Chapter 394: For Your Own Selfishness
"Are you kidding?" Li Zhixian was stupid, at this moment she had a thought that Li Huanhuan was crazy, or that she was crazy, and she was crazy for so long and suddenly said it was a joke?
Li Huanhuan looked at Li Zhixian's completely stunned appearance, his face finally calmed down, not only his expression, but also his heart, just now the emotional outburst provoked by Li Zhixian, the only thing he wanted was to get this woman, and now this thought is still very deep, but ...... Li Huanhuan doesn't really want to be a man who lives completely for women.
"The five-year agreement is not a joke, but what I said just now is a joke, I will give you three months, if you don't agree to accept this relationship, you will be an ordinary friend in the future, but according to what you promised me, after five years, unless I give up on you, I don't know what I will do, maybe you are thinking, five years of cold treatment, our relationship will slowly return to flat, indeed, this possibility is very high, but if you only think about this aspect, then you may be different in the future!"
"So, after three months, tell me if I want to be a prep couple, and everything else can be left to time!"
Li Joy has changed!
Yes, Li Zhixian obviously felt that Li Huanhuan had changed, and he was a little less humane......
In the past, Li Huanhuan, although he was always a bit dictatorial, but Li Zhixian could feel a strong human touch from him, although he was a little poisonous, but he was very good to people, but he never took the initiative to express it, and it was rare that kind of strong to annoying.
But at this moment, Li Zhixian obviously felt that Li Huanhuan had changed and became a little unfamiliar. Some are dictatorial, some are ...... Terrible.
Li Huanhuan likes Li Zhixian, and Li Zhixian does like Li Huanhuan. The likes of the two are from ambiguity to emotional suppression, and then to the most demurthy outburst, in fact, I really want to say that this is just like, not love.
If you really want to compare, with the relationship between yourself and Park Suzhen when they were in love, this is still far from it. It's just that at the moment of the outbreak, Li Huanhuan mixed too many things that made him so excited.
And now I come to my senses. Li Huanhuan finally saw the reality clearly, feelings are never a person's only choice, once Li Huanhuan thought about getting married again, how to live after marriage. But the current Li Huanhuan has no such thoughts at all.
There was so much to do in his life. Looking back on the situation in the past year, emotional problems have never had a positive effect on what he has to do, on the contrary, in the hard work, various emotional problems have become part of the pressure.
At this moment, Li Huanhuan was a little tired, and he also understood a little, why are so many workaholics single, not that they really like to work. I don't have much interest in anything other than my work, but sometimes emotions don't necessarily help my career. Of course, the opposite will also happen.
Now Li Huanhuan's situation is the former.
So Li Huanhuan figured it out, chose the simplest and crude, and somewhat excessive method, in fact, he felt that it was difficult to achieve this promise to do his best after five years, but what if it was really realized.
Li Huanhuan thought about it for a while, if the relationship with Li Zhixian really faded after five years, but he really fulfilled his promise, then he would never smile and say, 'Let him pass in the past!' ’。
On the contrary, if the relationship between the two parties fades in five years, maybe Li Huanhuan will choose to be emotionless and rude, as he said, unless Li Zhixian leaves this circle, he will definitely get it, even if he raises it.
Li Huanhuan doesn't know if he is a little crazy, but at the moment his heart is very calm, like is like, want is want, what you don't like should be refused, what is the future, although it is impossible to qualify, but now Li Huanhuan is alive, so he will have his own thoughts.
And with such an idea, of course, Li Huanhuan is completely from his own point of view, and he already feels that enough, really enough, he really doesn't want to be an idiot.
When the interruption continues, it is chaotic.
At this moment, Li Huanhuan finally sorted out the troubled green silk, and his mentality finally changed, no longer thirsty for perfection, no longer silent to deal with, like is like, dislike is not like, emotion ...... It can't be put first in life yet.
Maybe Li Zhixian just stimulated Li Huanhuan at this juncture, causing Li Huanhuan to really transform, and the change was very huge.
Maybe it's because this person happens to be Li Zhixian, so she is so unrelenting, so she wants to get it, and even this kind of idea seems to have nothing to do with it.
"You're really crazy!" This time Li Zhixian said very seriously, and his mood did not fluctuate at all, but he just looked at Li Huanhuan coldly.
