No matter what kind of character Sika usually is, but after experiencing such a thing today, the shield in her heart has finally been destroyed. And when Taeyeon appears, Sika is no longer the usual "tyrant" but a twenty-year-old girl who longs for care and longs to have relatives by her side to protect her. Crying happily finally made Sika's heart feel relaxed.

Although she had been crying before, at first it was because of the fear of being possessed by Li Tianyu, the betrayal of her first love, and the direction of her feelings for Li Tianyu, so she could only cry. After that, she cried here again because of her nostalgia for her first love, as well as the fear of seeing things and people, loneliness and loneliness, which prompted her to protect herself with tears. So Sika kept crying, but only silently, a cry that suppressed his emotions, full of worry and worry.

And Taeyeon's crying is really venting all the pressure in her heart, her confusion and fear. Because just when she was at her most helpless, her sister appeared, and she finally had someone to vent to. Even after crying, Sika still hugs Taeyeon tightly, as if she will disappear as soon as she lets go. "Taeyeon, why did you find here," Sika asked, holding Taeyeon's arm.

"Because you said this place before" Although Taeyeon said it simply, Sika clearly remembers that he just mentioned it casually at the beginning, but he didn't expect Taeyeon to remember it in his heart, "Sika, what happened?" Why are you here, you know if everyone is looking for you, and it's Tianyu who is dying, is there something going on between you and Tianwoo" Taeyeon asked tentatively.

Hearing Li Tianyu's name, Sika's whole body trembled obviously. Then, as if she had made up her mind, Sika said slowly, "Taeyeon, do you know why I think this is the deepest secret of my heart? Of course Taeyeon knows that because this is the house of Sika's first love, and not only that, Taeyeon also knows that Sika's first love is dead, and it is Lee Cheon-woo who has replaced him. Despite knowing all this, Taeyeon would never say it, because she knew that now Sika had decided to explain everything to herself.

Sure enough, Sika didn't wait for Taeyeon to answer, but continued by herself, "Do you remember when I was thirteen years old, I had a relationship? That was my first love. He's a very stupid boy, and we met by chance. In fact, I didn't really like him at first, just because everyone around me had boyfriends and was in love, but I didn't, so when he confessed to me at that time, I directly agreed. You know two thirteen or fourteen-year-old children, how do you know what love is, but I know that he is very serious about this relationship."

"I've asked him before, do you know what love is and what it means to be in love? Hehe, he shook his head directly, but then he said, "I don't know what love is, and I don't know what love is." But I know I'm going to protect you, I'm going to make you happy," I could tell he was serious. It was also from that time that I thought for the first time that maybe it would be really good to be in a relationship. So, I fell in love only because of comparison, and I also invested in my feelings."

"Taeyeon, you can't imagine what kind of girl I used to be, I used to be the kind of person who couldn't stop for a while, and was even more mischievous than Pani is now, but he's the kind of person who doesn't say anything all day, only learns various musical instruments every day, and then accompanies me to do everything I want. Whatever I want to do, he will accompany me even if he doesn't want to, and what he wants to do, as long as I say a word, he will not do it immediately. Unfortunately, I didn't know at the time how difficult it was for one person to do this for another."

"It's because I don't know, so I never cherish his dedication, and even always ask for this and that for him, and he always tolerates everything from me. However, such a relationship came to an end when I was thirteen years old, not because he couldn't stand me, but because I proposed to break up. His tolerance of me made me feel like the only princess in this world, and being a princess should be looked up to by everyone, so I decided to become a trainee because I wanted to be a star and a princess on the stage."

"But you can't fall in love when you become a trainee. Do you know how I reacted when I was accepted into the company and told the news? I didn't feel anything, I just asked my dad to sign the contract for me, and then I found him and proposed to break up with him. I still can't forget the way he looked when he heard me say that he broke up, that sadness, that kind of despair, all these years have been imprinted in my heart. But at the time, I didn't know how uncomfortable this desperate pain was."

