Second Watch-

"Mother, I was wrong." Chu Xia hurriedly admitted her mistake to Zhao Yulan, she was indeed worried about Zhou Mikang these days, with his ability, it was impossible that she hadn't heard the real situation for so many days.

Either he was stumped by something and there was no way, or it was that there was no communication equipment in the place where he was staying, and where there was no communication equipment, she hardly dared to think about it......

She has been trying to suppress her feelings, trying to keep herself busy and not thinking about it, but people are emotional animals, how can they really control themselves so well?

She has always felt that she is doing the right thing to do and can make her parents less worried, but in fact, how can people who are really close to her not notice that she is distracted from time to time?

"Hey......" Zhao Yulan stroked her daughter's slightly frowning brows, "Xia, your father and I are also worried, although grandpa and grandpa didn't say it, but the worry in my heart will not be less than ours."

But we also know that chattering and struggling every day can't solve anything, but it will make everyone's mood worse and worse.

You yourself are studying medicine, although you have not yet become an apprentice, but I believe that you know no less about these things than your mother, your mother knows that the requirements for you are a bit high, but there is no way, who made you become someone else's mother soon?

You can't just think about your feelings now, otherwise, one day you will regret it, this truth, my mother told you before, and you yourself understand.

Easier said than done, even if it's a mother, this kind of thing happens. It's also impossible to really control yourself, but. We can't let that be our own way.

You have to keep trying to persuade yourself. Let yourself only think about the good......" After a pause, Zhao Yulan said, "When my mother was pregnant with you, I also encountered a particularly bad thing, if my mother left it to herself, you might be gone."

After thinking about it, I understood a truth, people, there are always too many worries about their relatives. It's obviously dangerous, so I have to think about it as ten, panic, and I can't take care of anything.

But when the matter passes, when I look back, I will find that hey, those worries are simply torturing themselves and the people close to them, and. I don't regret it yet. ”

Of course, Zhao Yulan understands this truth in early summer, people, they are all like this, and the so-called matter has nothing to do with themselves. Hang high, that's what it means, someone else's business. You can worry, you can sympathize. But that's not going to be overhearted, you can worry and sympathize with others. Giving a helping hand, but it's hard to empathize.

Only when you encounter it yourself, can you deeply understand the taste of pain, but it is one thing to understand it, and do it...... It's another story.

"Mother, what happened to you back then?" Chu Xia looked at Zhao Yulan and asked, she wanted to find some courage from the hardships her mother had experienced.

"It was when I was six months pregnant with you, and all the strong laborers of our village were sent to build railways in the area of Zhangzhuang, two hundred miles away, and you should know that the railways in many places passed through caves, and your father did that job.

The front foot of the pipe blast has been blown up, and your father and their hind feet have to hurry to transport the stones, and your father is honest, and among the people sent over, the most dangerous work has been sent to him.

At that time, my mother was at home, and I didn't know that your father's work was so dangerous, but suddenly one day, your grandfather came to our house in a panic, saying that your father had an accident, and when he went in to carry the stones outside, the cave collapsed and buried more than a dozen of them inside.

Originally, more than half of the caves had been opened, but all of them were blocked from the outside, and after digging for two days, before they could dig the place where the people were buried, they all felt that the people must be gone, and sent telegrams to each village respectively.

Our village is buried in it, one is your father, the other is Cui Jiagui, when the telegram came, Cui Jiagui had been dug out, at that time everyone thought, your father must be gone, I also think so, and when the people who came to comfort the family left, my mother sat on the kang by herself for a night.

The next day, when your grandfather and uncle received the news, they saw that your mother was sitting on the kang like a log, and it was your grandfather who woke up her mother, saying that if something happened to your father, your mother died, and you couldn't save your father, but had to take your life.

Probably you also listened to your grandfather's words, or you were scared by your grandfather's loud voice, anyway, you kicked your mother hard, and it was your kick that woke your mother up.

My mother decided at that time that no matter what happened to your father, my mother couldn't do anything to be sorry for you, and my mother must think about you for the rest of your life and let you live a healthy life.

People are like this, if you figure it out, it's really different, and I'm worried about your father, but what I think more about is that I want to protect myself and you well, and when your father comes back, I won't blame my mother.

As a result, you naturally thought about it, and two days later, the telegram came again, saying that I had found your father and four other people, and they were fine, but they were hungry.

