Chapter 85
No, it's not that he has never had himself in his heart, but that he has never had a heart. Lin's mind was muddy, and he felt a pair of eyes looking at him with concern, and these eyes were Yulin's. Lin looked at Yu Lin, not unintentionally seeing Yu Lin's concerned gaze towards her, the tears in Lin's eyes couldn't fall, she looked at King Wu: "The prince has no heart!" ”
After saying this, Lin felt that his legs could no longer support him, and he did not fall down, it was Lin who felt that he could not appear in front of King Wu in such a posture. No, even if you lose, you can't fall on the shelf.
"My heart has never been on you. If you want, I can arrange for someone to send you out of the palace!" King Wu's words made the Lin family let out a frantic laugh, and when the laughter stopped, two lines of clear tears fell again: "Does the prince think that this is a favor to me?" Shall I kneel here and kowtow to the prince, thank the prince? Lord, have I spent all my twelve years of youth in the inner courtyard of this palace in vain? Lord Wang, the glory and wealth you gave me, and the honor you gave me, is it enough to compensate for this? Lord, the woman you love is a human being, do I just have no heart? ? ”
"Daddy!" Seeing that King Wu was still indifferent, Yulin shouted with some trembling, and King Wu raised a hand and signaled his daughter not to speak before saying to Lin: "Your heart, I never wanted it!" ”
This sentence pierced Lin's heart like a knife, Lin felt a sharp pain in his chest, it turned out that his heart would still hurt, Lin looked at King Wu, looked at this man he had been married for twelve years, and only then did he feel that he saw him clearly, this magnificent palace is like a prison, it can't be escaped, it will only turn people into a pile of soulless flesh and blood.
"I don't want to marry you, Lin, from the time your grandfather promised you to marry into the palace, all I could give you was Ronghua and Fugui, I used Ronghua and Fugui to buy your life, this is a fair deal, and the Lin family agreed."
The Lin family agreed, and it didn't matter if the Lin family itself agreed or not! Lin looked at King Wu and repeated King Wu's sentence before muttering: "I always thought that my grandfather felt sorry for me, but he couldn't ask for the position of concubine for me, so this is ......."
"It's not impossible for the Lin family to refuse, but if they refuse this marriage, the Lin family's career may have twists and turns! Your family, your mother's family, from the very beginning, began to give up on you from the beginning of agreeing to this marriage. That's what you think! ”
All the warmth and veins were torn apart in King Wu's words, and the words of his father and brother that day rang in Lin's ears again, what does it matter if the difference in reputation and score is so many years have passed. Lin closed his eyes, and then opened them: "What the prince wants to say, is it trying to tell me that this matter, no wonder the prince is alone?" ”
"No, I just wanted to tell you a fact! I won't have you in my heart, as for whether you have me in your heart, I don't care, all I can give you is glory and wealth. Anything else, I can't give, and I don't want to give! Every word of King Wu made Lin's heart even colder, and she looked at King Wu: "What does the prince mean, everything is my self-righteousness?" Everything is? ”
"You treated Yulin well, I remember!" That's all I can remember, Lin looked at Yulin, Yulin already had an anxious look on her face, Lin raised her hand and pointed at Yulin: "The princess is the heart and liver of the prince, then I want to ask the prince, if one day ......"
"Even if it kills me, I won't let my daughter be hurt in the slightest!" King Wu's answer completely disappointed Lin, she withdrew her hand and looked at King Wu: "I understand what the prince means, what the prince wants has always been a well-behaved and obedient woman who can run the palace." ”
Now, when she is no longer well-behaved and obedient, this woman should be abandoned, and her father and brother are not as good as they imagined, they have been abandoned by the family since a long time ago, and the words of grandfather when he died were just to appease his heart. Lin wanted to laugh and cry, and all his emotions were concentrated into one sentence: "That being the case, I implore the prince to allow the concubine to become a monk!" ”
From then on, the ancient Buddha of the green lantern no longer thinks about the troubles of the world.