"He didn't ask why, he didn't cry and beg me to stay, he just asked me to accompany him to his last meal. For the last meal, he cooked a table full of my favorite dishes and even prepared my favorite cucumber for me. At the dinner table, he told me how he felt when he first met me, how happy he was with me, and how much he was with me. And in the end, he blessed me with a dream come true. And then we parted like that. Honestly, I was really sad, but that sadness couldn't beat the idea that I wanted to be a star."

"Later, I finally became a trainee, but it was at that time that I found out that I was the princess alone, and others would not please me, would not tolerate me, would not do everything for me, they would laugh at me, they would sarcastically mock me, and they would accuse me. And at this time, I realized that he had paid so much for me all along, and it was at this time that I realized that his feelings for me were so deep. ”

"When I understood all this, I went back to him. But it was too late, and he was gone. I wanted to find his family, but it was at that time that I found out that he knew the food I liked, the colors I liked, the clothes I liked, and the celebrities I liked, but I didn't even know who was in his family, where he lived, where he went to school or work. Taeyeon, how ridiculous you say all this is. So, he disappeared like that. ”

"I know that I hurt him too deeply, but unfortunately I understood it too late. Taeyeon did you know? In fact, I really don't like the stage, I don't like to be a star, and I even hate it, because it was this so-called stage, the so-called star, that made me lose him. But the more I hated it, the more I wanted to stay here, because it seemed that only by living in my own hateful environment every day could I feel a little less guilty. Remember when we first started out with a phobia of the camera? It is because of disgust that it is like this. ”

"I like to be empty, because only in my own world, the one who will contain everything about me will appear, and others will only accuse me and laugh at me. I don't like cucumbers, and I don't even want to smell them because it reminds me of him. But the more I do that, the more I find that I miss him. Taeyeon did you know? The only information I know about him is his name, Li Tianyu."

Although Taeyeon knew that Sika had always been concerned about this person in her heart, and later knew that this person was her first love, she didn't know that Sika still had such a relationship between her first love, such a touching story. In the past, Sika's first love could give everything for Sika, and later Sika also turned his favorite food into the most disgusting food for him, and turned his favorite dream into disgust and even fear. From a cheerful girl, to the girl who is always empty.

After saying this, Sika slowly breathed a sigh of relief, and then the memories in his eyes became complicated, "Li Tianyu, this is his name, but I really didn't expect that I would meet another Li Tianyu besides him." Tianxin's brother, Li Tianyu. The first time I met him was when you were injured, and I felt very familiar with him before I knew his name at that time, and even made me feel that this Tianyu is the feeling of that Tianyu. Although this Tianyu is much better looking than that Tianyu. But that's how I feel."

"So at the first meeting with him, I couldn't help but go to him for verification. Because I have waited for such a long time, I don't want to give up even the slightest hope, I really hope that a miracle will happen. But I didn't expect that this Tianyu would be a demon. Just the first time we met, he took away my first kiss. The second time we met, he did something to my sisters, and even cheated on my sisters without knowing it," said Sika as she looked at Taeyeon, leaving Taeyeon at no idea what to do.

"Maybe it's retribution, he gave everything for me, I don't know how to cherish it, and even hurt him severely, so he became another person to take revenge on me. This Tianyu would bully me every time he saw me, and not only that, but he even took revenge on me, even the sisters around me. He was totally a good son, a good brother, and a perfect man to his family and sisters. But only in front of me will he show his hideous side, and I know that this is all God's punishment for me."

"However, if this is my punishment, I am willing to accept it, but I cannot allow him to hurt my sisters. So I wanted to expose him for what he really was, because he couldn't drink, so I thought about getting him drunk and taking some pictures to let the sisters know his true colors, but I didn't expect that to end up like that. "Hearing this, Taeyeon finally understood the ins and outs of everything. It made her cry and laugh that the story that Li Tianyu made up casually would make Sika have such a misunderstanding.

"But that's not all that matters, Taeyeon you know? Just yesterday I suddenly found out that I actually fell in love with this demon Tianyu. It's ridiculous, there used to be an angel-like Tianyu who protected me, and I didn't cherish it, but today I actually fell in love with a demon Tianyu who would only threaten me and bully me, do you say this is irony, is it retribution".