Tang Jinteng gently patted the ash on her body as he spoke, but the pure white sweatpants and trousers, rubbing the ash but water, how can it be clean after a few shots?

"Go back and wash it, it's already dirty, huh?"

Tang Jinteng leaned over slightly, brushed the sweaty hair on her forehead, kissed Xin Yi on the face, then held her hand tightly, and said in a low voice, "Let's go home." ”

Xin Yi meekly followed behind Tang Jinteng, her head buried very low, and her mood was not very good.

Tang Jinteng drove by himself, Xin Yi got in the car and drove away, never asked her where she went, she was still silent, didn't say a word, and Tang Jinteng had no opinion.

At night, Xin Yi sat in the hall for a long time, holding the pillow in a daze.

She didn't hate Qian Ziang as much as she said, and Qian Ziang's death also made her heartache. Moreover, Qian Ziang really disrupted the rhythm of her life again.

What Jin Xi said, she can never verify again, did he really like her, did he really do so many things for her? Has he really been hiding his feelings all along?

As illusory as it sounds, he's gone, and no one can give her this answer.

And this, Xin Yi can no longer live a quiet life.

Why did someone tell her this when he died? Does this mean that she has to live in guilt for the rest of her life? She was very selfish, she didn't think about who she had harmed in the past, she didn't want anyone to die well, she didn't want to hurt an innocent man because of herself.

The once unruly life is fake, the bohemian is fake, the Qian Ziang she saw is all fake, whether she is wrong or deceived, the truth of the matter will no longer wait for her to explore slowly.

"The people who love me are leaving one after another, is it because the world is too ruthless, or is it because of my problem?"

Xin Yi muttered in a low voice, her eyes empty.

They are all very young, such a young life, say no, it will be gone.

There is an illusion that there will be no sun rising tomorrow, and at what time life will suddenly stop.

Xin Yi sat downstairs until two o'clock in the middle of the night, and then went upstairs at noon, standing at the door of the room and not going in.

I haven't figured out what kind of attitude to use next to face life, face myself, and face everyone around me.

Xin Yi's eyes were wet with tears, and she leaned against the wall weakly.

Looking at the dark hall downstairs blankly, the lights in the room were still on, I don't know if Tang Jinteng was asleep, Xin Yi packed up his emotions, took a few deep breaths before pushing the door in.

Approaching the bedroom, Tang Jinteng hadn't slept yet, holding a notebook and a pen in his hand and writing something, seeing that she finally returned to the house, he immediately put down the notebook and sat up straight.

"Sleep, it's late." Tang Jinteng said in a low voice.

If he used to be so willful, he didn't go back to the room to sleep so late, what would he have such an attitude?

Just because he understands too much how fragile she actually is, he won't say anything in the past two months, and he understands that she wants to let go, but she can't get out of her emotional feelings, so he doesn't put pressure on her.

Time is the medicine that heals all wounds, and after a while, it will slowly get better.

"Why haven't you slept yet?" Xin Yi asked in a low voice.

Tang Jinteng held his wife's hand distressedly, pulled her closer to his side, hugged her body, and put his hard face on his chest and abdomen, Xin Yi looked at the man who was close to her, and couldn't help but caress Tang Jinteng's hair like a child, and gently hugged his head after a while.

"I'm kind of tempted to go for a walk and relax, is that okay?" Xin Yi didn't wait for his answer, and asked in a low voice.

"Yes, where do you want to go, I'll go with you, it's too dangerous to be alone, okay?" Tang Jinteng said gently, full of gentleness.

"But I just want to go out and walk alone, and I don't want you to accompany me." Xin Yi answered.

Tang Jinteng was speechless for a while, let go of her for a long time, held her hand and said in a serious tone, "Wife, you have a husband and a daughter now, you are not alone, anything you do can involve me and Qiqi, and it has nothing to do with me and Qiqi." We don't ask for anything else, we just want you to be healthy, healthy and safe. ”

"I just want to get out of the way and go for a walk." Xin Yi repeated.

Tang Jinteng nodded, "I'll go with you." ”

After talking about this, Xin Yi sighed tiredly, "What about the clothes I wear to sleep?" ”

"Here."

Tang Jinteng handed her the clothes, Xin Yi took the clothes into the bathroom, walked out after changing, climbed into bed and turned over with his back to Tang Jinteng, and lay outside.

Tang Jinteng looked at Xin Yi and didn't say anything, lying down and preparing to rest.

The next day, the subordinate handed Xin Yi the gossip newspaper waiting for the master's photo, Xin Yi just got up and looked tired.

"Madam, you and the third master have reported again......

The subordinate said carefully, she felt quite proud, how could ordinary people have the opportunity to report? But I don't know if a newspaper like Lu Dao today has any bad influence on the third master, and it's hard to say what happened in the big family. Sometimes outsiders think it's a good thing, but they are worried, they outsiders think the situation is serious, but they don't have any reaction, it's hard to guess.

Xin Yi looked at the newspaper and published the photos, on which a tall and straight man was walking in a straight suit, while holding his petite wife and striding in front, the angle and photography of the capture were very good, the man walked to reveal his natural domineering, the plain-faced little wife meekly followed behind him, buried her head very low, rarely looked up, and the few pictures published, I didn't see her face, Tang Jinteng's face was taken very clearly.

The content of the news is roughly that Tang Sanye's wife returned to her mother's house in Qingcheng, and the third master personally picked it up, and the whole city took care of it. His wife appeared on the camera with a plain face, and she was suspected of being pregnant.

Xin Yi was a little ridiculous when she saw the back, but she was caught going out and was photographed, she was pregnant?

I didn't understand what kind of structure the reporter's brain was, and my thinking couldn't keep up at all.

"You go out of the way." Xin Yi said in a low voice.

After the person went out, he changed into the clothes that Tang Jinteng had put at the head of the bed, and then got out of bed to freshen up.

Xin Yi has been paying attention to storing fresh milk these days, and Xiao Seventeen has squeezed out all the food that she can't eat and put it in the refrigerator, and she is ready to go.

There is always a time when you don't want to face it directly, you want to escape, it may be better to go out for a walk, and besides, this period is just right to wean the child, and you can eat milk powder and other foods when you are half a year old, and breast milk can not provide nutrition to the baby.

Xin Yi still left in the afternoon, left on a whim, still didn't say hello, took a small bag and went out directly, without luggage and any other burden.

Everyone thought she was just going shopping, dressed casually, and didn't take anything, but she didn't want to go far away, so she didn't pay much attention.