Chapter 14: Departure
The snow is falling in Jinling City, the cold wind is biting, but it can't stop the busy pedestrians coming and going on the street, approaching the end of the year, everyone is in the busy career and the joy of welcoming the arrival of the new year.
In a rehabilitation center on the outskirts of Jinling, Nie Zirun sat alone on the bed, his pale and handsome face had lost a lot of weight, without a trace of anger, and his eyes were empty and blank. Holding a guitar in his arms, his right hand unconsciously plucked the strings one by one.
The door of the ward was pushed open, and with a hint of cold wind, two familiar figures walked in.
"Zirun, take a look, who came to see you?" Qian Ruping forced a smile, her eyes full of melancholy and grief.
Nie Zirun didn't seem to hear it, his eyes were still looking straight ahead, and there was no reaction on his face.
"Zirun, you can say something, your Uncle Yu has come to see you, mom begs you, say something!" Qian Ruping cried again, such a scene would be repeated several times a day in the month that Nie Zirun entered the nursing home, but except for instinctively speaking in the hypnosis of psychotherapy, Nie Zirun never made any sound.
Qian Ruping stepped forward and grabbed Nie Zirun's right hand, looking at Nie Zirun's unresponsive appearance, full of sadness and pain, her heart seemed to have been stabbed a few times with a knife, and her eyes were filled with a hint of despair, as if a person in the water was grasping a life-saving straw and looked at Yuhai behind him.
"Nie Zirun, listen to my command and stand upright!" Umami behind him shouted hoarsely.
Nie Zirun's body shook violently, and his right hand stopped plucking the strings, and the original Gu Jing Wubo's expression finally had a ripple.
"Nie Zirun, listen to my command and stand upright!" Yu Hai roared hoarsely again, this time, Nie Zirun's head began to turn slowly, his originally empty eyes gradually gained focus, and after seeing the person clearly, he put down the guitar in his hand, broke away from Qian Ruping's hand, slowly got out of bed, and stood up straight.
The two men looked at each other like this, tears involuntarily burst out of their eyes, Nie Zirun opened his mouth, wanting to speak, but as if he couldn't make a sound, a strange sound came from his throat...... Time was gradually flowing, Nie Zirun trembled, his fists were clenched together, and he knelt on the ground with a "plop"...
"Woo woo...... Nie Zirun finally cried, his hands tightly hugged Yu Hai's legs, "Uncle Yu, I'm sorry...... I'm sorry! It's all my fault, it's me who didn't use it, it's me who didn't bring Hangzi back...... Woo" Yu Hai gently stroked Nie Zirun's head with both hands, and whimpered: "Uncle Yu doesn't blame you, you are all good, this is the most Haode destination of Yuhang......"
The heart-rending cry echoed throughout the ward, and the two strong men couldn't withstand the pain of the passing of the astronaut at this moment, and the grief was vented like a torrent that opened the floodgates. Looking at the two men who were hugging their heads and crying, Qian Ruping had mixed feelings, her heart was relieved, and she murmured: "Cry out, cry out, only if you cry, will it rain and the sky will be clear!" ”………
When Yu Hai was leaving, he held Nie Zirun's hand and stuffed a silver necklace with a rectangular metal soldier card into Nie Zirun's hand: "This is the only one Yu Hang wore when he left, give it to you, leave a souvenir!" Take it with you, live well, and live well for Yuhang! ”
Nie Zirun stroked the soldier card, the front was a hideous dragon head, and the back was engraved with "Yuhang", put the necklace around his neck, looked at Yu Hai's distant back, and suddenly found that Uncle Yu was old, and his originally straight and straight figure began to gradually have a trace of rickets......
After a psychotherapy session before the Spring Festival, Nie Zirun's psychiatrist took the initiative to contact Nie Guotao and Qian Ruping. In an office in the sanatorium, the doctor spoke: "The patient's psychological symptoms are really peculiar, more than a month of psychological treatment, originally there was no progress, but after General Yuhai came, in just one day, the condition has been relieved at an astonishing speed, as far as the current situation is concerned, it can be said that there is no difference from normal people, I estimate, this has a lot to do with his previous high-intensity will training." Just ......"
When the doctor said this, he paused, Qian Ruping's originally soothing face became nervous again, and the doctor smiled, "Mrs. Nie, don't be nervous, this should be good news." I mean, Nie Zirun should have entered the zuihou stage of psychotherapy, the incubation period. ”
"Incubation period, what do you mean?" Qian Ruping asked blankly.
This incubation period means that the patient has stabilized after psychotherapy, and is no different from ordinary people, but only under a specific environment or condition trigger, the disease will occur. This is also a recognized dilemma in the psychotherapy course of the whole shijie. Everyone's situation is different, this stage can be long or short, fast, one or two months can get out of the shadows, slow people, may not be able to get out of the whole life! The doctor patiently explained.
"What is the specific environment in which Zirun became ill? Do you have any how, doctor! Qian Ruping looked anxious, and now Nie Zirun is already a piece of heart disease in her heart. The mood completely fluctuated with the changes in Nie Zirun's condition, and he no longer had the graceful atmosphere and composure he had before.
