Chapter 873: Let go

In the afternoon, An Zinan got a notice that she was going to accompany Su Hongwen to New York, when she first got the notice, An Zinan's mood was as complicated as Su Hongwen, she hoped to have a chance to be alone with Su Hongwen, but she didn't want to have too much contact with him, An Zinan spent an afternoon in a tangled, she didn't want to go to Feng Xu to refuse this business trip, but she stood up several times and went to Feng Xu's office, but she just didn't have the courage to knock on the door and say that she didn't want to go.

An Zinan didn't know what was wrong with her, and walked out in despair after work, Ouyang Yuqin chased after her and said, "Xiao Nan wait for me, alas, what's wrong with you?" Why is your face so ugly? ”

An Zinan wanted to tell Ouyang Yuqin that she was going to accompany Su Hongwen to New York, but when the words came to her mouth, they became: "I'm fine, but I'm a little unwell." ”

Ouyang Yuqin said worriedly: "It's not a big deal, right?" Would you like to find someone to take a look? ”

An Zinan shook his head and forced a smile: "No, I'm a doctor myself, can't I see this disease myself?" Don't worry, I'm really nothing, I just didn't sleep well yesterday, and the air conditioner turned on a little bit and caught a cold. ”

Ouyang Yuqin saw that An Zinan really didn't look like she was in trouble, so she was not so worried in her heart, so she took her hand and said, "I still want to find you to go shopping, since you are sick, then forget it, go home and rest, I will go home too." ”

After the two separated, An Zinan went home, and it was as if she had lost her soul during the meal, today An Zinan's parents were not at home for entertainment, just her and An Zifeng's brother and sister, An Zifeng looked at her sister's soul and said with concern: "Xiao Nan, what's wrong with you?" Under the weather? ”

An Zinan raised her head and looked at her brother. opened her mouth to say something but didn't say a word, and after a while, she suddenly gritted her teeth and said, "Brother Hospital sent me to New York in three days to accompany Su Hongwen to attend an academic exchange meeting, do you see this?" ”

An Zifeng put down the dishes and chopsticks and sighed, "You still can't forget him?" ”

An Zinan lowered her head and didn't nod or shake her head, she actually didn't know what she thought, in short, she had him in her heart, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't drive him away from her heart, she didn't want to tell Ouyang Yuqin about going to New York with Su Hongwen three days later, she also had her selfish intentions in her heart, she didn't want Ouyang Yuqin to know that she was going to accompany Su Hongwen to New York. She was afraid that Ouyang Yuqin would think too much about it. She was also a little afraid that Ouyang Yuqin would really snatch Su Hongwen away, but she didn't want to go, she didn't know how to face Su Hongwen.

An Zinan's mood was very entangled, and she couldn't help it before she told her brother about it. She hoped that her brother would help her with an idea.

An Zinan saw that her sister didn't speak. Stood up and sat next to her, reached out and grabbed her shoulder, let her lean on her shoulder, and said, "Brother Xiao Nan, I have a heartfelt word for you." Actually, I hope you can be with him, you shouldn't sacrifice your life's happiness for the sake of your family, it's not fair to you. It's not fair to him, but we are different from ordinary people, sometimes we are helpless, we have to make sacrifices for the sake of our families, and even sacrifice our own happiness. ”

"Sometimes I think it's good that both of us brothers and sisters are ordinary people, even if we have no money and no power, but we can at least choose the life we want according to our own ideas, but we are not ordinary people, we have to do something for this family, the family forced you to break up with him, I know you are wronged, and the family's approach is also a bit excessive, hurting you and making you unhappy for so many years."

Speaking of this, An Zifeng stroked his sister's soft and long black hair, he raised his head slightly and exhaled and said: "I'm sorry for you at home, but things are already like this, everyone in the capital knows that you and Ye Jiaze are about to get married, there is no way to change this, if you really don't marry him, our family and the Ye family will become a laughing stock, and the two families will break up completely. If you really tear your face with the Ye family, our family will be in danger, so you have to marry Ye Jiaze. ”

"I feel like I'm a bastard when I say these things, you're my sister, my own sister, I want you to be happy, but I'm ......"

"Brother, don't say it, I understand." An Zinan's eyes were red, but she tried not to let the tears fall.

"Since you can't let go of Su Hongwen, then go with him this time, you two make a decision, you should let go, you can't keep doing this, my brother really doesn't want to see you unhappy, go find a chance to talk to him, although I don't know Su Hongwen well, but I can also see that he is not a stalker, as long as you tell him clearly, he will understand, maybe he will let you go a long time ago."

