Chapter 884: It's a pity it's not you

After An Zinan finished speaking, he untied a purple bracelet from his wrist, this bracelet is made of purple silk thread, and there are some yellow silk threads on it, but not much, if you pick up this bracelet and take a closer look, you will see that the yellow silk thread forms a "Su" character, and there are two very small and very small red sachets on the two purple ropes connected to the bracelet, one sachet is embroidered with golden silk thread "Happy" two boys, the other is embroidered with happiness, and there are two small silver bells on the two small sachets.

An Zinan took off the bracelet and didn't hand it to Su Hongwen directly, but said with a smile: "Stretch out your hand." ”

Su Hongwen only saw the words on the sachet clearly, but he didn't see the small word "Su" on the bracelet clearly, he slowly stretched out his hand, An Zinan tied the bracelet to him very carefully, she stretched out a finger and gently stroked the bracelet and murmured: "I didn't have any friends when I was in the United States, and I knitted the bracelet to pass the time after finishing my studies, this is the best I knitted, I hope it can bless you with happiness and happiness, you have to take good care of it." ”

Speaking of this, An Zinan slowly stood up and stretched out his hand to Su Hongwen and smiled: "I'll go to the airport by myself, you wait for them here, you have to take a night flight to New York, so you don't have to send me." ”

Su Hongwen stretched out his hand in a daze and shook it with An Zinan, An Zinan's hand was very cold, very slippery, and trembling slightly, An Zinan shook his hand with a light smile, and then withdrew his hand with all his strength, waved his hand at Su Hongwen with a smile, and then turned around and left.

Su Hongwen raised his hand in a daze and watched An Zinan leave, and it seemed that he could still feel the coolness on her hands. It seemed that the faint aroma of An Zinan's body could still be smelled in his snort, but the person gradually drifted away, and the figure gradually disappeared into Su Hongwen's field of vision.

An Zinan didn't look back, she knew that she had to make a decision at this time, for the sake of Su Hongwen and her family, she was leaving, leaving Su Hongwen forever, never seeing each other again in this life, only by doing so could she save Su Hongwen's future and save the face of her family and the Ye family, she had been trying to show that she was fine. I'm laughing all the time. But when she got into the taxi, she burst into tears.

But An Zinan, a stubborn girl, didn't make a sound, she tilted her head to look at the scene outside, the hospital had been left far behind, and the person who worried her in the hospital was nowhere to be seen.

How many would have died on the plane just now? At least I can die with him. That way you don't have to be so heartbroken. Thinking of this, An Zinan stretched out her hand to wipe her tears, and tried to make herself laugh, at least this ending was good for him. It's good for his own family, as long as he can be safe and happy, it's worth doing it himself.

Su Hongwen don't forget me, there is my hair in those two little sachets, I can't accompany you, just let them accompany you, if there is an afterlife I hope that we are all ordinary people, so that we can be together, shopping, eating, watching movies, quarreling, bickering, and other warm things like other ordinary couples, but unfortunately we can never enjoy these in this life, thank you for giving me a beautiful first love and giving me the best memories in my life, farewell, Su Hongwen!

The smile on An Zinan's face is very warm, but in this warmth, it is full of a trace of heart-wrenching pain, her tears are still falling, and the bright sunlight outside the car spills in through the car window, shining on these teardrops and emitting a colorful luster, which makes people intoxicated, sad, and heart-wrenching.

The sun was very warm, the song "It's a pity it's not you" was playing in the car, and the heartbreaking sound floated to An Zinan's ears, she stretched out her hand and dragged her chin to listen to the song carefully, her heart was singing along, her tears were sliding silently, and her eyes flashed with nostalgia and sadness.

The sun was still shining in the afternoon after the crash, the city was noisy again, there were cars on the road, and pedestrians were smiling on their faces, as if the crisis just now had not happened at all, but it was on this sunny afternoon that a tear-stained woman heard the sound of heartbreak, and decided to destroy the happiness of her life with her own hands, she was no longer fighting, she was tired, very tired, very tired.

made a very cruel break with that person, leaving him a good memory of his first love, leaving him a bracelet that he knitted himself, with his surname on it, and the girl's two haircuts, these things are the only things An Zinan can leave to Su Hongwen.

The ending they have to face is that they will not see each other after today, and they should not know each other from now on, this ending is very cruel, and it is unfair to both of them, but what if it is not fair? This is life, this is the real world, some things can never go according to the best ideas, and the world will tell you what real life is with the cruelest truth.

