Chapter Seventy-Nine: Loneliness Under the Mask

The person in front of him looked seventeen or eighteen years old, his left cheek was covered by long hair, and he couldn't see why, and his right face was sweet and lovely, more like a young girl. His eyelashes were as long as his own, and one sleeve flew rhythmically with the breeze in his mood. The golden bells hanging on the jade feet jingle and are crisp and pleasant.

"You must be the Emperor, as a Demon Emperor, don't you know that it is very impolite to intrude on other people's moods. Sihuanuo, who was not afraid of tigers, said word by word.

In the state of mind created by Sihuanuo, there are blooming peach blossoms, beautiful small lanterns, and a variety of unique shapes of butterflies, wind chimes made of shells, and toys everywhere for him to play with. Although it is a little naΓ―ve, it also echoes his most real age like a teenager.

After hearing this, Emperor Zun didn't react much, but elegantly leaned down and picked up a white bear doll lying on the ground closest to him.

Looking at the one-armed boy who picked up his bear doll, Sihuanuo gasped, snatched his doll from Emperor Zun's hand, patted the dust carefully, and hugged it tightly in his arms.

"Is it fun?" the emperor, dressed in gorgeous satin and long hair and shawl, smiled helplessly, his tone seemed to be teasing an ignorant child.

"You're afraid of me," Sihuanuo leaned closer to him and teased playfully, "you're afraid that I'll be born and threaten you." But don't forget, I'm just an unborn child. ”

Emperor Zun didn't speak, only gently pinched Sihuanuo's delicate face, and nodded his nose again.

Sihuanuo slapped his hand angrily.

Emperor Zun was not angry, but his starry blue eyes were extremely calm at the moment. After seeing Sihua's promise for a long time, Emperor Zun only said lightly, "I'm sorry, I can't give you birth, my good brother." ”

After a moment of silence, Sihuanuo thought and spoke, "Do you think I will know you now?"

"Whether you know it or not, I have to. Before the words fell, the black mist blocked the exit of the state of mind for a moment, "It's not easy to disfigure you on the spot, or tie you with chains and break your neck." I hope you can make it through the last days happily, and then be stillborn, dissipate into the world again, and disappear from my sight. You blame me, blame fate, this is a catastrophe that you can't avoid, maybe you shouldn't appear, let alone be discovered by me, the person who shouldn't have been arranged to appear in the first place, dying peacefully is far better than living alone in the pain of the continuous loss of relatives. ”

The doll in Sihuanuo's hand fell to the ground, and in an instant, the endless darkness swallowed everything, and the dark blue eyes replaced the original crystal clear light blue, "Ha, haha." You're still afraid of me. ”

The remnant of Emperor Zun hugged Sihuanuo tightly at the moment when he was torn apart by the darkness, and his tone was like a gentle big brother, full of love and reluctance. At this moment, without the disturbance of others, he may be the most real emperor without wearing a heavy and cold mask, "If there was no Chaofeng at the beginning, maybe we would not have become like this." ”

Sihuanuo actually felt the man's hot tears sliding down his shoulders, probably mourning the sadness and regret that he was about to be wiped out. Even so, Sihuanuo did not hesitate to tear the remnants of the emperor to pieces.

I don't understand what he's talking about, but humans and demons are really complicated and difficult to understand. Sihuanuo thought about it and looked at the exit blocked by the black mist, and sighed silently, "It seems that I have to waste some strength to find a way to go out on the day of delivery, after all, the gentle father is still outside to welcome my birth." ”

In the emperor's heart, Sihuanuo, who is very inward-looking, is more like his favorite brother Wuzun than the girl who grew up pampered since childhood. But is it really the right choice not to let Sihuanuo exist, maybe depriving him of the right to live, this is the real reason for Sihuanuo's blackening and madness.