Li Ruishan apologized and took out her phone from her bag.

I saw that it was Xia Jun calling.

After hesitating for a moment, he picked it up.

"Hey-Da"

"Got up?" Xia Jun asked happily on the other end of the phone.

"I'm outside." Li Ruishan paused and replied.

"Oh, I thought you were still asleep, and I didn't dare call you!

Have you had lunch? Xia Jun asked again.

"Eating!"

"Oh, then you can eat, I'll stew chicken porridge for you for dinner."

"No, I'll go home in a while and go straight to work in the evening."

"Okay, then I'll make it a supper for you." Xia Jun replied with some grievances.

"Well, that's it for now, you go to dinner!" Li Ruishan said directly.

"Good! See you in the evening! After Xia Jun finished speaking, he hung up the phone directly, and did not give Li Ruishan a chance to refuse.

Li Ruishan was stunned for a few seconds before putting away her phone.

raised his head and met Lin Xingzhi's gaze.

Li Ruishan didn't plan to explain, just picked up chopsticks and continued to eat.

Lin Xingzhi didn't ask, because the promise was already clear at a glance.

"Rui Shan, wouldn't it be too hard to be with such a person?" After Lin Xingzhi finished eating, he couldn't help but ask.

"If you like it, you won't feel hard.

But I'm not with anyone right now,

So I don't know what you call such a person,

What kind of person does it refer to? Li Ruishan replied in two by four.

"Rui Shan, you just continue to pretend to be confused.

That way I can continue to pretend to be confused. ”

"I'm not pretending to be confused, and neither do you.

Let's be honest,

On your terms, what kind of girl are you looking for,

There's no need to waste time on me. Li Ruishan replied bluntly.

After the words were spoken, I felt that the last two sentences were somewhat familiar.

It seems that many years ago, she also told Xia Jun.

As a result, it is equivalent to not saying it.

Xia Jun didn't know what tactful rejection and subtle expression was.

"Since what kind of girl I'm looking for doesn't,

Why can't you get what you want? Lin Xingzhi asked rhetorically.

"Stop,

There is a sentence, in fact, I wanted to tell you a long time ago,

I just can't say it all the time.

Now don't blame me for being too direct.

I just feel the need to make you understand.

I won't accept you,

It's not because you're not good enough, not good enough,

It's because every time I see you, I think of Ruyi.

I don't want to live later in life,

To be caught in the painful toss of such a cycle.

You may know about my relationship with Ruyi, or maybe you don't.

But I can tell you for sure,

Ruyi is my first love,

You know for a teenage girl,

Does first love mean anything?

It means that she will always remember this relationship, this person.

Regardless of the outcome.

What's more, Ru Yi left me in this way,

Do you think I'll forget him? Li Ruishan looked at Lin Xingzhi and said seriously.

"What you mean is,

You'd rather find a stranger to settle in,

Won't be with me, will you? Lin Xingzhi smiled bitterly and asked rhetorically.

"I'm not going to settle, but I'm not going to be with you either." Li Ruishan responded succinctly.

"I'm until