"Zihui thinks of me, and I am dabbled in clothes. If the son does not think about me, will there be no one else? The madness of the mad child!

Zihui thinks of me, and wades in clothes. If the son does not think about me, is there no other? The madness of the mad child! ”

If you still miss me, lift your clothes and cross the Qin River. If you don't miss me, won't anyone love me? You're such a silly boy!

If you still miss me, lift your clothes and cross the river. If you don't miss me, won't anyone love me? You're such a silly boy!

I never knew that when I saw the woman who gave me this poem again, my heart would hurt so much.

Ah Yuan touched the tip of his nose in embarrassment, and leaned over to salute: "Thank you for your concern, it's just that I'm very dull and good at forgetting, who are you?" ”

"You don't know me anymore? Ah Yuan ......", at that time, I looked very hurt, waved my hand to let my subordinates take a few steps back, and said abruptly: "Ah Yuan, don't you want to forgive me?" At the beginning, it was indeed my mother who forced me to go to Dengzhou Mansion to study, knowing that you were going to get married, I - I rushed back, let's say okay, elope - but I don't dare, Ah Yuan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......".

But Ah Yuan interrupted me so neatly: "This lord, the past has been forgotten, the women have forgotten all the past, thank you for your help today, I was able to save the lives of my mother and son, please leave your name, and I will repay it in the future." ”

There was silence, and my eyes were closed.

When I opened it again, it was a light breeze.

"Madame said well, this official is a person from Zhuyang, surnamed Wan Chongyang, the twenty-eighth of today's science and technology scholars, and is about to go to Qiyang to serve as the county commander, and it happens that Mrs. is in trouble, please allow Chongyang to give him a ride."

"I'm going to Beijing, will it delay your official business?" Ah Yuan's voice was much softer, and he felt close to him from the bones a long time ago. You can trust the feeling and come back.

However, in the end, she was rejected again and again. Even when his man failed her again and again.

I cheered up and said to her, "I knew you would be happy." ”

"Yes, I'm a weed on the side of the road, no matter how someone tramples on it, the more I live, the more solid I become!" Yuan smiled.

"I've actually been struggling with it, in the end, I decided whether it was right or not, and now, I'm not entangled, thank you for being alive. Still alive-".

Really, sometimes, as long as the person you love is alive.

At least once in your life, you should forget yourself for someone's sake. Don't ask for results, don't ask for peers, don't ask for what you once had, or even ask you to love me.

With the passage of time and washing, a person's feeling of first love is still unforgettable, and it is similar to ancient and modern.

I can't help but tear the woman I once liked. Striding into the night, for her, the sword mountain and the sea of fire, what about breaking through?

"I will wait for you, this time, and will not disappoint. You, to give me this chance, wait until you. ”

Ah Yuan's apricot kernel blinked, and blinked again, a cloud of mist. Flooding his eyes, Ah Yuan's voice was a little trance-like: "Wan Chongyang, now I, from this moment on, treat you as a good friend, and wait for me to meet safely!" ”

There is a kind of affection, called the friend of life and death, which refers to the friend who is willing to stand by your side on the edge of life and death all the time.

Then, in my memory, there was only a purple image left, and when Ah Yuan walked downstairs and slowly walked to the dining table, for a moment, the morning light in the inn seemed to be much brighter.

The cross-collared bandeau purple robe has a simple and delicate cut, and the cuffs and neckline are slightly embellished with three-dimensional patterns. A long black hair, with a curve on the top of the forehead, gracefully fixed behind the head, covered by fluffy coiled hair, except for the black knot, there is no decoration, but the whole person is immediately high, action, sexy and elegant.

The deep three-dimensional eyes are dyed with dark colors, without too much color, and the apricot kernel eyes are like a deep well, full of mystery. The eyeliner is deliberately strengthened to make tired eyes look clear and translucent, and the plump lips reveal a coral color moisturizer that adds a bit of vitality. The light blush, a large area of smudging cheekbones to the wings of the nose, makes Ah Yuan's whole color look very good and very healthy.

Who will tell me why there is a faint pain in my heart, as if a hole has been secretly eroded a long time ago, and suddenly the disguise has been removed, but it turns out that a corner that I have painstakingly treasured is just a deep wound.

Wan Chongyang has never been a brave person. Especially when I met Qi Ayuan, my courage became smaller and smaller at the critical moment.

Therefore, the woman named Qi Ayuan walked her own way without hesitation, and we became good friends, but we could no longer be heart-to-heart and be an intimate husband and wife.

Therefore, leaving a man named Wan Chongyang, regretted it countless times, regretted it countless times, and condemned himself countless times.

When the early guests in the inn sighed secretly, who heard the voice of a man who was completely heartbroken?

Is that what love is all about? For me, love is irreversible growth, love is irretrievable loss, love is irreplaceable pain, love is no one knows repentance, love is indescribable sorrow, love is impossible to face back.

If you lose something, you will never look back, and looking back is no longer the original affection.

