Chapter 54: Knowing Everything (25)
Because it was the emperor's departure, there were a lot of people seeing him off.
Except for the nobles of the royal palace, and the ministers of the country, and the envoys sent by various countries.
Although the country is small, there are still many countries that are smaller than it. In any case, Wei Guo, who could not match a big country like Xiling in the south, could only rely on dealing with these small countries, and Wei Guo's contacts with them made their lives rich and happy, so in their hearts, the death of King Wei was undoubtedly a bolt from the blue.
And among these envoys, naturally the south and the east are indispensable.
Standing on the stone corridor, Nangong Luojing looked at the memorial hall where people came and went, the atmosphere there not only made her feel depressed, maybe it was her illusion, when she stood there, she could always feel as if a pair of eyes were watching her, as if she wanted to see her through and see through.
"What's the matter? What are you looking at?" Seeing her staring intently at the main hall, Feng Yihan couldn't help but worry about her body, she just said that she couldn't stand the oppressive air inside, so she took her out to breathe, but now, she stared at that place intently, which made him very worried.
Facing his concern, Nangong Luo Jing reciprocated with a faint smile, "It's nothing, just look there." ”
The light of her eyes shifted as her eyes shifted, Feng Yihan saw that her eyes were a little flushed, took her hands, and said with concern: "Knowing your life experience, will you hate him?"
Her eyes slowly focused in a certain place, she didn't know what she was looking at, she only knew that her heart was chewing on his words repeatedly.
These days, she has learned a lot, about this palace once had a peerless ** concubine was honored as Concubine Li, she became the Wei Wang ** concubine eight months after giving birth to a baby girl, in the face of the woman for him to give birth to an heir, Wei Wang Dayue, ordered the whole country to celebrate three days, a banquet to celebrate the birth of this life.
However, behind this lively and festive scene, for this baby girl, there are many legends about the origin of her life in the country.
Some people say that the woman gave birth to an eight-month-old child before ten months into the palace, I really don't know if King Wei is pretending to be stupid or really broad-minded enough to raise children for others.
However, those who said this were all arrested and imprisoned for insulting the Holy Lord and the princess.
Over time, people became afraid, afraid that they would one day be imprisoned, so they never mentioned it.
I heard that the ** concubine was grateful to Dade because of the king's kindness, but everyone knew that everything he did was just for his wolf ambitions.
Over the years, he has done many things in secret, even some of which are unknown. This is the person who raised her to adulthood.
A sigh fell, Nangong Luojing's eyes also followed the thought little by little, she felt as if she was in a bottomless abyss, she wanted to leave but couldn't get rid of such a danger, and the only way was to keep falling, she didn't even know where she would fall.
Seeing her thinking about something, Feng Yihan just wanted to comfort her, but at this moment, he only heard the palace people behind him call the king, he glanced at the palace people, and nodded at him with a look of coldness on his face.
For him, no matter how important the matter is now, there is no trace of sorrow on her face, he wants to share it for her, but has he ever thought that her sorrow is something he can't share, because for her, even if the past is forgotten, but it still exists, she doesn't remember, others remember, she can't erase the thoughts in other people's minds.
"Are you thinking about what you've heard these days?" asked her again with concern, Feng Yihan's eyes were full of doting, he didn't like the endless silence left between them, and he didn't like her silence in front of him, but what if he didn't like it? She did it anyway, making him helpless to the point of being extremely conflicted.
Just when she thought her mind was going to sink hopelessly, she heard the voice of the gentle man beside her, and his voice made her feel that she was not the only one in this world, but that there was another person who accompanied her throughout, and that person was him.
Turning her around, he made her look directly into his eyes, not allowing any dodging, and asked solemnly: "There is a question that this king has never asked you, and today, this king needs an answer from you." ”
Looking at the serious expression on his face, Nangong Luo Jing was a little surprised that he would say this, and couldn't help but have some doubts in her heart, because of his seriousness, she also nodded cautiously.
"Have you ever thought about recovering your memories?" Looking at her pupils, he saw himself, saw himself in her eyes, as her husband, he has the responsibility and more than anyone else wants her to recover her memory, to restore her feelings for him, but, these days, his heart is also extremely contradictory, contradictory whether he should recover her memory for her, for her, the current life is actually very good, her current unhappiness and sadness, far less than her unhappiness and sadness after recovering her memory, he is afraid, afraid that she will collapse after knowing the past, the damage that King Wei gave her is too great, he has always been her respected father, but now he has become a despicable and shameless villain, and he also knows that with her personality, she will forgive King Wei's death, but more importantly, she will embarrass herself, and her sadness and sadness are definitely no less than a daughter losing her father.
She doesn't care about other people's harm to her, she is kind-hearted, so kind that even those who hurt her can forgive, like this, he feels distressed, he doesn't want her to be more lost than now because of recovering her memory.
So she has the right to decide whether she wants the memories of the past or not.
Patiently waiting for Nangong Luojing's answer, Feng Yihan's eyes took a few moments, in fact, he didn't care what the answer was, the important thing was that she was still by his side, this time he decided to take her out, and he never planned to go back with her!
"I was lost, when I knew I had lost all my memories of the past, I felt like I was just living in this world alone, and other people knew about my past and I didn't know anything, and it was hard to feel like that······" She spoke softly of the struggles and pain she had had, her eyes flashing with a bit of sadness, "I'm still so confused, I admit it." ”
A self-deprecating smile on her face made him feel his heart unconsciously tugging together when he looked at it.