiaoqiong is guessing, you don't feel good in your heart, you are not the kind of crooked character, why do you have to do things? Speaking of which, the lives of the two of them can be better, isn't it? ”

"Zhao Qiliang, I have always said that if you mind that my development is better than yours, I can give up, but you have to say no, you ......"

"I don't mind......," Zhao Qiliang interrupted her, "I just feel that you can live better without me, so ......"

"Shut up and listen to me!" Luo Xiaoqiong rushed to him in three or two steps, "If I hadn't forced Chu Xia to help me, I would have been deceived by you, forget it, I won't care about the past, now I ask you, let's get married with Doudou, are you willing?" ”

"Huh?" Zhao Qiliang looked at her in a daze, his mind was blank, and after a while, his eyes turned to early summer, and he saw that his own cousin was also shocked......

Indeed, in the early summer, she didn't expect Luo Xiaoqiong to do such a powerful thing, the other party just said that she would ask her to help figure out Zhao Qiliang's true thoughts, and then decide what to do next, but she didn't expect that she would ...... It's such a big step...... (To be continued......)