Chapter 104: The fireworks are gone, and the moon is gone
On the street, the cold wind screamed and laughed through the sea of people, so that pedestrians couldn't help but tighten up their clothes and walk quickly, the sky seemed to be shrouded in a layer of black black dirty cloth, and there was no early starlight, and there was the possibility of snow at any time and anywhere.
And in this chaotic street, the two stood quietly, without saying a word.
Gu Yang's hands trembled slightly, and he was silent for a long time before he asked the girl: "Weishenme?" β
"Everyone has everyone's helplessness, many things, I can't control, in fact, being able to stay here for a semester is already my best effort."
Xu Yuexun didn't dare to look at Gu Yang's eyes, turned her face away, and said quietly.
The two were speechless for a while, only the cold wind was smiling and singing an ode to the joy of parting.
After a long while, the girl said in a relaxed tone: "Actually, these days with you are my happiest days." If the future is infinitely changing, we can't see how far our future is, but, at least this moment we once had, didn't we? β
As she spoke, Xu Yuexun's nose suddenly felt an irrepressible sourness, her eyes suddenly became sour, and her incomparably clear eyes were filled with water for a while, flowing down her cheeks.
"Zaijian, Gu Yang."
After saying these five words, she vigorously wiped away the tears on her face and turned to leave.
Gu Yang looked at her back, just stood like that, letting the other party move slowly, lengthening the distance between him and him.
Just give up?
He was silent, muttering to himself in his heart.
"You were reborn, and you just let the girl you like leave you?"
"Such cowardice, incompetence, can't even say a word of retention?"
"What are you afraid of?"
"Afraid of the huge gap between the two? Afraid of life upside down? Afraid that your life will be changed? β
"What is the meaning of your rebirth?"
"That's it, like a muddy beach???"
"In addition to taking the things of the predecessors out and pretending to be forced, when things happen, they will be soft???"
Thinking of this, he moved his feet, increased his speed, and ran wildly towards the other party.
No!
That's not how I want my life!
The cold wind slapped on his face, but it couldn't slow down Gu Yang's speed, his heart roared wildly, setting off a frenzy, but his face was calm, walking wildly through the flow of people, nothing could stop his footsteps anymore!
After all, he caught up with someone.
Pulling Xu Yuexun's hand over, Gu Yang looked at her face, there was still a little tear stain on the girl's face, and her eyes were red and full of sadness.
"Do you only care about what you once had?"
Gu Yang repeated this sentence, wiped the tears from the girl's face with his hand, and stated with a smile.
"Actually, I hate that."
"What I once had was just the past, but the future hasn't happened yet, and I want more than just the past, I want the present, and the future."
"If you are leaving after the first semester of high school, then please don't be sad, don't be sad, because the separation is temporary, I will cross the gap between mountains and rivers, fly over the untouchable clouds, tear up all the gloom that hinders us, I firmly believe that I will be able to do it, and you will believe in me, right?"
The girl looked at him confidently and calmly, and hummed in a low voice, and her eyes were red and tearful again.
Gu Yang chuckled for a few seconds, his face returned to flatness, looked at her very seriously, and said, "In fact, every parting is for a more beautiful reunion next time. β
When this sentence was said, Xu Yuexun finally couldn't control her emotions anymore, and tears flowed out.
Gu Yang reached out again to wipe away her tears, and his movements were very gentle: "Don't cry, okay?" I love seeing you smile, and you're the most beautiful when you smile. β
Xu Yuexun nodded, took a few seconds to calm her mood, and then tried her best to show a smile.
Leaving aside the stiffness of not smiling for many years, and the long-term joyless silence, her smile this time is very beautiful.
Looking at the girl's smile, Gu Yang moved the hand that wiped her tears to her hair, then his body was close, his lips leaned up, and the lips of the two finally touched together.
At this moment, Xu Yuexun's hand involuntarily hugged up, closed his eyes, and Gu Yang also closed his eyes.
On this street, the two hugged and kissed.
This is the first time.
The panicked hands don't know where to put them, they just want to hold each other firmly and never separate.
Passers-by glanced at the two hugging each other in surprise, most of them just smiled knowingly, and then left.
After kissing him, Xu Yuexun looked at him, his pupils reflected his shadow, his heart rejoiced, and he started a short conversation.
"You're going to miss me when I'm away."
"Hmm."
"When I'm away, you have to take care of yourself."
"Hmm."
"After I'm gone, don't call me, because that number won't work in the future, I'll call you if I have the chance."
"Hmm."
"Gu Yang."
"Huh?"
"I like you."
"Me too."
"Actually, I don't know what you want to do, and I don't know how broad your future is, but I know what your heart is."
Xu Yuexun stretched out her hand and pressed Gu Yang's chest, feeling the vigorous heartbeat, "It's hot, it's hot, it often screams silently in the middle of the night, painfully waiting for someone who can understand it to appear, I can understand its loneliness and loneliness." I am willing to accompany you, accompany your heart, and go to the earth and the wilderness together. β
"I hope you can always be with me."
"Forever, but not now, I'm gone."
"Hmm."
After Zuihou said these three words, the two hugged again, feeling each other's body temperature, and then parted.
Watching Xu Yuexun's back leave, and finally disappearing into the shadow at the end of the road, Gu Yang took a deep breath and did not leave immediately, standing in place, with a breath stirring in his chest.
