164 Love is deep and shallow

A glimmer of clouds slowly closed into the clouds, and the hustle and bustle of the forest came from afar, highlighting the tranquility of the weapon shop at the foot of the mountain.

Under the thatched eaves, there is a small tea case, brown lacquer, simple and simple, without any patterns.

Perhaps it was closer to the sky, the starlight of the Moon Temple was brighter, sitting cross-legged under the eaves, without lighting the lamp at all, the hibiscus could see Gu Cheng sitting opposite clearly.

He was silent as always, his back was straight, his hair stood up, he looked very energetic, his resolute eyebrows had the integrity and brightness unique to an excellent soldier, his eyes were like torches, he looked at Jinniang, for a long time, he took the lead in breaking the silence and whispered:

"You don't want to ask me to come to Weishenme?"

Picking up the warm tea on the table, Hibiscus slowly raised his head, his cyan wide sleeves raised slightly in the evening breeze, and looked at Gu Cheng indifferently. Since he entered this courtyard, Mu Hibiscus has not said a word to Gu Cheng, he is used to silence, she is not a person who talks much, Gu Cheng weishenme came, to be honest, Mu Hibiscus was not interested in guessing.

If it's for the task, it doesn't hurt to say it directly, since Gu Cheng hasn't said it until now, it proves that the purpose of his trip has nothing to do with official business.

Seeing that Jinniang didn't say a word, Gu Cheng lowered his head and laughed, and also picked up the tea on the table, took a sip, and asked as if unintentionally:

"When did you learn to drink tea? I thought people like you would never learn from those vassals and elegant manners. ”

People like "they" naturally refer to Hibiscus and Hibiscus. Mu Hibiscus raised his eyebrows, and his slender cyan body leaned a little lazily against the pillar on the side, looking at Gu Cheng's gaze. There is a careless sparseness. A faint answer:

"People change. If you didn't like it before, it doesn't mean you don't like it now, and if you liked it before, it doesn't mean you like it now. ”

In fact, this kind of thing is tea, it's not the first time she has drunk it, she didn't think it tasted like anything before, but then the cup of tea that Qing Sanjin held in the real shijie conference room made her taste a little delicious. So when Gu Cheng came today, he invited him to tea, and there was nothing else to do.

For tea, it is too profound to say that it is good or bad, and Hibiscus can't learn the mastery of the tea ceremony from those children of the Eight Banners, nor can he taste the difference between good tea and bad tea, but maybe he looks at people and things from a different angle, and everything around him has a different meaning interpretation.

For her answer, Gu Cheng glanced at her deeply, and his expression was slightly gloomy. Lowering his eyes slightly, he looked at the white porcelain teacup in his hand in the starlight. No longer entangled in the cup of tea in his hand, his voice was low and soothing, and he said:

"Actually, I came just because I had some knots in my heart, I didn't know who to talk to, I didn't want to talk to the person I wanted to hear, I wanted to tell the person I wanted to tell her, she didn't necessarily want to listen to me, so I could only come to you."

"Then how do you know that I must want to hear you?"

Looking at the man opposite, lazily leaning on the hibiscus on the pillar, a trace of astringency suddenly appeared in his heart. She could see that Gu Cheng was not in a good mood today, although he covered it up seamlessly, but a person like him who was forbearant and silent could say so many things today, which was not normal in itself, which indirectly proved that his mood was very low.

As soon as people's mood is low, they want to find a venting stall, Gu Cheng lives so well, he is a banner in the hearts of all recruits, so his heart is fragile, so he can't allow wanton venting, and after being suppressed for a long time, his heart is naturally distressed.

This kind of hardship, Mu Hibiscus empathizes, she was also a soldier, the duty of a soldier is to protect the family and defend the country, they must always be strong, there is no bitterness to say and there are tears, sometimes it is so depressed that people can go crazy.

After all, it was a man who had liked him for so many years, and in the face of Gu Cheng's vulnerability, which had never been shown in front of the world, it was impossible for her to turn a blind eye for a while.

It was deathly silent again, floating quietly between the two, Gu Cheng was still sitting upright at the end of the desk, Qingjun was firm and positive, smiled self-deprecatingly, and took the initiative to ignore Jinniang's words full of faint sarcasm, and said to himself:

"You know, I used to like a girl, the situation was chaotic during that time, it wasn't the time to talk about love, but I couldn't help but be moved... You know, soldiers, children's personal feelings are always put after protecting the family and defending the country, I once thought that she had no affection for me, so she left, and I never kept it.

