Chapter XXXVII. Late-night introspection
Ruo Ning took a shower from the bathroom, wiped her hair and walked out, only to see Ren Shaochen sitting on the bed and talking on the phone.
She walked to the windowsill and wanted to dry her hair, but Ren Shaochen had hung up the phone, walked behind her, covered her towel, and said, "I'll wipe it for you." ”
"Are you addicted to wiping things today?" Ruo Ning glanced at Ren Shaochen and felt that he seemed a little abnormal and strange today.
Ren Shaochen pressed her to the chair, insisted on wiping her hair, and said in a low voice: "Xiexie, you are willing to come today, they are really happy." ”
"I'm also glad to see them, I don't have to tell me xiexie about this." Ruo Ning raised her head slightly, looked up at Ren Shaochen from below, and said: "And just like you said that they treat me as their own daughter, even if we divorce, in my heart, they are still my relatives." ”
Ruoning has always felt that although her marriage in Aiqing was not smooth, in other aspects, she can be described as lucky, Shen Rulan is a stepmother but better than her own mother, and Li Xueqin is mother-in-law and treats her extremely kindly.
It is precisely because the second elder of the Ren family treats her very well that she is unwilling to let them wait for a long time, and Zuihou may have nothing. Divorce, which is also one of the reasons.
"Ah Ning, you don't have to talk about it like this, to draw a clear line, are you afraid that I will forget?" Ren Shaochen felt that he had heard the words "we divorced" from her mouth countless times, and it seemed that he was reminding him every day.
She recovered from a failed marriage far faster than he did, and he was still not used to the fact that they had nothing to do with each other.
"Haven't you forgotten?" Ruo Ning raised her neck again, and complained: "Just now downstairs, you responded to the matter of giving birth to a child, but you asked me to be a wicked person to disappoint their hopes, why hold their grandson next year, where will they go to hug them when the time comes?" ”
Ren Shaochen stopped wiping her hair and began to blow her hair with a hair dryer.
The sound of the hair dryer sounded in his ears, and Ruo Ning only vaguely heard the second half of his sentence: "Children will always have it." ”
"There will indeed be, and now the woman who wants to have a child with you should be lined up from S City to Linshui Village." Ruo Ning answered casually, but she was also telling the truth, with Ren Shaochen's current status, it should be very simple to find a woman to have a child and meet the wishes of Ren's father and mother.
Ren Shaochen stopped the hair dryer and said seriously: "I didn't want to have sex with another woman." ”
Ruo Ning looked at him puzzled, but Ren Shaochen stopped talking, he turned on the hair dryer and continued to blow her hair.
Ruo Ning lowered her head, thinking about the meaning of Ren Shaochen's words just now. If you don't want to have sex with another woman, who do you want to have sex with? She?
No way, in the months before the divorce, he didn't even want to touch her. What's more, she tried for so long and didn't get pregnant.
Ruo Ning denied the answer in her heart, and didn't want to think about it anymore.
After blowing her hair, she turned the electric fan up twice and lay down comfortably on the bed.
At night in the village, the sound of insects is particularly clear, like a rhythmic sonata, accompanied by the sound, Ruo Ning's eyes slowly close.
When Ren Shaochen came out of the shower, she had already fallen into a light sleep, the summer was hot, and the thin quilt on her body was kicked away.
He walked over with a light step and put the thin quilt on her stomach for her.
Ruo Ning opened her eyes in a trance, and muttered in a low voice: "You're back"
Ren Shaochen was stunned, this sentence seemed to have been heard from her mouth a lot, and every time he came back late at night, she never slept waiting for him. So much so that after the divorce, he went home and faced the empty bedroom, always feeling that something was missing.
After Ruo Ning finished muttering, she closed her eyes again, and her breathing began to be light and long, this is a habit she has developed in the past two years, and she can only really sleep peacefully after waiting for Ren Shaochen.
Ren Shaochen went around to the other side of the bed and lay down, pressing the light off.
The moonlight shone through the thin gauze curtain and fell into the room.
Ruo Ning's long eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyelids, Ren Shaochen slept on his side, his face facing hers, and the bright moonlight covered her fair skin with a hazy feeling, looking thin and transparent, as if it would disappear from his eyes at any time.
As he himself said, he regretted the divorce. As a wife, Qu Ruoning is not half unqualified, but he is a derelict husband.
When he married her, he thought that he might not be able to give her Aiqing, but he tried his best to give her a more haode life. Five years, not long, not short, he worked wholeheartedly, and did give her more materials, he mistakenly thought that this was what a qualified husband should do, but he never thought that this was what Qu Ruoning wanted most.
In the past, there was no shortage of suitors around her who were more qualified than him, and if she wanted that, why bother.
Such a simple truth, he didn't figure it out until now.
Maybe it wasn't that I didn't think about it before, but I didn't sink down and pay attention to it.
He pondered and sighed softly.
He didn't know anything about her affection for him. When I was in college for a semester, there was always a primary school girl who appeared not far from him, and after many times, he gradually became familiar, and the acquaintance at the graduation party was also successful.
At that time, Lin Weiyang was still standing next to him, and he had no extra glances to give her.
After knowing each other for a long time, he got used to being a friend and a sister, she was a very easy person to get along with, and she would infiltrate around you unconsciously.
But overnight, their relationship was turned upside down. Later, he married her voluntarily and dutyily.
She said she regretted trapping him in this marriage for five years, and now he thinks about what he has done for her in five years, and it seems that she has always been giving. She was close to his family, she helped him in his career after graduation, and she lost her child because of his work
Qu Ruoning is too warm a person, and he seems to have been drawing energy from her. He suddenly understood that she was going to get a divorce, and no matter how warm she was, she couldn't stand being only asked for and not get.
He suddenly found that he had been ignoring a lot of things as a matter of course, relying on Ruoning's indomitable love and dedication.
"Ah Ning." Ren Shaochen raised his hand and stroked the fine strands of hair on his forehead, and called her name in a low voice.
"Huh?" Ruo Ning unconsciously dragged out a puzzled sound, but the person was still asleep.
"I'm sorry." After Ren Shaochen finished speaking, he laughed silently. After the divorce, Qu Ruoning likes to talk to him xiexie very much, and he himself often says sorry, and he said it twice today.
Ruo Ning vaguely heard the sound of someone talking, was disturbed by sleep, pursed her mouth, turned over, and turned her back to Ren Shaochen.
Ren Shaochen's arm rested on her pillow, gently rubbing her black hair.