59 I am destined to love you
Qi Ji hugged the concubine from behind again, hugged tightly, how the person in his arms fit his arms incomparably, they were like two pieces of a puzzle that were destined to be intact, and they were just put together.
His voice was mellow and magnetic, silently echoing throughout the silent room, floating in the concubine's heart.
"When I was 14 years old, I found myself in love with a girl, not simply liking, but the kind of deep love that I just want to hold her alone for the rest of my life, this is my first love, and it is also the only love in my life."
The concubine's tears fell even more fiercely, because this statement was like her cousin fell in love with a female classmate at school and had to rush back to her city, so she didn't even say goodbye to herself, her cousin loved someone else, and she loved so deeply, and when she got such a recognition, she felt like she had been cut off by life, and her heart was already hurting flesh and blood.
Feeling the trembling of the concubine, Qi Ji retracted his arms again, hugged her tightly, and continued: "At the same time that I found myself deeply in love with her, I found that God had canceled my right to stand by her side from the beginning. She was so beautiful, so innocent, so spotless, I must not insult her with my own filthy love, and in order to stop this mistake for me, I silently left her with my love for her, without saying a word. ”
Qi Ji lowered his head and asked softly in her ear, "Do you know who this girl is?" ”
The concubine bit her lower lip, her heart was hoping for the answer in that fantasy, she hoped it was true! She had never waited so nervously for something.
"That girl's name is Concubine Xia! A girl I love with my life! ”
Is it true? Isn't it a hallucination? The concubine bit it with her hand and sobbed in disbelief, but she clearly felt pain in her hand, she had never felt her name so good in her life.
Qi Ji turned the concubine's body around, and saw her biting her fist, closing her eyes and crying, she shed too many tears tonight, and she will never let any negative emotions appear on her face in the future, Qi Ji took down her gnawing fist, there were deep traces on it, kissed it distressedly, and then lowered her head and kept sucking her tears with her warm tongue.
This is the first time to feel the love of her cousin who has special feelings for her, the concubine feels incomparably happy in her heart, and she wants to shed tears when she is moved, she opens her eyes, she no longer needs to hide her heart, she looks at Qi Ji lovingly, and asks softly: "Weishenme After I came to you, you want to avoid me with this attitude all the time?" The concubine wanted to ask the question, to hear with her own ears what he really thought, although she knew that her cousin must have something unspeakable.
"Fool, don't fall in love with me if you can, don't fall in love with me, I don't want you to be as painful as me, this kind of pain, I can bear it alone, only in this way, you will stay away from me, and only in this way can I control myself and not possess you." Qi Ji sighed.
Concubine Xia, how can you have his love, and secretly fell in love with you from more than ten years ago, in order to protect you, in order not to hurt you, he resolutely chose a path that made you forget him, but he licked his wounds alone, and even after ten years, he did not hesitate to be indifferent, just to make you hate him and stay away from him, but he made a mistake, he didn't expect that he would also fall in love with him deeply! This is a fate destined for evil!