Later, in times of peace, it was time to consider my own problems, and I talked to several girls, none of whom felt appropriate, and by chance, I reunited with her, and I had never really met, so I was moved again, and at that time I realized that I had always put her here. ”

Gu Cheng raised his hand, gently pressed his heart, closed his eyes, frowned, took a deep breath, adjusted his emotions, looked at the lazy Jinniang who was leaning on the pillar opposite, and looked at her indifferent and indifferent gaze, a little painful, a little messy and continued:

"Once, she told me that she used to like a man very much, and she would apply to go to that man's station every time she was transferred, and her liking was obvious and careful, and in order to be able to breathe the same air under the sky as that man, she could not even take her life, but she would never take the initiative to tell him how unforgettable her liking was.

I always thought that she was ruthless to me, but it wasn't until her information was exposed a few days ago that I found out that her military trajectory had been following me all along, and every successful execution of my mission was planned by her behind the scenes...... The man she was talking about had always been me.

But it's late, I finally understand that it's too late, her eyes have been cast from my body to another man's body, 25 years, so many years, she is wandering alone, I let it go... What do you think I've done? ”

As he spoke, Gu Cheng paused, put down the tea that had been cold in his hand, as if he had finished his life, he looked a little tired, but he still straightened his waist strongly, paused for a moment, smiled bitterly, his lean body lay on the desk, buried his head in the crook of his arm, and asked in a hoarse voice, full of self-disgust:

"Jin Niang, do you think I'm to blame, a fool?"

"......, it's fine."

The lazy hibiscus was really uncomfortable in his heart, leaning on the pillar, looking at the white-robed man lying on the desk opposite, maybe people are like this, the stronger they are, the more unwilling they are to confide in their hearts, the occasional fragility can move people's hearts, looking at Gu Cheng's fragility, saying that there is no discomfort at this moment, it is a lie.

Perhaps, she should say something! After thinking about it for a long time, only when the hustle and bustle in the forest gradually fell silent, Mu Hibiscus sighed slightly, raised his head slightly, but still leaned on the pillar casually, and in this quiet night, he opened his mouth lightly, and said:

"In my memory, there was also the girl you said who liked a person so much, he was strong, upright, standing in the crowd, always with firm eyes, and his posture was straight like a tree growing in xiangshang, teaching people to look at it, and they could unconsciously be full of positive energy.

I like him at that time, there were also wars, he was very busy, running around on the battlefield every day for the hatred of the country and family, for those great sentiments that I could not understand, he squandered his blood and life to the fullest, without hesitation or hesitation, with noble beliefs, and was a lovely and respectable person.

A person like me, never willing to bow his head easily, stubbornly unwilling to take the initiative to show his heart, I am always waiting, waiting for him to find me, waiting for him to come to me, I like him for many years, and I have waited for him for many years, I thought I was careless and dispensable in his mind, so I mercilessly gave up liking him, but until now... Right now.

Later, I finally understood that for so many years, we had been missing each other and living proudly. What do you say is to blame, but in fact, my own character is much better than his? Sometimes feelings can't be made, and it's really not one person's fault. ”

Like Gu Cheng, Mu Hibiscus also said a lot of things tonight, some things can't be said clearly because of the existence of the confidentiality agreement, she is just telling Gu Cheng in this way that he is a man worthy of being cherished by others, she no longer likes him, it is not Gu Cheng's problem alone, she also has a big problem herself. This is a character flaw that cannot be unmedied or changed.

The life of the NPC is opened, in fact, it is only at the moment when the game begins to operate, and the so-called memory of Hibiscus can actually be understood as the memory of Hibiscus, which is difficult to explain scientifically, just like a tree pole, which keeps rising, and then separates two branches.

Before the game was opened, Hibiscus and Hibiscus shared a memory, and after the game was operated, Hibiscus and Hibiscus had different experiences, and their memories would be separated into two separate memories.

Therefore, Gu Cheng can be understood as the person in Jinniang's mouth is Gu Cheng in Mu Hibiscus's memory. And because of Jinniang's words, Gu Cheng slowly raised his head, and a pair of firm eyes looked at her as if they were on fire, full of hope and despair, and asked:

"Then you say, if the person you like turns around and is willing to give up his pride to fulfill your Qinggao, will you still give him a chance?"

Will it? Under the starry sky, Hibiscus propped up her head and quietly looked at Gu Cheng who was sitting opposite, the night breeze blew, lifting a strand of hair from her ears, and the corner of her eyes suddenly saw a black shadow flashing outside the fence, as if it was an illusion. After a long time, Hibiscus leaned his head back against the wooden pillars, shook his head slowly, and said softly, regardless of whether there was or not:

"So, is it still the one I like? In fact, we are all the same, it's hard to turn back, proud like him, how can he tolerate me who has cheated emotionally, proud like me, how can he be willing to stay with a man who is not willing to put up with me? I thought, since I've missed it, what's the use of going and retaining it? The so-called love is deep and shallow, so let's ......"

The author has something to say********************************

Pink ticket for Xiexie's "Night of the Night Charm". I can't add it today, I'm going to go to the women and children today to get the results of the Tang sieve of the cubs, hehe, a lot of pink. (To be continued......)