After your father came back, he told his mother about the events of that day, he said that he and the other five people in the town had been carrying stones in that cave, and Cui Jiagui also went to the cave to carry stones that day, because he heard that the leader was going to go that day, so he wanted to show himself well.

If he wants to show himself well in front of the leader, he never goes into the cave, but only picks up some small stones in the outer place and carries them outside, so that as soon as the leader comes, he can be the first to rush out and leave a good impression on the leader.

As a result, when the cave collapsed, it just crushed him to a strong knot, and your father and a few of them, because they have been working in that cave, have feelings, and one of them has experience, as he has said a long time ago, each time it is five people together, so that in case of trouble, they can also help each other.

It was also because of his experience that when the cave flickered, he pulled the big guy and hid in a small corner that had not yet exploded, and the stone was almost pressed down against the backs of several of them.

That place happened to be a seam, and it was breathable from above, otherwise, even if they didn't crush to death, they would have suffocated to death, anyway, that time your father touched the nose of Lord Yama. ”

"Mother......" Chu Xia patted her chest with some fear, and asked again, "What do they eat and drink?" For so many days, you won't survive with perseverance, right? ”

"They all had dry food and water bladders on them, and it was also the experienced Uncle Li who told them to do so, Uncle Li had worked in the coal mine before, and said that when they were mining, they were always prepared.

Fortunately, the people who sent him in the past were honest people, and he didn't refute anything with him, just did what he said, otherwise, he might not be able to save his life.

At that time, there were a few down-to-earth companions together, which also worked, and your father used to write letters to Uncle Li, but later, the letters were returned, saying that his family didn't know where to move.

Your father remembered his life-saving grace, and went to him deliberately, only to know that their family was suddenly transferred to Xinjiang, and they were in a hurry, and they didn't leave any news. ”

"If I have a chance in the future, maybe I'll see each other again."

"Hmm." Zhao Yulan nodded, "That's what I told your father, really speaking, your Uncle Li is our family's savior, when you were young, your father still wanted to wait for you to grow up and let you be your Uncle Li's daughter-in-law, but then there was no news of him, and this matter was never mentioned again." ”

"Mother, I found out that you promised me a lot of ......" Chu Xia laughed helplessly, "Mother and father are they afraid that I won't be able to marry since they gave birth to me?" ”

"You are wronging your mother, your mother and father are afraid that you will be angry if you marry into an inappropriate family, you have never seen Uncle Li's family, your fat aunt and Uncle Gangshun have seen it, you don't know what kind of character they are, you said that you really want to be his daughter-in-law, and you will not be angry with your father-in-law and mother-in-law, right?"

"I'm not angry with my parents-in-law now."

"This means that my daughter's life is good." Zhao Yulan rubbed her daughter's head dotingly, "Looking back at this time, my mother also feels that it is a little unnecessary to worry about your father, but in this way, my mother and father will still be worried about this and that, and when you become a mother, you will be able to understand what your mother said." ”

"Of course I understand, but ......" Chu Xia looked up and looked at his mother with a smile, "but I know better that my greatest blessing is to be the child of my father and mother."

You see, no matter whether we raise a daughter or a son in our village, which child doesn't envy me? Although they say that my mother and father have spoiled me, and no one is rare, I know that they are jealous in their hearts.

If they could use the robbery, they would definitely snatch their father and mother home, so we can get better and better, and God must have been moved by my father and mother. ”

"My silly girl...... Zhao Yulan wiped the corners of her eyes and said in a choked voice, "With your words, my mother is dead now, and she won't lose anything." ”

"Mother, I have to talk about your ...... about this" Chu Xia's expression was stern, "You always make this mistake, and when you get excited, you say that you are dead now and you are not shocked or anything."

I'm not superstitious, it's not that I'm not allowed to say this, but when I hear my mother say this, I feel uncomfortable, I want my father and mother to live to be 100 years old, and they want to stay with me all the time. ”

"Okay, my mother and your father work hard, you can live a hundred to a hundred, two hundred to live two hundred."

Early Summer: "......"

Realizing that what she said was a bit outrageous, Zhao Yulan smiled embarrassedly: "I'm just making an analogy, and I'm not a god, how can I let myself live so old?" Besides, if you really live to that age, you probably don't know who you are, and then you won't be a burden to your juniors? Rest assured, Dad and Mom won't be so selfish. ”

Early summer: "......" She was really defeated by her own mother. (To be continued......)