When she arrived at the new unit, the leaders and colleagues treated Lin Meijiao very well, and her work was relatively relaxed, and Lin Meijiao's depressed mood gradually improved. But more than a month later, Lin Meijiao found that she had undergone subtle changes in physiology, she had always had a normal period and did not come, and often had inexplicable nausea and vomiting, shortness of breath, she thought she was sick and found an old Chinese medicine doctor near her place to see a doctor, the old Chinese medicine doctor with a white beard gave her a careful pulse and said with a smile on her face: "Congratulations!" ”

"Congratulations on what?" Lin Meijiao's eyes widened strangely.

The old Chinese medicine doctor said happily: "Don't you know? You're pregnant! ”

"What? I'm pregnant? Lin Meijiao couldn't believe the words of the old Chinese medicine doctor.

The old Chinese medicine doctor confirmed, "Yes." ”

Lin Meijiao still didn't believe the words of the old Chinese medicine doctor, "Am I really pregnant?" She asked again.

The old Chinese medicine doctor smiled and nodded.

I'm pregnant! Lin Meijiao was so shocked that she almost fainted.

The old Chinese medicine doctor saw Lin Meijiao's nervous appearance and comforted her: "It's a good thing to be a mother, don't be afraid." Your pulse is very weak, and some qi and blood are insufficient, I will prescribe you a few pairs of medicine to eat, and it will be fine. ”

Just when the old Chinese medicine doctor lowered his head to prescribe medicine, Lin Meijiao covered her face and ran away in a hurry.

"Hey, girl, you haven't taken the medicine yet!" The old Chinese medicine doctor looked at Lin Meijiao's back and shouted loudly, he shouted like this, Lin Meijiao ran faster. "What's wrong with this girl?" The old Chinese medicine doctor shook his head inexplicably.

Lin Meijiao stumbled out of the clinic after her heart was numb, she was first raped by the wicked and then conceived a seed, she couldn't understand why bad luck would find her one after another, is she really as thin as the book said? Lin Meijiao touched her stomach with her hand, and couldn't help but tremble, she remembered a past event that was still fresh in her memory:

During the summer vacation of school that year, Lin Nanhui took Lin Meijiao to a small river outside the town to catch fish and shrimp to play. As they approached, they saw the body of a drowning man, a pot-bellied pregnant woman in her twenties, dressed in pink, lying flat on the grass by the river. Because the deceased had been soaked in the water for too long, the whole body was swollen and deformed, and the appearance was very terrifying. Some insiders said that this woman was an unmarried girl who secretly communicated with a man, and she was kicked out of the house by her parents after she became pregnant, and the man who made her pregnant refused to admit it, and she had to commit suicide by throwing herself into the river in a desperate situation. Lin Meijiao remembered that there were many people who spat on the girl's corpse without mercy and insulted her with extremely vicious language. There were also ignorant children who threw stones at the body of the deceased and urinated. Due to curiosity, Lin Meijiao ran to the river with a few friends the next day. I saw that the deceased was not claimed by his family, and the body exposed to the sun emitted a foul smell and was crawling with maggots. It is said that a few days later, a few compassionate monks collected the body of the deceased.

Now that she is unmarried and pregnant, how terrible it would be if this thing was exposed to the public, even if you don't seek death, you will be drowned by everyone's spit! In a trance, she hallucinated, as if she saw some people spitting behind her back, some snickering at herself, and some swearing in front of her. She seemed to see her parents hanging their heads and being extremely ashamed, and she saw Uncle and Brother Hongju casting disdain and disdain at her.

Lin Meijiao hated Yang Xinmin to death, it was this hooligan who made herself fall into a place of no return! The grief-stricken Lin Meijiao became six gods and no masters. Her hair was disheveled, and her eyes were straight as if she had been struck by an evil spirit.

