Chapter 622: Struggle

Looking at Lin Xueqi and Mu Qinglan, who were teary-eyed in front of him, Zhao Yang felt guilty and sorry in his heart. He raised his hand and hugged Lin Xueqi and Mu Qinglan over, letting them both lean on his shoulders.

Although Lin Xueqi twisted her body with some resistance, she still couldn't resist Zhao Yang's powerful arm in the end, and although she felt very aggrieved and angry in her heart, she really couldn't let go of Zhao Yang, and was reluctant to throw her hand away, so she completely broke off her relationship with Zhao Yang.

As for Mu Qinglan, she didn't resist Zhao Yang's actions, and let him hug her shoulders and lean on his shoulders, but the tears continued to flow silently.

"Xueqi, Qinglan, I know that you all have resentment in your hearts, and this is indeed my fault. However, I call both of you out today and be honest with you about this matter, in the hope that you will understand me and continue to be with me! ”

"My feelings for you are all genuine, I can assure you, even swear!"

Zhao Yang put his arm around Lin Xueqi and Mu Qinglan's shoulders and said slowly but firmly.

Lin Xueqi did have a lot of resentment in her heart, and after hearing Zhao Yang's words, she couldn't help but sneer: "Zhao Yang, do you really want to hug left and right and enjoy the blessings of all people?" ”

"Since you have confessed this matter to me today, so good! You have to choose between me and her, me or her! ”

Lin Xueqi straightened up from Zhao Yang's shoulder, looked at Mu Qinglan and said coldly.

Lin Xueqi's personality is obviously much stronger than Mu Qinglan, and the resentment in her heart is at work, it is inevitable that she will directly let Zhao Yang make a choice when she says such a thing.

And after listening to Lin Xueqi's words, Mu Qinglan couldn't help but glance at her, and the tears in her eyes suddenly flowed a little faster. Looking up at Zhao Yang with teary eyes, his hand was tightly grasping Zhao Yang's arm, as if he was afraid that Zhao Yang really chose Lin Xueqi and didn't want her!

"Xueqi, will you listen to me first?" Zhao Yang put his arm around Lin Xueqi's shoulders and continued: "Whether you say I'm selfish or whimsical, whether it's for you or Qinglan, I won't let go." I want both of you to be by my side forever! No. It's not just the two of you, but Sister Jing......"

"Sister Jing?"

"Huh?"

Suddenly, hearing Liang Jing's name from Zhao Yang's mouth again, Lin Xueqi and Mu Qinglan couldn't help but open their eyes wide again and looked at Zhao Yang.

Zhao Yang smiled bitterly and continued, "That's right. In addition to the two of you, Sister Jing is also ...... She's with me too. It's a lot more complicated than the two of you. I'll talk to you later, okay? ”

"Good. OK! Since you're going to explain, I'm going to hear what you want! When Lin Xueqi heard that Zhao Yang actually had something to do with Liang Jing, the anger and resentment in her heart suddenly became a little stronger.

Mu Qinglan didn't speak, just grabbed Zhao Yang tightly with both hands, tears were in her eyes, and Chu Chu looked at Zhao Yang pitifully. In her heart. I absolutely can't do without Zhao Yang!

Even when she heard Zhao Yang personally say that Lin Xueqi was also his 'girlfriend', and even the 'Sister Jing' that Zhao Yang said just now, her heart was very uncomfortable, that kind of heart twitching. The sensation of stopping her throbbing made her almost feel suffocated.

However, compared to leaving Zhao Yang and losing Zhao Yang, these are nothing. Although Mu Qinglan also found it difficult to accept in her heart at the moment that Zhao Yang wanted her and the girl named Lin Xueqi next to her, including Sister Jing, to be with him, but now she couldn't care about that, no matter what, at least she knew that she definitely couldn't lose Zhao Yang!

Looking at Lin Xueqi's resentful expression, Zhao Yang couldn't help but sigh slightly, he also knew that this matter was indeed his fault, Lin Xueqi was so angry, it was normal to have resentment in his heart, and he understood it.

"This is a long story. I'd better tell you both about the process of getting to know each other......"

Zhao Yang told each other about the process of getting acquainted with Lin Xueqi and Mu Qinglan at the moment.

"That's it, I'm with you, Xueqi, and Qinglan, and that's how we get to know each other."

"Later, Xueqi and I lived under the same roof, although we had a lot of quarrels at the beginning, but slowly got along, unconsciously got used to each other's existence, and even gradually began to have a good feeling......"