I don't know which store set off fireworks, and in the sound of firing, the flames with a trace of tail flames flew into the air and exploded the gorgeous rainbow. Patches of white fell from the gloomy and unbright sky, and when I looked closely, it turned out to be snow, drifting and drifting with the whimpering wind, and it could not be stopped after all.
Looking at this chaotic city, he was inexplicably a little sentimental, and the thoughts in his mind flowed and turned into a short poem.
"This bleak shijie snow flutters,
Dancing with a noisy rainbow.
In the fleeting moment of the brilliant glass,
How many of the past have come to naught?
The whimpering wind of parting in celebration passed through the alley,
witnessed the oath of life and death.
Who accidentally fell into the web of infatuation,
Who has entered the cage of lovesickness again?
I look up at the sky,
The fireworks dispersed, and the moon was gone. β
End of this volume.
I originally wanted to open a single chapter to write a conclusion, but then I found that no one was reading it, so I could only write it here.
This short poem in this chapter is my own foolishness, and I hope you will not spoil the impression because of its clumsiness......
Well, writing here, whether it is a reader who likes the character of Xu Yuexun or a book friend who doesn't want to see this character, so far, I can tell you that there will probably be a long chapter without seeing her.
This is the trajectory plot of my outline, not to compromise anything, after all, this is Gu Yang's literary and artistic life, and feelings are only a part.
Actually, I like the role of Xu Yuexun myself, clean, weak, but she has her own opinions, and she can give herself to Gu Yang desperately, if my setting is her role in Gu Yang's usual daily life, I'm afraid it won't cause so much criticism. I think if that's the case, the unanimous choice of all book friends must be to accept her, after all, such a girl is worth guarding and cherishing.
stripped of the coat of her national art family, in fact, she is a very kind normal girl.
When I was writing about her, I hesitated whether I had to give her this identity, but after thinking about it for a long time, I decided to give it like this, otherwise many of the later plots would be difficult to write, and the foreshadowing would not be good. There are pros and cons, and many book friends in the book review area have complained that Xu Yuexun's appearance has ruined the feeling of the book, and some people even abandoned the book. In this regard, I can only silently accept the complaints, feel sorry for the departed book friends, and add ps to the plot where the two met for the first time and say that you can skip this part of the plot if you don't like it, and then continue to write the warm story between the two in the second volume.
Actually, I'm pretty stubborn, haha.
Well, the matter of this heroine has come to an end for the time being, and the next volume is the volume in which Gu Yang really became famous, that is, a series of climaxes.
From book signings, interviews, participating in shows, meeting directors and singers, and so on, this volume is far more exciting than the previous chapters.
may not have the tranquil warmth of the previous life, but it is the pride of life.
Of course, after the bloom, continue with that faint little feeling of freshness.
There is also the question of Zhou Xing being selected by a Korean company, I saw someone in the book review area say that most people may have this question, I must clarify that it was the Korean company that came to him, not that he chose the Korean company.
In this book, Huaxia's entertainment and cultural status is still quite high, and Korean companies poach a Chinese singer in order to enter the Chinese market, which is understandable, right?
Moreover, this is also a foreshadowing for Zhou Xing's advance into the Korean market, which is not expected to be used until the fourth or even fifth volume......
Ahem,Actually, I hate spoilers.,Because it destroys the reader's sense of expectation for the plot below.,So I don't answer the question of a single heroine and multiple heroines.,Say it's a single heroine.,Many people have no interest in the next female appearance.,Say it's a multi-heroine.,And there will be a lot of book friends who feel the feeling of destruction.,In this regard,Someone asked me about a single heroine.,I can only say.,Guess?
And,Recently, I read the situation in the book review area.,Impatient readers always like to spray water or drag it angrily.,Want to see the next plot.,But I can only say that these foreshadowing things are a must for this book.,If you pass by.,The book friends who are chasing more may be cool.,But the book friends who read in the back may feel that the writing is not detailed.,There is no sense of reality.,And then many problems pop up.,When the time comes, as the author, I have a headache.γ
Besides, the place where you think the water may be liked by other book friends, and the place where you think it is exciting will be skipped by some book friends, muttering in their hearts how can this author be so procrastinating?
Take the dating chapter between Xu Yuexun and Gu Yang as an example, some people in the book review area said that they liked the chapter of good water, and some people in the book review area said that they liked the warm chapter between the two, and when I saw these two completely different reactions from book friends, I had to scratch my scalp crazily......
After all, it's hard to reconcile.
I can only say, I hope readers have more patience, I really don't like spoilers all the time, it's too much to ruin the reader's sense of expectation and reading of the novel.
As a lover of words, I like to tell a story well, and I want the stories I write to end with a happy and beautiful ending.
Seriously, I hate tragedy, no matter how good and poignant that tragedy ends to.
Even if sadness is memorable and memorable, perfection is clichΓ© and memorable, I still choose a happy ending.
Because I hope that life is all about beauty.
Borrowing a poem from Haizi, I hope that readers who read the book can face the sea and bloom in spring.
In addition, this book will be on the shelves in early March.,It's probably the 7th or 8th.,When the time comes, please subscribe to your favorite readers and vote for a monthly ticket.,I'll be ruthless when it's on the shelves.,Stay tuned.γ
Next, the third volume begins.
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