"I talked to Jiang Gang, who survived at that time, and combined with what I had learned from his hypnosis and observation, we deduced that during thunderstorms, Nie Zirun would become irritable, bloodthirsty, and his self-control would be greatly weakened. To put it simply, as long as this kind of weather is encountered, Nie Zirun has a high chance of having a seizure. As far as I know, when the astronauts died and Nie Zirun had a psychological breakdown, it was this kind of thunderstorm. The doctor took a sip of tea, moistened his throat and continued, "This inference is the conclusion reached by our entire mental health team, the accuracy rate should be quite high, as for Nie Zirun's follow-up treatment, I suggest that it is not suitable to stay in the nursing home anymore, he needs to integrate into the shijie outside; In addition, I would like to ask, does Nie Zirun like music very much? ”
"Well, music is his only hobby!" Qian Ruping nodded.
"Then send him to a place with a strong musical atmosphere! Music is currently the most commonly used means to treat various mental illnesses on shijie, since Nie Zirun likes music so much, I suggest sending him to a foreign conservatory for further study, where there will be the strongest musical atmosphere, which will be of great help to his follow-up recovery! ”
"Xiexie, doctor, I'll go back and make arrangements!" Qian Ruping looked grateful, glanced at Nie Guotao on the side, turned around and left the office.
On the return car, Nie Guotao's expression was heavy, and he repeatedly opened his mouth to speak, but when the words came to his mouth, he never had the courage to say them. Qian Ruping noticed Nie Guotao's small move early in the morning, glanced at him, and said coldly: "Nie Guotao, don't think I don't know what you're thinking!" If you still have the intention of sending Zirun back to Longteng, I advise you to dispel it as soon as possible, and if you dare to do so, we will divorce! Then go to court and go to court, if you don't believe it, you can try it! ”
"Ru Ping, I didn't ...... Alas! After opening his mouth, Nie Guotao still didn't speak, so he had to sigh heavily.
"When I go back, I will immediately arrange for Zirun to go to the Vienna Conservatory, I will follow the past for a while, and let him choose his own path in the future, and I will take care of it on the side. As for you, you are no longer qualified to interfere with the path that Zirun will take in the future! Even the old man is still there, I still say so, the Nie family, you have paid enough! It seems that with the improvement of Nie Zirun's condition, the original domineering queen's personality has returned to Qian Ruping's body, and Nie Guotao has no power to resist.
In Jinling in February, the winter sun shines on people, making people warm all over. In a martyr's cemetery in the suburbs, two figures in military uniforms walked in front of a brand-new marble tablet with a statue of astronautics.
"Hangzi, Uncle Yu and I have come to see you! Are you alone here? Taking off his military hat, Nie Zirun choked up and said, "Yes, you have liked to be lively since you were a child, you must be lonely here, right?" Looking at the portrait on the tombstone, Nie Zirun's eyes gradually began to blur.
Yu Hai stood quietly aside, patted Nie Zirun's shoulder, handed over two medal boxes, and handed them to Nie Zirun's hands, "This is the special merit medal for you and Xiaohang, I will hand it over to you!" After speaking, he took out a golden bank card and said: "This is Xiaohang's pension, there are 500,000 in it, take it, go to Vienna to study hard, you will be able to use it!" ”
Nie Zirun was about to excuse himself, but Yu Hai interrupted: "Take it, I believe this is also Xiaohang's wish, use it to do what you want to do!" I won't deliver it when you're gone. After speaking, he handed the card into Nie Zirun's hand, turned around and left.
Nie Zirun silently took the bank card, neatly placed the two military merit medals in front of the tombstone, opened a bottle of military offering Moutai, and sprinkled it all in front of the tomb, "You used to always steal your father's wine to drink, and today let you drink enough!" As he spoke, he opened another bottle, "Come, I'll accompany you!" Dry! After speaking, he raised his head and poured it, and the crystal tears in the corners of his eyes rolled down......
It was already the end of February, and Nie Zirun's family of three appeared at Beijing International Airport.
In the waiting room, Qian Ruping and Nie Guotao walked aside, Nie Guotao reached out and wanted to take Qian Ruping's hand, but Qian Ruping broke away, and Nie Guotao looked helpless.
"This, you can bring it to Zirun!" As he spoke, Nie Guotao took out a black leather document inlaid with a golden dragon head from his pocket and handed it to Qian Ruping.
Qian Ruping's face turned pale instantly, and her lips trembled, "Nie Guotao, it's time for you, you still don't give up?" ”
"Don't get excited, listen to me." Nie Guotao looked at a loss, this wife was already the only nemesis in his life, and she could easily stir his mind. "Ru Ping, I have already completed the retirement procedures for Zirun, this certificate is left to him, maybe it will come in handy in the future, you can rest assured, there will be no sequelae, I will take care of it." I also want to be a good father, so let me follow you for a while, even if it's a gift from me! ”
"That's pretty much it!" Qian Ruping's face quickly warmed up again, and she said coquettishly. After speaking, he took two steps closer and gently hugged Nie Guotao's body.
Qian Ruping and Nie Zirun disappeared at the boarding gate, and for a while, looking at the plane taking off outside the window, Nie Guotao murmured softly: "Zirun, have a good trip!" ”……