"Good!" King Wu only replied with one word, Lin saluted King Wu in a daze, said goodbye, and when he was helped out of the house by the maid, he felt a piercing chill coming, it turned out that his flower season had ended as early as when his grandfather returned from the palace at the age of sixteen. And I still don't know it, thinking that my grandfather and brother still love me.
If you really want to refuse, why can't you refuse? At most, he was disgusted by the emperor for a few years, but it was only a few years. In their hearts, their daughter's happiness is not as good as the prosperity of the family after all. The Lin family thought of Queen Shun'an again, the woman who gave her life to get wealth for her family. In the end, she and she are just going to the same end.
"Daddy!" Waiting for the Lin family to leave, Yulin shouted, how could King Wu not understand his daughter's heart? He only looked at his daughter: "Yulin, in the world, not every pair of parents will love their children more than anything!" ”
"But Daddy treated Aunt Lin like that, it's a little too much!" Yulin's words made King Wu smile bitterly, and then King Wu said: "I can't give it to her, why bother to give her an illusory hope?" ”
"Daddy's heart is too ruthless!" Yulin's blame did not move King Wu: "Yulin, didn't I tell you?" Sometimes amorous people are actually the most ruthless. And ruthless people are not ruthless! If I give you Aunt Lin false hope, things will only get out of hand! "It's better to use glory and wealth than to use that vain heart, if it weren't for that, the Lin family wouldn't have been jealous until today.
King Wu let out a long sigh, Yulin didn't know what to say, just looked at his father, he had begun to age, and there were more and more gray hairs on his sideburns.
"I originally thought that after Daddy put it down, he would spend the rest of his days hand in hand with Aunt Lin!" Yulin's voice sounded suddenly, and King Wu reached out and patted his daughter's hand: "Sure enough, it's the little daughter's heart, I let it go, it doesn't mean that I have to accept another person." Your Aunt Lin is a good woman, but I don't like it! ”
I don't like it but I want her life, is this what power brings? Can make life or make people die, Yulin couldn't help but shudder, King Wu had already felt it, and said softly: "Yulin, you have always been in the court, and you don't know what power means. ”
I am so accustomed to everything that I don't know a lot of things.
"Daddy! I'd rather not know! Yulin pressed her forehead against the arm of her chair and muttered to herself. King Wu was silent for a moment before saying: "You have grown up, you have a horse, you have children, you should know a lot of things, you will encounter more and more things in the future, your words will make people live, will make people die, will make people rich, will make people poor." That's right. So Yulin, a lot of the time, don't talk nonsense! ”
These Wu kings had also told Yulin before, but Yulin didn't feel so really, and at this moment Yulin really felt all this, and couldn't talk nonsense, because every word he said would be written down and even used.
"Come and greet the prince!" The voice of the waiter sounded outside the door, and King Wu patted his daughter's hand: "Don't think about it so much, the horse is a good boy, and your life will be very good!" ”
When he spoke, Liu Jinsong had already walked in, he first saluted King Wu before looking at his wife, the smile on his lips was still so warm, making people feel a sense of steadiness, after Yulin saluted King Wu, he also withdrew with Liu Jinsong.
When I was in the house, I couldn't feel it, and when I walked out of the door, I found that it was already very late, and in the twilight palace, only the lanterns hanging under the eaves were shining. Yulin felt a cold she had never felt before, and wrapped her clothes tightly.
Liu Jinsong stretched out his hand and held his wife's hand in the palm of his hand, feeling that his wife's hand was cold and piercing, and couldn't help but ask softly: "What did the prince say to you inside, why are you like this?" ”
"I always thought I knew enough, but now I know that I still don't know that much!" As she spoke, Yulin rested her head on her husband's shoulder, and her steps did not move. Outside, Yulin never treated Liu Jinsong like this, and as soon as Liu Jinsong wanted to lift his wife's head with his hand, he heard a thin sobbing sound in his ears.
What's going on? Liu Jinsong was even more suspicious in his heart, but he didn't say it, just wrapped his wife around one hand and leaned his back against the pillar next to him, so as not to stand unsteady and let his wife sobble softly.
