301. 301 A Crossroads in Life
"Concubine..."Qi Lieyuan called her worriedly.
As if reminded by Qi Lieyuan's shout, the concubine slowly held back her tears and put her heart back on a draped coat.
"Cousin, I'm going back, let me go first..."
Qi Ji was still reluctant to let go, he thought of his woman leaving with another man, being held by other men, or held in his arms, etc., his heart was as uncomfortable as being cut with a knife, zuihou, he attached a cold warning to the concubine's ear: "If you dare to let him touch you, I will kill him immediately, I will do what I say!" ”
The concubine was so frightened that she pushed him away, he didn't mean it, she knew it! Her heart panicked, and she didn't know how to stop his nonsense!
If you provoke him, he will do unimaginable things! His expression was merciless in sending such a message to her.
"Cousin, don't mess around!"
"I'll do anything for you!"
He didn't force her anymore, gave her the freedom to make her own decisions.
"Think about what I said to you today, including the question I asked you when I loved you just now, and think about your answer!"
The concubine couldn't help but think of the blushing/heartbeat madness just now, and he asked himself: Is it acceptable to do the most intimate things with a man other than him?
She silently lowered her head, tugged at the blazer on her chest, and left with a sad face.
Qi Lieyuan turned around and wanted to leave after sending the concubine to the downstairs community, but he didn't say a word along the way, his mouth was tightly pursed into a line, and his face was full of regret and anger.
The concubine knew she was sorry for him, and grabbed his clothes the moment he turned to leave.
She can't treat everything just now as if nothing happened, and the two of them will carry out the next wedding as if nothing happened, that would be too unfair to Brother Lie!
But Qi Lieyuan seemed to know the mental activities of the concubine, and he took the lead in preventing her from speaking.
"Concubine, I know what you want to say, no matter what, my heart to marry you hasn't changed at all."
These words made the concubine even more embarrassed.
"No, Brother Lie, I have to confess something to you now, otherwise it will be too unfair to you." The concubine wiped a handful of tears and continued: "I am very selfish, I am not a good girl, I used you to try to free my relationship with my cousin, so I agreed to your proposal, in this marriage, I ignored your feelings, I am very sorry!" I know that it is not a word of daoqian that can remove my sins, and today, you also know the real relationship between me and my cousin..."The concubine cried and cried, "As you think, I have... Unclean! I'm not worthy of you! …”
Qi Lieyuan ignored the injury on his hand, his left hand was clenched into a fist, and he swung it towards the wall on the side, the expression on his face could be said to be aggrieved to bruises, and this time the concubine forgot what to say.
"Concubine, I don't allow you to say that about yourself! You will always be the most sacred and pure girl in my heart, marrying you is the biggest dream of my life, nothing can stop me! ”
Qi Ji has already taken possession of the concubine, does Qi Lieyuan really not mind? No! He minded dying! But in his heart, he put the bottom line of the concubine very low, as long as the concubine was forced, as long as the concubine still had a trace of apology for him in his heart, he stubbornly thought that all this was just an accident, he could let it go!
Qi Lieyuan's detachment and generosity were indeed out of Qi Ji's plan, and Qi Ji's wishful thinking was afraid that it would be in vain.
"But..."
"Nothing! Go up, go to bed early tonight, don't think about anything, and tomorrow you're going to try on a wedding dress. ”
Qi Lieyuan didn't wait for the concubine to say more, pushed her forward, and left with great strides.
What is he afraid of?
Because he saw wavering in the eyes of the concubine, which was what he feared the most.
At this moment, the concubine finally questioned whether she had made a reckless decision, on one side was the crazy cousin, and on the other hand, the stubborn brother Lie, she was more worried about her cousin doing something unbelievable than Brother Lie.
"I'll do anything for you!" …
Oh! He's going to say something like that? He knew that what she was most afraid of was that something would happen to him!
The next day, Qi Lieyuan really arranged for the driver to pick her up to book the haode wedding dress shop, the episode that happened yesterday did not disturb the wedding Jihua, the concubine got into the car, and leaned the whole person against the car weakly, she looked at the scenery outside in a daze, and fell into what she said to Xiao Ji last night.
"Concubine, you are stupid! When did you agree to marry Qi Lieyuan? weishenme so suddenly? What about your cousin? Xiao Ji looked a little unconvinced, judging from her anxious expression, she did not approve of the concubine's decision.
"Xiaoji, this is a decision I finally made, I don't want to linger on this fruitless relationship anymore, I have hurt many people, my parents, aunts and uncles, and even Tong Jingle are dead."
"Tong Jingle's death is about your bird/thing! Don't forget, she almost killed you! Xiao Ji broke out angrily.
Concubine Fei shook her head, Tong Jingle's words before she frantically begged for death let her know that things were not so simple.
"I want to give myself a break, and if it drags on like this, more and more people will suffer."
"Concubine, you're really stupid, you always think more about others than for yourself, but you still don't think about the person you love the most, your cousin..."Xiao Ji couldn't help crying, "Have you thought about him?" You feel sorry for your parents, you feel sorry for anyone around you, but you don't feel sorry for your cousin! Do you know? When you fell into the water and disappeared, he was three souls and seven souls, and he didn't eat or drink for three days, and he jumped into the water to find you, because he was overworked, and almost died, you know? ”
Xiao Ji once went to the scene by herself, and when she saw with her own eyes that the figure that was as broken as a leaf was the usual charismatic and self-respecting man, the shock in her heart was like a comet hitting her heart ball at the speed of fire, and she secretly cried uncontrollably.
For the uncertain life and death of the concubine, and for Qi Ji's infatuation, her greatest wish in this life is to see these two people she loves the most finally walk together happily.
No one ever talked to Concubine Fei about the time of her disappearance, and Xiao Ji's words undoubtedly made Concubine Fei's heart not calm for a long time, especially when she learned that her cousin almost collapsed and died in order to find her.
What to do? She is already at the most difficult crossroads in her life, and if she doesn't turn around, she will get farther and farther away from her cousin, and the direction of this road is obviously what she is determined to go on.
"Miss, it's here."
The driver respectfully opened the door for her, and she realized that she was full of tears.
"The young master said that he will be there later, please Miss go in first and prepare."
"Hmm."