This chapter is also known as - Sleep you paralyzed up hi!

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"Flame?"

Agreeing with the mention of 'Xiao Meiyan', but he couldn't hear the other party's voice for a long time, Zi Yuan asked suspiciously.

"I'm sorry." There was a helpless wry smile in Shi Chen's voice, "It's just that I suddenly don't know what to say to Mr. Shi Chen-I don't know much about Mr. Shi Chen, it's just some scaly claws, and what I say to Mr. Ziyuan may not have any effect." Moreover, if I say some things, I am afraid that Shion-san will think that I am smearing him-the real Mr. Shichen is not as innocent as you and Miss Akiko think, and maybe even one of the people you hate and dislike the most! ”

This is not entirely a lie - in the case of a considerable part of his memories sealed by Yi Cheng, a large part of the things he remembers, except for the dull and boring daily life, are incomplete, and among those complete things, a considerable part is black history - the real black history, such as intrigue with a certain chaebol, and those international financial speculators sniping at the currency of a certain country and a certain region, and helping the council deal with some bad debts that they can't come forward in person, if you really want to say it, I'm afraid Ziyuan will be stunned immediately.

"Being able to say such a thing, it seems that Yan really knows Shi Chenjun quite well!" Even if she couldn't see Ziyuan's expression, Shi Chen could hear it from this gentle tone, and her face now had her customary, tolerant smile, "However, there is one thing that Yan said wrong-I also know a little bit about the other side of Shi Chenjun." And, if my guess is correct, it is precisely because of this that the prince of Shi is reluctant to accept our wishes, right? ”

"Huh?" Shi Chen was taken aback - he was sure that he hadn't let Shion see another side of himself, and Shion wasn't a person who would talk about it, so

"When Yan and Shi Chenjun went to Italy, Akiko and I went to the Sanqian seniors once." After he snorted, Shion continued to explain, "It's the Purple Mansion where Yan used to live—there, we were directly sarcastic by her! ”

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"You said you wanted to be with that guy? Want to get into his heart? ”

"Are you kidding? What qualifications do you have? ”

"Have you ever experienced sacrifice? Have you ever experienced the danger of almost dying? Have you ever experienced the feeling of being covered in injuries but still running for your life with others in the rain of bullets? ”

"Do you know what it's like to be spoiled by other children in their parents' arms, but you have to nibble on all kinds of boring books all day long?"

"Do you know what it's like to have to master the performance of various vital weapons to prepare for your future plans while others are walking around the amusement park with their dolls in their arms?"

"Do you know what it feels like to be in the classroom when you're angry at your classmates for not talking to you, and that guy is alone in the rainforest battling all sorts of known and unknown dangers?"

"Do you know what it's like to be on the lookout for the ill-intentioned adults around you, to keep your friends from worrying about you, and to plan how to save your life in the next action, and to make a day forty-eight hours a day?"

"Do you know what it's like to be chased by a monster that is almost impossible to defeat in a foreign country where you are unfamiliar with your life, and you have no way to enter the sky and almost go crazy, so you can only wait for death?!"

"You know what?"

"Do you understand?"

"Have you ever experienced it?"

"So, stop being delusional - with your shallow and ignorant feelings are not enough for the wounds in that fellow's heart, not even an itch in his boots - the darkness and pain he has experienced is beyond your imagination."

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"At that time, we were really powerless to refute the words of that senior-from beginning to end, her expression and tone were always very flat, no yelling, no frowning and angry, only full of coldness and indifference, but we just couldn't refute it-" Speaking of this, Zi Yuan smiled bitterly, "Perhaps, if her love was a little more excited, we would feel better, not so weak."

"Is it?" asked Shi Chen in a low voice, somewhat unconsciously.

Sanqian would speak in such a tone to Akiko and Shion, and it was not beyond his expectations - that guy has always been indifferent and cold-talking towards people who are not in his eyes; What he didn't expect was that Sanqian would say these things to Akiko and Shion - although the memory was not complete, but even among the few fragmented memories he had, the past days were indeed very hard, and sometimes it was not an exaggeration to call them nine deaths, but he had no intention of showing these memories to others - anyway, no one could help him, and it was useless to say it in vain except to show his cowardice and let some people with intentions find his weaknesses. It's better to hide it in the bottom of your heart and let time slowly dilute them

"So, how did Shion-san and Akiko-san deal with it?" Shi Chen slowly closed his eyes again and asked softly.

"I didn't have time to refute it!" Zi Yuan still had a wry smile and said, "Seeing that we don't speak, after a while, that senior will let people send off guests." ”

"However, although I don't have the strength to fight against the heavy darkness in Shi Chenjun's heart, this is not a reason for me to give up - after all, darkness cannot be eternal, Shi Chenjun" Zi Yuan paused, as if he felt a little deep, and a smile suddenly appeared on his face, "Now, he seems to have a little hope!" ”

“？”

What was she trying to say? Shi Chen thought in his mind—before the pause, she had obviously wanted to say something, but then changed her words—even if his consciousness was a little dull because of his relaxation, he could still notice this.

"Hmm."

"Huh? Did Flame notice it too? ”

Why do you want to take this sentence so much!

Secretly regretting it in his heart, Shi Chen replied softly, "Almost, Mr. Shi Chen's actions this time have become much softer!" If it weren't for the scruples of having concerns, it would have been possible to have "

“？？？？”

"Flame?"

Seeing that Shi Chen, who turned his back to him, suddenly stopped speaking, and his body tensed up again, Zi Yuan, who instinctively felt that something might be happening, asked in a low voice.

"Don't speak."

Shi Chen lowered his voice.

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