Yulin didn't cry for long, and soon looked up at her husband, barely showing a smile on her lips: "I'm sorry, I just suddenly felt sad, it turns out that many things are different from what I thought!" ”
The precocious, introverted and dignified princess is not Yulin's reality, just a shell. At this time, the shell was removed, revealing a fragile and helpless girl who panicked in the face of the real shijie.
Pity rose in Liu Jinsong's heart, and he held his wife's hand tighter: "Then I'm also willing to face these things with the princess, whether it's haode or bad!" ”
These words made the smile on Yulin's face really bloom, what more could she ask for? After that, the two didn't speak again, and returned to the house together, Xiao Wangshu was still asleep on the bed, Yulin looked at her daughter, and then said to Liu Jinsong: "Our daughter, you must know a lot of things!" ”
It's not deliberately decorated.,That beautiful haodeshijie.,It's a shijie with ugliness.,There's kindness.,There's cold and warmth! Liu Jinsong smiled, held his wife's hand and nodded heavily, even if she is a princess, many times, she can't stay in the greenhouse for a lifetime. The wind and rain outside will always blow in.
The news of the queen's closure of the palace to recuperate soon spread throughout the capital. When the Zhu family heard the news, they were almost panicked, Zhu Wei'an hurriedly went to find Mrs. Zhu and told him the shocking news, of course, the most important thing is to discuss countermeasures.
Even the old fox, like Mrs. Zhu, was stunned by this news, and pondered for a long time before asking people to call Mrs. Zhu, and the mother's family always asked to visit such a thing.
Mrs. Zhu was waiting for good news at home, who knew that she got the news, she didn't know which step was wrong, so she hurriedly went to see Mrs. Zhu, Mrs. Zhu had no other instructions, only let her enter the palace quickly and ask to visit the queen!
This is also what Mrs. Zhu thought in her heart, she changed her clothes and went to the palace, and passed the news of her request to visit the queen at the palace gate. In the past, you only need to wait for a while, and at most half an hour, someone will come to pass the queen's edict and let Mrs. Zhu enter the palace.
But today is different from the past, Mrs. Zhu waited for two hours before a palace maid came out, this palace maid's eyes were very raw, not common around the queen, Mrs. Zhu only felt that her heart began to beat suddenly.
Although I haven't seen it, this palace maid is also very polite to Mrs. Zhu, and after saluting, she said: "Niangniang has learned that the eldest lady is here, but His Majesty □ forgive Niangniang, saying that Niangniang is very sick and it is not good to see outsiders, so those who come to greet and visit will all refuse." If it weren't for the eldest lady being the mother's family, she wouldn't even be able to get the news in! Niangniang wanted to summon the eldest lady, but she was worried that Bixia was worried about Niangniang, so she disappeared. Please go back to the eldest lady, the mother is in the palace, everything is fine! ”
The palace maid said this closed door very tactfully, but Mrs. Zhu's heart began to sink, what is all right, deceive the three-year-old child, right? Mrs. Zhu settled down and said: "I naturally want to listen to Niangniang's will, but my father is very worried and doesn't know ......."
"Don't worry, Mrs. Niangniang is the queen of the middle palace and the mother of the world, this can never be changed, as for the rest, it is natural to seek benevolence!" The four words of seeking benevolence and benevolence fell in Mrs. Zhu's ears, like four thunderbolts.
The palace maid had already said again: "I've been out for a long time, and I'm going in!" Please also ask the eldest lady to go back and tell the old man that in the future, there is no need to come in to visit! After saying that, the palace maid saluted again, turned and went inside.
It's over, Mrs. Zhu only echoed these two words in her mind, her hands and feet were a little cold, and the maid next to her hurriedly stretched out her hand to support her, and said softly: "This palace person has said it very clearly, the eldest lady still goes back to report to the old prince, as for the rest, as long as our mother is still the queen, what are you afraid of?" ”
You know a! Mrs. Zhu was almost about to say such a thing, thinking that this was in the palace after all, she made up her mind and said: "You go and let people inquire, who is in charge of palace affairs in the palace now?" ”
The maid should be, let people inquire, and soon inquire back, although the queen said that she was sick, but the affairs of the palace were still managed by the female officials around the queen, and everyone else was business as usual. From this point of view, Bixia has no intention of abolishing the aftermath. Mrs. Zhu breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that it would be useless to stay here for a long time, so she went home to report to her father-in-law.
