Continued: In your heart, who am I to you?

In the blurred vision, the figures of Yan Shengrui and Ji Xuewei gradually drifted away, and Yan Yan had an illusion in a trance, as if she saw the happy time when she was a child and Xiao Lemon playing together. The scene in front of him and Ji Xuewei was a strange and dazzling picture for Yan Yan. And every detail of her and Little Lemon's love for each other in her memory is familiar and warm.

However, is it true that the more beautiful things are, the more difficult it is to have them for a long time? Yan Yan didn't follow anymore, leaned softly against the big tree on the side of the road, and watched Yan Shengrui's car drive away not far from the front, she felt uncomfortable, sore, sour, a little astringent, and slightly bitter.

is not only because Yan Shengrui has an extra Ji Xuewei by his side, but also because Yan Yan has an unprecedented experience of life...... What you want to keep, you probably lose something. Is there a feeling in this world that is eternal and unchanging? Human, what exactly is your real name? Is the purest and most beautiful feeling just a grain of sand in the torrent of time, which can't be ruthlessly washed away after all?

Has something changed? Is there something that is lost and can never be recovered?

I don't want to grow up, I hate growing up! Why do people grow up? Troubles keep coming up in the process of growing up, if she is still the little meat mound many years ago, he is still the little lemon who has to hug her and kiss her enough every time they meet, chasing and playing, and messing around happily without heart and lungs...... How nice would that be?

Yan Yan looked up at a clear blue sky overhead, long white clouds, what was left, what was far away, and what disappeared into nothingness?

Because she has tasted that warmth, she will carve indelible traces in the depths of her soul, so even in the past ten years, there is still an ethereal pure land in a corner of her heart, in which six-year-old Yan Yan and seven-year-old Little Lemon live. That warm and peaceful world, which will never be disturbed, is the source of motivation for her to cheer herself up every time she loses her freedom in the royal family. She was so eager to grow up, because she felt that when she grew up, she would have more ability to make decisions for herself, to pursue the people she liked, and to pursue the life she wanted.

However, now when she really grew up, she chased after her, and what she saw was that there was a beautiful Ji Xuewei beside him.

Yan Yan always knew that Yan Shengrui had never publicly announced who his girlfriend was, and she also knew that he must be surrounded by many beautiful women. But with the relationship she and Yan Shengrui have established since childhood, she is very confident that he will not be seduced by other women, and thinks that even if he has a girlfriend, it will definitely be her.

It was an instinctive way of thinking that had been ingraining in her heart for many years. When she was a child, she didn't understand the true meaning of "daughter-in-law", but when she grew up and understood, she was even more convinced that she was his true daughter and would become his daughter-in-law.

But these self-confidences, in the last few days, are gradually eroding, even if she desperately cheers herself up, but she will always be hit by what she sees with her own eyes.

Love rookie, she is like she has reached a crossroads, how to continue, she doesn't know.

Just when Yan Yan lost her mind, the "watch" on her wrist shook.

It looks like a watch, but it's actually the latest high-tech smartphone. This kind of mobile phone was only the prototype of the concept many years ago, but now it has been fully developed, and it is mature in all aspects, but because the price is too appalling, the average rich will be discouraged, therefore, the limited edition of the world's first 1000 units, Asa gave his own one, to Yan Yan.

Lifted the long sleeves, and a familiar number appeared on the watch, it was Yan Shengrui?

Yan Yan hesitated for a few seconds before picking it up, and Yan Shengrui's kind and warm voice immediately came to her ears......

"Little Meat Dun'er, why haven't you called me these days? Haven't you already graduated, are you going to play somewhere? Yan Shengrui's greeting tone was full of concern, he didn't make a video call because he was driving.

Originally, there should have been Ji Xuewei in the car, but as soon as she drove out of the school gate before, the driver of Ji Xuewei's family came to pick her up, as if there was something urgent, and now only Yan Shengrui was in the car.

Yan Yan was depressed, and when she heard him ask, she didn't think too much, and subconsciously said, "Did I give you a call, is it important?" Hmph, your life is rich and colorful, and I won't be missing one. ”

Well? Yan Shengrui was stunned...... What's the matter, Yan Yan is suddenly so sour, she didn't talk like this before.

Yan Shengrui chuckled and said, "What's wrong with you, little meat dun'er?" Who messed with you? Say it, and I'll help you vent your anger. ”

This kind of thing is not said casually, Yan Yan has heard it, and immediately flattened her mouth, and said angrily: "Okay, you can beat yourself a few times first." ”

"Me? I hit myself myself? Yan Shengrui finally heard the doorway, and couldn't help but laugh dumbly: "I said girl, you are abroad, how did I provoke you, let's listen to it, and change it." ”

Yan Yan's little face bulged like a balloon, and a thought suddenly flashed in her mind, and she blurted out inadvertently: "Little lemon, let me ask you, in your heart, who am I?" ”

As soon as this question came out, Yan Yan herself was shocked, but then she also felt that since she asked, don't regret it, see what he said.

