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Park Ji-yeon really feels that she is so tired, obviously she is just a teenage girl, she has given so much, she has realized her dream of standing on the stage, and she just needs to go on unswervingly and create her own brilliance. However, along the way, I didn't feel bitter when I was a trainee, and I didn't feel tired when my debut was far away, but now I feel so tired when I stand on the stage I have dreamed of for a long time!

I have been determined to become an excellent artist since I was a child, and the feeling of being cheered by so many people and shouting my name is really too tempting and confusing to be able to perform my proud voice and dance on such a gorgeous stage. For this reason, I have worked hard and finally made my debut.

When she debuted, she saw a lot of stars who she could only think about before, and it was the first time she had such close contact with them, and she can't forget the excitement and excitement to this day. At that time, I and all my sisters were the same idea, to develop our own combination, and strive to surpass these predecessors and create our own brilliance!

Even at the beginning, Enjingoni said words that surpassed them in front of the seniors of the girlhood who was the general trend. But that's when it started, and my combination changed completely. The sisters' plans to be one-minded are gone, and the idea of working hard is gone, but there are more ideas that the entertainment industry can do anything to get to the top.

It is undeniable that this idea is not wrong, but I didn't expect that the implementation of such an idea would be so tiring. In order to fight for weight and compete with the seniors outside, in order to create a topic, you can ignore your own image, and even now even the sisters who said that they would work together are now at odds with each other! Being in such a life surrounded by darkness. Park Ji-yeon really feels tired!

Especially looking at the goals that I once wanted to surpass, the seniors of Girls' Generation have been in the same boat through thick and thin, and I have seen that the other combinations are also sisters who are moving forward together, but I am intrigued every day, and I am just a teenage girl, do I have to live like this?

It was this year that the company decided to change the captain, and this is when everyone knew. It turns out that everything about them is not fixed, and the captain is not fixed, but in turn. Even the current members are not fixed, and the company is still cultivating other people, and it is possible to add them again at any time. Now it's just a plus, does it mean that it can also be developed into a replacement later?

After knowing the news, Park Ji-yeon, like her sisters, was also very insecure, and even everyone made a plan that if someone was added in the future, she must be squeezed out! A combination that has already been detached from morality. Now that they are treated so distrustfully by the company, everyone is more wary of each other.

Although the portfolio is developing well, in such a deformed team and a cruel company, it is really a daily torment. Finally, today, Park Ji-yeon couldn't stand the depression of such a life, and secretly ran out to buy drunk alone. However, I was already very depressed, but I even met a conversation with a drunk gangster.

Thinking of the scene just now, Park Ji-yeon still has palpitations. If it weren't for Li Tianyu's sudden appearance, I really don't know what it would be like later. Thinking about what just happened. Park Ji-yeon thought of Li Tianyu knocking on his head just now and wanted to teach himself a lesson, "It would be great if I could really have such an intimate relationship with Tianyu OPPA!" ”

Li Tianyu looked at Park Ji-yeon, who was looking at him with a strange look, and knew that his behavior just now seemed to be a little too abrupt, but he was still a little angry when he thought of such a young girl and came to the nightclub like this. For girls who don't understand self-love. Li Tianyu has always been very angry.

"What's wrong? Can't I teach you a few words? Are you not convinced? Li Tianyu deliberately took out a senior posture.

Hearing Li Tianyu's words, Park Ji-yeon also reacted that she seemed to be out of shape, but fortunately she was not seen by Li Tianyu, thinking like this, Park Ji-yeon immediately turned her head and whispered, "No, senior, thank you, senior." If it weren't for the seniors, I really don't know what to do. ”

"Since you know that this is a chaotic place, what are you doing here as a little girl, in case something happens, not to mention anything else, at least the saddest thing will be your parents, not to mention that you are still an artist, if something really happens, your identity as an artist will be considered to be the end." Li Tianyu said.

"Yes, I know it's wrong, it's just that I've been in a bad mood lately, so I came here!" Park Ji-yeon whispered.

"Forget it, fortunately nothing happened, I'll send you back now, a girl shouldn't spend the night outside so late, and your group of sisters, how can you let you come out alone? Did you quarrel? Lee Tianwoo asked Park Ji-yeon while starting the car.

Hearing Lee Tianwoo talk about his sisters, a trace of loss flashed in Park Ji-yeon's eyes, "No, we, we ......"

When Lee Tianwoo heard Park Ji-yeon's words, he suddenly thought of the "bullying incident" of Yoo Hwa-young and Arlinn that appeared in the crown group in the future, but Lee Tian-woo remembered that when he first saw the crown, they were still a group of high-spirited little girls, especially at that time, Eun-jeong, who was the captain, said in front of Taeyeon that she wanted to "surpass girlhood!" At that time, their relationship should be very good, so that there will be no such thing as bullying.

Looking at Park Ji-yeon, who was bowing her head and looking depressed, she thought of them who were so tired the last time she saw them backstage at Hongcheon's concert, it seems that something must have happened between them during this period of time. And Lee Tianwoo also heard Sunny and Yuri talk about Hyo-min who was filming with them.

Both said that Hyo-min was under a lot of pressure, even to the point of insomnia. He also said that he once heard Hyomin say, "If I don't do this show well, the president will let me quit!" "That's the case. In this way, it seems that this group of girls should have become what they were later because of various pressures around them and the pressure of the company. Li Tianyu remembers that when he was 14 years old, the image of the crown fell sharply because of the domination incident, so that the lowest ranking of the girl group did not enter. Of course, there is also Kara who ran away because of Nicole and Ji-young!