Li Huanhuan still shook his head, and then replied lightly: "I'm normal, you just need to see me as the second ancestor of the chaebol in the TV series, in the past when I watched those bloody TV series, there would always be this kind of line 'What I want has never been obtained!'" Of course, I won't say that, because I think it's stupid, but I want to say that as long as it's within my reach, what I want to do, I will not give up, it's not so much that I'm crazy, it's that I'm bad! ”
"No, no, you're not crazy, you're not going bad, you're getting cold-blooded, do you really like me?" Li Zhixian seemed to feel something, and suddenly looked at Li Huanhuan and asked seriously.
Li Huanhuan was slightly stunned, 'Is it cold-blooded?' Thinking about it carefully, Li Huanhuan suddenly shook his head and said, "No, it's not cold-blooded!" ”
"What's that!" Li Zhixian asked in a somewhat cold tone.
"It's selfish!"
Lee Ji-hyun was stunned.
Li Huanhuan looked at her, his face suddenly softened, and then said as if talking to himself: "I actually lived a very good life when I was a child, I had a father and a mother, and there were many friends who could play together, but a car accident made me an orphan, and those so-called relatives were not willing to adopt me, life in the orphanage was very boring and lonely, there were not too many people who paid attention to your feelings, and I had to learn to do a lot of things, and since then I have understood what I want, and I have to work hard to get it!" ”
"Coming to this strange country in South Korea, because of the xenophobia of this country, I feel very disgusted, I hate Koreans, at least most Koreans, here I am an adopted foreign child, no matter what I have to do, I need to put in more effort, but fortunately, I didn't want to get anything here, so when I was in school, I became the 'bad boy' that many people feared, and then lived a relatively free and troublesome life, until Min Kyung's parents had an accident!"
"In the past two years, I have been like leaving this country many times, leaving a lot of things that I can't stand anymore, although I have a lot of dissatisfaction here, but I also owe too many debts to pay off...... I can't leave, and during this time, I also understood that what I want to get, I can't rely on anything other than myself, and it's far from enough to just work hard, in addition to hard work, I also need to have means, brains, money, and many, many things...... I've grown a lot, a lot, but!! ”
Saying this, Li Huanhuan's words suddenly changed, the expression on his face suddenly became a little serious, his eyes widened a lot, he looked bright, looked at Li Zhixian, and seemed to say to himself: "But I have never done anything for myself, recalling the past except for the first love, I haven't thought about or considered for myself, and I haven't done anything myself, really no, it seems that I am always running for others, for those friends, for those guys in the Peace Guardians group, for my father and mother, forcing me to go to college, Even for a promise to take over the company, keep running, fail, step into the entertainment industry, and those emotional entanglements, it's not my desire...... Can't I do something for myself? ”
"So I'm not crazy, it's just selfishness, even if the whole world is pushing me forward, I want to have something of my own, crazy or bad, dictatorial, cold-blooded or whatever, I don't care!"
"Phew, this is the first time that I want to do something for myself so strongly, maybe it's a little too much, or the sentence just now, give me the answer in three months, no, give me the answer a month after the release of T-ARA's first studio album, this time you can choose to refuse, as I just said, this is the end of our relationship...... Including T-ARA!"
Li Huanhuan is gone.
After saying a lot of words, Li Huanhuan turned around and walked into the heavy rain, the solid and tall body, there was no bending in the rain, the pace was very large, the speed was very fast, and slowly Li Huanhuan had disappeared from Li Zhixian's sight.
Outside the pavilion, it was still pouring rain, and the sound of the rain covered up the sound, and slowly the mist became more and more, and everything around looked foggy again, and Li Huanhuan's figure could not be seen at all.
And at this moment, Li Zhixian seemed to suddenly understand and suddenly understood, why did such a cool man as Li Huanhuan have emotional distress to ask himself, and he also understood that Li Huanhuan was not willing to take over Jiang Minjing's father's company, and worked hard for it, so many unwilling, so many ......
It seems that the world is pushing Li Huanhuan forward, compared to ordinary people, Li Huanhuan may be very powerful, and much richer than ordinary people, but everyone is the same, they are happy in suffering, and they don't want to do things that they don't want to do, but they can't do anything good.
At this moment, Li Zhixian suddenly felt that Li Huanhuan was so pitiful, and he was so pitiful.
Why did so much misfortune happen to Li Huan? Why did such misfortune happen to me again?
"Perhaps, if you choose him from the beginning, everything will be completely different!" (To be continued......)