Yan Yan's slightly rapid breathing sound came from the Bluetooth headset on Yan Shengrui's ear, he didn't know how nervous she was now, hoping that his answer was the one she was thinking.

Yan Shengrui was indeed a little surprised, what happened to Yan Yan today, she wouldn't say these brainless words on the phone before, was she stimulated by something today?

"Huh...... Little Roudun'er, do you still need to question the relationship between the two of us, you have been my favorite sister since you were a child, do you know, my own sister Lingxuan is jealous of you, saying that I am better to you than to her, and when you come back in the future, you will want Xiao Xinxuan's little clever trick to trick you. Yan Shengrui's brisk tone seemed to be in a good mood, speaking of these two sisters, he felt that God treated him well.

However, there was silence on the other end of the phone, and after a few seconds, Yan Yan's muffled voice came: "Hmph, who is rare to be your sister?" I don't want to be your sister, damn it! Yan Shengrui, you owe it too much! ”

After speaking, without waiting for Yan Shengrui to plead again, Yan Yan had already hung up the phone.

Now it was Yan Shengrui's turn to wonder: "What's the situation?" Did I say something wrong? Little Meat Mound doesn't seem to be very happy? ”

It's not just unhappy, Yan Yan is almost angry at the moment. It turns out that she has always only played the role of "sister"? Look at what he just said so simply, without any ambiguity, it shows that this is the truth in his heart!

Younger sister...... Younger sister? Who wants to be your sister? Your sister's!

Yan Yan was full of anger and had nowhere to vent her anguish, so she kicked the pebbles under her feet to the opposite lawn...... Who knows, before the stone reached the lawn, it hit a person's leg halfway......

"Ouch!" The unlucky boy couldn't help but exhale in pain, and stared at the culprit who kicked the stone with raised eyebrows.

Yan Yan looked at Du Yiming who suddenly appeared in front of her with great sympathy, frowned and said, "It's too coincidental, the stone reaches the opposite lawn in a second at most, and you are hit by it within half a second...... Hey, junior brother, your luck is not ordinarily good, you can go buy lottery tickets. ”

"Whew!" Du Yiming glared at Yan Yan angrily, did she still want to be angry with him before she was willing? also said that he was lucky, but he felt that he really didn't have a smooth time when he met her.

"You come over to me, I promise not to kill you!" Du Yiming gritted his teeth at Yan Yan, and his sunny and handsome face was dissatisfied and angry.

Yan Yan was not nervous, she walked over calmly and patted Du Yiming's shoulder gently: "Senior brother, young man, don't be impetuous, you are only eighteen years old, and I am twenty-three years old, you don't want to do anything to me, right?" Bullying senior sisters, that's a very bad behavior. ”

Du Yiming's face was full of black lines, his head hurt with anger, and his fists clenched and gurgled: "Fortunately, you are a girl, otherwise I really want to ...... Would love to ...... Beat you up! ”

Yan Yan couldn't help laughing, the bad love just now suddenly slowed down a lot. This Du Yiming is really good, seeing that he is angry but has to endure it, she thinks it is funny and interesting.

Trouble, Du Yiming has something to say to Yan Yan...... In fact, I still responded to Tong Fei's orders.

"I'm here to tell you, my mother said that next weekend and Saturday, there will be a piano recital at the Golden Pigeon Grand Theater, which is a special performance for Brother Sheng Rui. My mom is on a temporary business trip today and gave me a ticket for me to hand it over to you. Du Yiming stuffed a beautiful ticket to Yan Yan, but his eyes were clearly puzzled.

Du Yiming is not stupid, he instantly thought of a certain possibility, and couldn't help but be surprised: "Xiao Lingmeng, should you fall in love with my brother Shengrui?" Otherwise, why would my mother go out of her way to give you a ticket? Is there anything you're hiding from you? ”

Don't say it, this kid guessed right!

Yan Yan clutched the ticket in her hand, and her head was already beginning to calculate...... Concerts? Yan Shengrui's? There's nothing to think about, gotta go, gotta go!

This girl is as simple as a white rabbit in terms of feelings. Even if she heard Yan Shengrui say on the phone that she only regarded her as her sister, she was still angry and sad, but now when she heard his recital, she was full of energy, and she couldn't wait for that day to come soon...... [There will be an update in the evening]