An Zinan and Su Hong's text are two parallel lines that never intersect, the creator played a little joke with them, the space where they were distorted, and then their two parallel lines intersected, but then the creator found out that he was wrong, he forcibly broke them up, so that they became two parallel lines that never intersect again, one on the top and one on the bottom, so they went on their own tracks, and after many years, when they were old and couldn't walk, they would sit in a rocking chair and bask in the warm sun to put their share of youth, about the first love of the good memories to take out the sun, so that this yellowed memory also feel the warmth of the sun.

Love is very beautiful, but it is also the most hurtful, the two people who once loved to die and live have become strangers after many years, the sweetness of the past, the heartbreak after the breakup, and the strangeness of the present draw a crack in the hearts of the two people, which can never be healed, suddenly heard a word, saw a landscape, and burst into tears for no reason, because of these words, this scenery ripped open the wound again, and the blood fell drop by drop, the former sea vow was very beautiful, and now the strangeness is very cruel.

On the long road of life, we are in love, separated, and strange like An Zinan and Su Hongwen, everything is changing, but what remains unchanged is the yellowed and heart-wrenching memory of the past.

Many people are desperately trying to forget the person who was with him, forget all the things that Jì had with him, but in the end they found that it was in vain, there is no forgetfulness in this world, time can fade the memory of the past, but you can never cruelly strip it from your mind.

An Zinan didn't think about forgetting Su Hongwen and forgetting jì once, she wanted to remember these firmly, she didn't want to forget jì every minute and every second, these memories were her spiritual pillars to live, although it was painful, but it gave her strength and courage.

Two days later, An Zinan will hold a wedding with Ye Jiaze in a hurry, she will wear the most beautiful wedding dress and show her most beautiful side to the world, but unfortunately the person who accompanies her is not Su Hongwen, but a person who is very strange to her and even disgusts her, Su Hongwen can't see her most beautiful side, which is An Zinan's biggest regret in this life.

Tears drifted in the warm sunshine, An Zinan stubbornly wiped away the remaining tears on her face, the smile on her face was warm and clean, it was over, it was over, it was over, it was time to put it down, and the way it should be walked had to continue, she kept muttering these words.

On the other side, Su Hongwen was gently stroking the bracelet that seemed to still have An Zinan's body temperature, he stroked it all at once, not daring to use any more force, he was afraid of breaking the only thing An Zinan left for him.

His mind went blank with his head down, he had forgotten where he was, was it really over like this? Is it really a passerby from now on? Su Hongwen kept asking himself, and suddenly some fragments of memory surged in his mind, it seemed that it was also on such a sunny afternoon, An Zinan smiled and said to herself that if one day they died, they must die soon, she said that she wanted to die in her arms.

The silver bell-like laughter drifted away on that sunny afternoon, An Zinan's smile was very clear, but Su Hongwen forgot his expression at that time, he only remembered that he hugged her, kissed her slightly cool forehead and muttered that he would not die with her, never die, and he would be with her forever.

This is a former oath, Su Hongwen has always thought that these vows will come true, but he was wrong, very wrong, in the end, An Zinan still left, leaving him only a bracelet, why didn't he stop her just now and not let her go? What are you struggling with?

Is it just watching her marry Ye Jiaze and be depressed for the rest of her life? What are you afraid of?

Su Hongwen kept asking himself, over and over again, time passed in his rhetorical question, the dark clouds didn't know when the sun was blocked, the warm sunlight that made people feel was gone, the whole world was gloomy, and it didn't take long for the raindrops of soybeans to fall.

Suddenly the rain poured down, and the heavy rain made the world a little cold, the dim light, the smell of disinfectant water, and the man who sat in the chair and continued to caress the bracelet gently.

Su Hongwen felt that he was left alone in the whole world, he clenched his hands into fists and slowly stood up and looked in the direction An Zinan left, he wanted to chase it, but his feet were filled with lead, and he couldn't take a step.

Xue Changyi didn't know when he walked to his side and opened his mouth and said, "Dean Su, none of us are injured, there is still a flight to New York in the afternoon, I have already booked the ticket, and we will leave in 20 minutes." ”

Su Hongwen was pulled back into reality by Xue Changyi's words, he nodded blankly, and then sat down again with a long sigh, at this time his mobile phone rang, Su Hongwen picked up the mobile phone in despair and said in a low voice: "Hey." (To be continued......)