This night, Lin Meijiao sat at the head of the bed with tears in her eyes, although she was heartbroken, but this time she did not choose to die, because the memory of the hour made her clearly know that even if she died, she could not wash away the infamy on her body. She wanted to get rid of this evil seed, but the hospital didn't prove that she couldn't have a random abortion. And she is an unmarried woman who has no face to go to the hospital to have a fetus, and she doesn't dare to look for it. What to do? Just when Lin Meijiao had nowhere to go, she thought of her mother, only her mother is the most intimate person with her daughter, and only her mother can protect her daughter desperately! She wants to tell her mother about her grievances. She had to ask her mother for help. When it was almost dawn, Lin Meijiao made up her mind to go home, and she wanted to avoid everyone's eyes and secretly escape from this place that made her feel hurt. And you have to leave immediately, otherwise the consequences will be unimaginable!

At the harbor wharf, a dilapidated steamer is about to set sail, its whistle makes a few dull cries of "moo, moo, moo" and then slowly sails away from the dock, the people on board and the people on the shore to see off have waved goodbye, Lin Meijiao is alone on the stern railing looking at this land that is about to leave with a melancholy expression. The farther the ship was from the port, the pier gradually became blurred, and slowly the whole island became a vague horizon, and finally this horizon disappeared after a few jumps on the sea.

In the land that disappeared in front of her eyes, there was Lin Meijiao's most beloved uncle, and Wang Hongju, whom she fell in love with, and they had given her meticulous care and love, and she was reluctant to leave them. Of course, there was also the person she hated the most, who defiled her pure body and shattered her longing and fantasy of beautiful love. That land made Lin Meijiao extremely nostalgic and heartbroken, and she had no choice but to leave this land.

Now I finally leave the place I can't want to leave and must leave! Thinking of this, Lin Meijiao breathed a long sigh of relief, as if she wanted to spit out all the depression she had suppressed in her heart, but her mood did not improve because of this.

It was a hazy day, the sun hid in the lead-like clouds and refused to come out, the weather was humid and sultry, there was a dead silence on the empty sea, only this passenger ship was driving alone, and even the fishing boats and seagulls that I often saw did not appear in Lin Meijiao's field of vision today. Soon after the ship sailed, the wind began to blow on the deep blue sea, and the deep blue sea rolled white waves, which crashed against the side of the ship, and then a light rain fell in the sky, and the passengers standing on the deck slipped into the cabin. Lin Meijiao still crouched beside the side of the boat despite the bumps of the hull, she looked at the land that was no longer visible with tears in her eyes, let the sea breeze blow, let the rain wet her hair and clothes. ……

On weekdays, Lin Meijiao works conscientiously and diligently and strictly abides by the rules and regulations, but this time she did not ask for leave and did not come to work for several days. The leader of the Fisheries Bureau thought that Lin Meijiao was sick, so he sent a female employee who had a good relationship with Lin Meijiao to inquire about the situation at the place where she had lived, and the landlord told the visitor that Lin Meijiao had returned to the mainland with her luggage a few days ago. Lin Meijiao's behavior of saying goodbye made the leaders and employees of the Fisheries Bureau feel surprised and incomprehensible. The director of the aquatic resources bureau hurriedly told Lin Meijiao's old comrade-in-arms Wang Hongju about saying goodbye, Wang Hongju was also shocked when he heard about it, and he told Lin Nanhui about it in a hurry, Lin Nanhui didn't want to believe it was true after hearing the news that Lin Meijiao left without permission, but this is a fact!

What happened to Lin Meijiao? What happened to make her say goodbye? Wang Hongju was puzzled by Lin Meijiao's departure, and Lin Nanhui couldn't rest assured that his beloved niece, these two people were in a hurry. After the two calmed down, they had a common opinion, that is, Lin Meijiao must have encountered a difficult thing that she couldn't talk about, otherwise she wouldn't have left suddenly without even saying hello. For Lin Nanhui, Lin Meijiao is his heart, his niece's every move is his heart, he is afraid that something unexpected will happen to his niece, so he will immediately go back to his eldest brother's house to find out, Wang Hongju approved his leave. (To be continued......)