Speaking of this, An Zifeng paused and thought about the wording: "I know you don't like Ye Jiaze, to be honest, I don't like him very much, he is too proud, no one cares about him, this is his shortcoming, but I believe that he will also have advantages, it's just that we haven't found it, this time you and Su Hongwen talked about the matter and made a decision, and you and Ye Jiaze will also have a good talk after you come back, you have to look for his advantages and try to fall in love with him, so that you can be happy." ”

An Zinan nodded slightly and said, "I will, brother, don't worry." Speaking of this, An Zinan gently pushed him away and forced a smile on his face: "Okay, let's not talk about this, eat, eat." ”

An Zifeng was still in a bad mood when he saw his sister's smiling face, he could see that his sister was pretending to be fine, she still couldn't let go of Su Hongwen, that kid was really good, so good that he would be surprised, if he and his family could have predicted that Su Hongwen would have today, I am afraid they would not be in a hurry to break them up, maybe they would have matched, then my sister would not be so uncomfortable.

But these are assumptions, time can't be repeated, there is no if, things become like this, it can only be said that God is unfair, creation makes people, no wonder, everyone has their own role in this world, they all have to follow the path of this role, there is no way to turn back, I just hope that my sister can get through it as much as possible, and let time dilute it.

An Zinan went back to his room after eating, looked at his messy room, and suddenly remembered Su Hongwen's words when he said that she was a donkey dung ball, and remembered that he was so angry with this sentence that he ignored him for a day, so anxious that he scratched his ears and cheeks and tried his best to please himself, his dull appearance was quite cute, but at that time he didn't expect to be the same passerby as him.

sighed for a while An Zinan began to pack up her things, she tidied up her room neatly, and then found a big suitcase and put her favorite clothes inside, this time she was going to make a break with Su Hongwen, and at the same time she also had to show her most beautiful side in front of him, she hoped that Su Hongwen would always remember her most beautiful appearance.

A woman's mind is really weird, and she wants to let go completely, is there any need to show her most beautiful side to the other party? Many people will think that there is no need for this, but the two people who can't forget each other have selfish thoughts in their hearts to let each other never forget their own selfishness, people are originally selfish animals, and their feelings are equally selfish, and there is nothing wrong with An Zinan's thoughts.

An Zifeng sat in his room and wondered if he was going to tell Ye Jiaze about his sister going to New York with Su Hongwen, and by the way, he said a few words to him, so that he didn't think about it, but after thinking about it, he didn't make this call, he was worried that he would try his best to stop this matter if he sued Ye Jiaze, if this was the case, it would only make things worse and make his sister look down on him even more.

On the other side, Su Hongwen was talking to Gao Huaiyuan about the group in a teahouse, and today Gao Huaiyuan came to Su Hongwen mainly because of the batch of new anti-cancer drugs.

At this time, Gao Huaiyuan is directing his subordinates to send batches of drugs and equipment to major tertiary hospitals across the country, because there is a nod from above, and this kind of medicine and equipment are monopoly products, and there is no other branch, so it is still very smooth to enter the major tertiary hospitals, Xie Guangyi and those people have no big moves, and there is some acquiescence.

But the blame is here, it stands to reason that Xie Guangyi and these people don't want Su Hongwen to reach out to hospitals in other provinces, after all, these drugs and devices are too special, and the use of them for a long time will greatly increase Su Hongwen's influence in hospitals and patients, and Su Hongwen also sent a special person to be responsible for the preservation and maintenance of these drugs and equipment, aren't Xie Guangyi afraid that Su Hongwen will use his growing influence to promote his medical reform policy with those people?

They must have been afraid, but why didn't they move? The resistance has not appeared until now, which made Gao Huaiyuan wary, and the main reason for bringing Su Hongwen here today is to talk about this matter.

After hearing this, Su Hongwen was also very puzzled, according to Xie Guangyi's previous style of doing things, they would definitely jump out and make trouble, but they didn't make any moves at all, what do these people want to do?

The two of them thought for a long time and didn't have a clue, and finally Su Hongwen said: "This thing is indeed strange, but we don't need to find a way to test them, so as to respond to all changes. ”

Gao Huaiyuan nodded and said: "It's only like this first, I will keep an eye on them, as soon as they make any moves, I will immediately sue you, by the way, Hongwen, did you go to the United States to participate in the academic exchange meeting this time to help promote our medicines?" ”

Su Hongwen nodded and said, "That's for sure, I can't go in vain, let's discuss this matter." (To be continued......)