Just through Park Ji-yeon's words and some expressions, Lee Tian-woo deduced some general situations. However, although he understood these things, Li Tianyu didn't know what to say, after all, he and the crown group were not so familiar with each other in either the previous life or this life. Although some pity for these girls, I don't know what to do!

In this way, Li Tianyu quickly drove Park Ji-yeon to the downstairs of their dormitory and opened the car door. Park Ji-yeon walked down. "It's okay for you to go up like this! You won't get caught by the broker, right? Li Tianyu asked.

"It's okay, the agent has something to do today. Thank you, seniors! Park Ji-yeon still lowered her head like that, bowed to Li Tianyu and thanked her, and then turned to leave.

Seeing that such a young girl in the flower season was so weak, Li Tianyu always felt quite pitiful, so when he saw that Park Ji-yeon was about to walk into the dormitory building, Li Tianyu suddenly shouted, "Park Ji-yeon xi" Park Ji-yeon turned around, and Li Tianyu continued: "If you or your sisters are not happy in your company." Come to our company! Of course, I'm just saying that, and it's up to you to decide what you want. Be careful when you go upstairs, I'll go back first. ”

Li Tianyu got in the car and drove towards the dormitory of Girls' Generation, for a group of girls who are not very familiar, he can do this Li Tianyu already feels that he has done his best, and the rest depends on the choices of these girls. And Li Tianyu remembered such words, it was not the first time he had said it to them.

Park Ji-yeon, who was standing in place, suddenly heard Li Tianyu's words, and her eyes, which were still cloudy and godless, suddenly brightened. The whole person also raised his head, "To the NO.1 company?" If we can change companies, with the help of Tianyu OPPA, will we have a different life?"

muttered so quietly that Park Ji-yeon walked into the elevator until she walked into the dormitory, thinking about the question just now. "Ji-yeon, you're back!" It wasn't until she heard Park So-yeon's words that Ji-yeon suddenly raised her head and looked left and right, and she didn't know when she was back in the dormitory.

"Ji-yeon, are you alright? Where are you alone so late? Park So-yeon asked. Since I knew the company's arrangement, the combination of centrifugal and detached from morality has now reached a point of storm. She is the only one who cares about this combination. But now she's about to feel stretched thin!

"Ernie." Ji-yeon looked up at her worried about her makeup, and looked left and right to see that the other sisters were in the living room. But they don't talk to each other as before, they all do their own things, and there is no scene where everyone chats and plays every day when they first debuted, "I don't want to live in this environment anymore".

"Ernie" Ji-yeon shouted Su-yeon again, after so long, so many sisters, only So-yeon has been working hard to change everyone's relationship. Ji-yeon suddenly grabbed So-yeon's hand, then pulled down the center of the living room, looked at the other sisters, and suddenly said loudly, "Ernies, I have something to say to you." Can you hear me for a few words? ”

Ji-yeon's sudden words surprised the other girls, for so long, they hadn't communicated with each other for a long time except under the camera, home was a haven for others, but for them it was a depressing grave. So now it's quite big Ji Yeon's words, and she looks at Ji Yeon in surprise. But that's all there is to it.

However, Ji-yeon doesn't care about the attitude of her sisters at all, as long as her sisters' attention is on herself. "Ernies, do you still want to live like this? Do you still want to live like this with a mask of hypocrisy every day? We are all such young girls, why are our hearts darker than politicians! Ji-yeon said loudly.

"Wasn't that what it was all decided in the first place? We don't have a strong backstage, we don't have good company resources, in order to improve our reputation, we can only put on masks and do whatever it takes, isn't this decided at the beginning? Eun Jing looked at Ji Yeon and said expressionlessly.

"Yes, this is what we decided, and I thought that as long as our group has popularity, we are called a first-class girl group, then everything else can be discarded. But now I know I was wrong, and I regret it! Now we are doing well, but every day when we come home, everyone is like an enemy. ”

"I don't want to live the life where we are good sisters in front of people and we don't even say a word behind our backs! Have you forgotten that we were in this room, we had a party for our debut, we cheered for the stage, we had a secret drink for the first time, have you forgotten all this? ”

Ji-yeon's words made the other girls in the crown fall into memories as well, but no one answered.

"Ernie you have forgotten, but I can't. Sapphire Oni, my first kiss was stolen by you, Cyrioni, let's take a bath together, and then change clothes for each other, Hyomin Oni, you always say that you don't have my big day and papaya milk in your chest, Enjing Oni, you always like to sleep with me, and Soyan Oni, I tell you every time I have something on my mind. Have you forgotten all these memories of Ernies? How could you forget? Ji-yeon was still shouting loudly.

Everyone else bowed their heads, how could girlish feelings, especially the friendship formed by such a young girl, be let go so easily?

"What's the use of talking about this now, those are all in the past, and now we are all working hard for ourselves, and friendship doesn't matter anymore." Curie said.

"Ernie, you're lying! If it doesn't matter, why cover the quilt every night? And Sapphire Oni, you gave up the position of "Undefeated Youth" to Hyomin Oni, didn't you? Enjo Oni, when you were filming my knot, you were always promoting us as a group and not yourself, didn't you? Why do you just refuse to admit it? Ji-yeon said loudly.

"Alright, Ji-yeon, don't say any more. You're right, although we don't seem to speak, but in each other's hearts, we still put any sister in it. It's just that the reality makes us have to do this, the captain takes turns, and there are reserve personnel in the back, if we don't work hard, we may be replaced at any time, and the company won't like to see us in a group, so Zhiyan, we are all a last resort! So-yeon spoke everyone's mind. (To be continued......)