"As for Qinglan and I, after that chance acquaintance, we haven't been in touch for several days. It's funny to say, I just woke up and recovered at the time, and I didn't have any social contact things like mobile phones, penguins, etc., and I didn't have any social contact with Qinglan at the time, so I didn't think about contacting her or anything like that. ”

"But maybe it's a coincidence. Who would have thought that after the start of school, we would actually be in the same class! ”

"It's also because I helped Qinglan retrieve her bag before, so we quickly got acquainted after we found out that each other happened to be classmates. In addition, we were both freshmen at that time, and Qinglan was a student from other places, so we basically didn't know anyone in H City, so we often played together and chatted together. ”

"That's it, unconsciously, Qinglan and I gradually have a good impression of each other!"

"As for the rest of the matter, everything can be regarded as a step-by-step development. My relationship with Xueqi, you, and Qinglan is gradually heating up. Although I knew at the time that I was going to have feelings for both of you at the same time, it would be a bit difficult for you to accept. ”

"However, some of my own experiences have made me choose to continue to associate with the two of you separately without any hesitation. From the very beginning, I hoped to have both of you at the same time in the future, to be able to experience the vicissitudes of the world with both of you, and to accompany me through the long years of cultivation in the future. ”

"Only, I also know that it is difficult for you to accept this all at once. So I didn't take the initiative to tell you about each other's existence at that time. ”

"Until now, because of some changes in things, and because I myself feel that it is time to be honest with you, I called the two of you out today."

Listening to Zhao Yang's words, Lin Xueqi and Mu Qinglan couldn't help but be silent for a while, and both of them couldn't help but recall the scene when they first met Zhao Yang with Zhao Yang's words. remembered all the ...... I had experienced with Zhao Yang in the past

After a while. Lin Xueqi finally came back to her senses from her recollections, and after she took a deep breath, she looked up at Zhao Yang and said, "The girl who accompanied you on Christmas night of your freshman year is her, right?" ”

"Well, it's her!" Zhao Yang was slightly stunned, then remembered what Lin Xueqi was referring to, and nodded calmly.

"Actually, since that time, I knew that you must still be dating other girls, but I didn't want to give up at that time, I had to fight for it myself. Afterward. You're with me, I thought I had won you, you belonged to me. I didn't expect you to continue dating her at the time......"

Lin Xueqi took a deep breath.

"I'm sorry, Xueqi. And Qinglan, this matter is indeed something I owe to you both! Zhao Yang did not defend himself. This is indeed where he owes Lin Xueqi and Mu Qinglan. There is nothing to justify. As a man, it should be his own responsibility and his own fault, so he should shoulder it, instead of finding reasons and excuses to shirk.

Hear Zhao Yang's words. Lin Xueqi glanced at him deeply and continued: "Zhao Yang, I love you, you know. I love you very much! Before that. I didn't think about how I would live without you in this life. It's true! ”

"However, when I think now that you have other women besides me, and more than one, I really have some, some, hard to accept, you know!"

"Put yourself in another position, do you think you can accept that I have other men besides you?"

Lin Xueqi looked at Zhao Yang deeply and said.

Zhao Yang shook his head without the slightest hesitation, "Can't!" ”

"So, can you understand the feelings and pain in my heart right now?" Lin Xueqi took a deep breath. Only in this way can she barely control her emotions and not let her voice tremble.

Zhao Yang looked at Lin Xueqi, and without hesitation, he suddenly took her into his arms, then kissed her fiercely on the mouth, and then said after letting go: "Xueqi, I know that this will make you feel very uncomfortable and will make you sacrifice a lot, which I owe to you." ”

"But, as I just said, even if you say that I am selfish, that I am unkind and domineering, I will never let go of you, or Qinglan or Sister Jing! I want the three of you, a lot of them will always be by my side, I don't want to leave any regrets in my future life, so even if you hate me, it doesn't matter, even if you tie up, I must tie all three of you to my side! ”

After speaking, Zhao Yang also hugged Mu Qinglan on the other side into his arms.

Looking at Zhao Yang's firm and somewhat domineering face, Lin Xueqi silently shed tears, her heart was really chaotic, and she was also very painful and struggling.

If she could, she didn't want to leave Zhao Yang and was reluctant to say the word 'break up' to Zhao Yang. However, she had to accept to share Zhao Yang with other women...... It's really hard to do!

After all, she received an education in modern society, not those women who were 'three from four virtues' in ancient times.

Even Mu Qinglan, who has a relatively more gentle personality, is also uncomfortable and entangled at the moment, and she also doesn't know what to do.

If she wants her to leave Zhao Yang, she really can't do it, she feels that if she really loses Zhao Yang, she may really 'die'. However, if she wants to accept all this calmly and share Zhao Yang with the other two women, she is also a little difficult to accept!

I have to say that from a woman's point of view, this matter is a very 'cruel' thing for Lin Xueqi, Mu Qinglan, and Liang Jing.

It's like a man can't accept that the woman he loves has two other men at the same time besides himself!

Although there may be slight differences due to some traditional concepts, the feelings between each other are more or less the same.

It is precisely because of deep love that I feel so much pain and struggle. (To be continued......)