Chapter 20: Pour out your thoughts
Tears continued to slide down the concubine's face, and the voice of the narration seemed to have been washed by tears, becoming moist and moist, and people couldn't help but burst into tears.
"I miss my cousin, I miss it very much, and I even begged my father to take me to my aunt's house to find my cousin, but my father said that my cousin had gone to study abroad. When I think of the distance, my heart misses him even more. I look forward to growing up, looking forward to going to college, so that I can come to his city, walk in front of him with my own steps, and want to ask him Weishenme did he say goodbye back then? weishenme never contacted again? I also want to ask him......"
The concubine covered her mouth uncontrollably and cried, Xiao Ji quickly took a tissue to help her wipe away her tears, and her own tears had already wet her clothes.
"Xiaoji, why are you crying?" The concubine hurriedly stopped her tears and asked her with concern.
"It's okay, you continue." Xiao Ji wiped his face with his sleeve carelessly, and asked the concubine to continue with a smile.
The concubine adjusted her mood and continued: "No boy makes me have this sweet and painful feeling because of my thoughts, the more I think about him, the more I find that my heart is telling me a secret: I like my cousin!" ”
Concubine Fei grabbed Xiao Ji's hand, looked at her with serious eyes, and said this sentence firmly.
Xiao Ji was touched by her firm and persistent eyes.
"But, you know, you ......" Xiao Ji couldn't bear to say the next words.
"I know, we are cousins, we can't be together, I know......" Concubine covered her face with her hands and cried sadly, "But I can't stop my heart, I really like him!" ”
There is helplessness for aiqing in the cry, lamentation for the arrangement of fate, and sigh for the cruelty between heaven and earth.
Xiao Ji was deeply shocked by her words! At her age, she may not know how heavy love is. What she learned about Aiqing is the sweet campus aiqing, or the aiqing like relatives between parents, or the fictional romantic aiqing in the TV series, and the love of the concubine, she has seen and heard with her own eyes.
Because of aiqing, I have to love, and because of the taboo, I can't love!
Xiao Ji saw the concubine crying and trembling, she had never seen such a sad concubine, and she stroked her long hair in distress and comforted: "What about your cousin?" What does he do to you? ”
"I don't know." The concubine wiped her tears and shook her head, she couldn't see her cousin's heart, her cousin was too difficult to understand.
"Then how do you kiss? If he kisses you, it means that he likes you, right? ”
"No, I know that kiss doesn't mean much to him, to him, it's like a goodnight kiss when he was a kid." Concubine said sadly, that kiss can be said to be her first kiss, the first time she kissed so deeply, she will never forget it for the rest of her life.
"What are you going to do in the future?" Xiao Ji asked worriedly, this kind of love with no end in sight will only hurt the concubine.
Concubine Fei bit her lip and was silent, turned her head to look at the gently fluttering curtains outside the window, the moonlight took the opportunity to jump in, and the slightest evening breeze blew on her face, and suddenly felt that her brain that was swollen from crying felt a little better, and her thoughts were a little clearer, she said slowly: "I want to at least let him know my mind, before I graduate." ”
She doesn't demand that her cousin like her too, or that they be together, she just wants her cousin to know, that's all.
Xiao Ji sighed softly, leaned over, and silently hugged the concubine's shoulder, wanting to convey his support for her to her.
The night was as cool as the wind, and the two girls leaned on each other, and each other's hearts were hot.