The world is indeed very big, so big that there are bright flowers all over the eyes, you must think that you can pick a beautiful one, but why, your heart always misses the smile that bloomed early?

"You once copied to me the song "Clothes", I still keep it, Ah Yuan, I don't want to be a stupid boy anymore, I will wait for you to go back in Qiyang County, cross the Yellow River, cross the Qinhe River, cross the Pu River, I have the determination to cross all the difficulties and obstacles ......."

That time, he was stupid again, and suddenly confessed warmly, which shocked Ah Yuan.

I know that Ah Yuan has changed, the woman who let her body fall with white petals under the pear tree and wept silently, the woman who is so devoted to herself that she would rather elope and be swallowed up by the world than abandon her life, has disappeared......

Does Ah Yuan know that when I marry a wife, there is a little bit of something that is very similar to her?

Mother picked and chose so many "daughters-in-law", I was tired, finally. pointed at a few "beauty scrolls": "It's her!" ”

Because, this woman is also an apricot kernel eye, and the corners of her eyes are slightly raised, just like A Yuan. I once looked at each other with tears in my eyes.

Then, I also have a child, my wife always doesn't understand, why others are like a treasure to their son, but I just dote on the little daughter who inherited her apricot kernel eyes, named "Yuan'er", I always smile, take both mother and daughter in my arms, I, in fact, am very grateful to my wife. I can't explain.

I miss that woman in my heart, far away from me, very far away, because I was cowardly for a while, and completely lost the opportunity to be by her side. I can only regret it in a forbearant way.

Passing away from each other, life is as bright and transient as fireworks, and it has really passed quietly. Ah Yuan, cherish! Chongyang has only placed this sentence on it so far. Who doesn't cherish it? Who will regret it? Thousands of miles of floating life, the origin of the fate of the extinction.

When people reach middle age, they add nostalgia, and often take out a poem stolen from the county lord's mansion book a long time ago and read it silently, will Ah Yuan be angry?

"Who will be cold alone in the west wind. Xiao Xiao Huangye closed the window, pondering the past and setting up the remnant sun. was surprised by the wine and slept heavily, and the gambling books were consumed with the fragrance of tea, which was only ordinary at that time. ”

At that time, it was just an ordinary ......, Ah Yuan, have you ever felt sorry for someone who is eagerly nostalgic? The lucky man. Is it me?

At that time, the flowers were in full bloom on the pear tree, and the woman who was crying low under the pear tree was my eternal heartache! Why was it that "only the Tao was ordinary" at that time?

If you don't cherish and have beauty, how can you forget your former affection? The oath of "heaven wishes to be a winged bird, and the earth wishes to be a branch". Can't stand the test of young people's guts and courage, with the passage of time, the end of "a kind of lovesickness, two sorrows" waiting, the world of two people is no longer "ask the world, what is love, teach life and death promises", there is just that "the world is long and sometimes, this hatred is endless." ”

Perhaps, in the noise of the crowd, I can leave you temporarily, but every time you are quiet, you wear purple clothes and come to the figure and can't help but float in your heart, the flowers are flying, the vicissitudes of the world have fallen, the flowers and branches bloom brilliantly, and the aftertaste is endless. Loved, missed, tears, pained, only the faint fragrance, the veins and remnants, buried deep in the heart, reminiscing about the beauty of the past.

Many years later, every time I think about it, I still have that time of thinking, a burst of heartache, when the pear blossoms are in full bloom, I still dream, I want to go back to the past, go back to the origin of the original separation, and erase that separation......

Okay, I stayed in Qiyang County, just like Hu County's order, I also resolutely refused to leave this place, whether Ah Yuan entered the capital, became the queen mother, or traveled around, because, Ah Yuan's fiefdom is here, Ah Yuanle is here, Ah Yuan recalls, here......

I know what Ah Yuan has always wanted, to protect this land and build this land into a "sweet garden blessed land" for everyone, which is to be kind to her.

"Clothes" can only become a poignant song in memory, the apricot eyed, confident and stubborn woman, growing into a teenager, a man, a cinnabar mole on the chest, bright red, burning with the heartbeat, can no longer be revealed in front of people.

As long as my heart is still beating and my memory is still alive......

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If there is no accident, the book will be opened in August, and the initial plan is space text, friends, we will write the next book, goodbye!

Recommend a friend Yu Xiyan's book "Sister Chang":

The sixth lady of Yongning Houfu is white-skinned and beautiful, and she is a fighter in the United States and China.

But she was a concubine in the history of struggle, frail and sick, died early and lived a short life, and was replaced by a cousin as cannon fodder.

As cannon fodder, she is so low-key that she doesn't tune in, why does the heroine still want to kill her in seconds?

Stumble! Can the sisters still have fun?!

Sister: Good sister, good things should be shared, the male god brother-in-law is everyone!

Sister Chang lightly opened her lips and slowly spit out the words: Brother! House! Kindness!

- Although cannon fodder is easy, it is difficult to counterattack, and you can do it and ascend the throne!

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