Finished! Mrs. Zhu listened to Mrs. Zhu come back and said in detail, and there were only these two words in her mind, the words of the palace maid were not the meaning of the queen, eight out of ten were the meaning of the emperor. The emperor's meaning is that the Zhu family will keep to themselves from now on and not cause trouble, so that they can enjoy wealth and prosperity, otherwise, the old lady Zhu's hand was helplessly gestured a few times there. Now that the Son of Heaven is alive, it is okay, once the Son of Heaven dies, will the princess of Qin, who has been looking at her family unpleasantly for a long time, still let her family go?
Mrs. Zhu turned around there a few times, Mrs. Zhu didn't stay long, and she left after finishing speaking, Zhu Wei'an had already spoken: "Grandfather, what can I do about this, do you want to be a man with my tail between my legs in the future?" This makes him sadder than killing Zhu Wei'an, he has been favored by the queen since he was a child, thinking that he will definitely marry Yulin, Zhu Wei'an doesn't know how to write the word convergence at all.
"You asked Princess Yongle to invite her concubine!" For the sake of today's plan, the only way to pull another rebel is to pull another rebel, after all, the Zhu family is the place where he was born, and if the Zhu family falls, his face will not be too good-looking. In this world, there is only one person like the Lord of Shun'an!
Zhu Wei'an was unhappy, but he was still ready to ask someone to invite him, Old Lady Zhu thought about it and said: "No, you go and invite in person, you don't have to come back if you don't invite it!" ”
Zhu Wei'an didn't dare to object, but he put the account on Liu Jinsong's head again, and he didn't know when he would be able to pay it back.
When Zhu Wei'an led people to Wu Wangfu, it was already about to be evening, and he handed over the post to explain his intentions, and the people from Wu Wangfu invited Zhu Wei'an in, and said that Liu Jinsong had not come back yet, and he had to wait for him.
Zhu Wei'an waited there, only to feel extremely anxious, especially when he thought that this was where Princess Yongle lived, and that he was only a stone's throw away from her, but he was about to become the end of the world, the anxiety in his heart was even deeper, and he couldn't wait to fly in to meet Yulin.
"What does Zhu Gongzi want to see me?" Zhu Wei'an was still thinking stupidly, Liu Jinsong's voice had been heard behind him, Zhu Wei'an turned around, and saw that Liu Jinsong was becoming more and more handsome, and there was no trace of the cramped look when he returned to Beijing at the beginning of the year, and the hatred was deeper, but he still said: "Liu Horse is invited, my grandfather recently got a pot of precious flowers, carefully cultivated, there is a bloom in winter, thinking that this rare scene can not be enjoyed by a family, I want to invite Liu Horse to enjoy it together." ”
Liu Jinsong sighed, his eyelids were not raised, Zhu Wei'an became more and more depressed, thinking of his grandfather's words and said: "My grandfather said that if this pot of flowers can really be cultivated, it will be dedicated to Bixia on New Year's Day, and Bo Bixia will smile!" ”
"Zhu Gongzi's meaning, I understand, it's just that it's getting late today, and after tomorrow's duty, I'll go to the house to enjoy the flowers!" Liu Jinsong originally planned to refuse, but after refusing, he was afraid that the Zhu family would come up with other ideas for him to go, so he was annoyed at that time, and he agreed after a deep sigh.
As long as he agrees to go, Zhu Wei'an said a few more words, and then said goodbye, Liu Jinsong sent him out, and only turned around and went back to the house after seeing him get on the horse, tomorrow's banquet, I am afraid that it will be a Hongmen banquet, but even if I know that it is a Hongmen banquet, I have to go.
"The Zhu family invited you back again?" Yulin listened to what her husband said before asking, Liu Jinsong snorted: "The hundred-legged insect is dead but not stiff, and his family is not dead, the prince is still his nephew, and it is normal for people to want to win me over." It's just that they don't know that I don't have any hatred for the Zhu family anymore! ”
When I first returned to Beijing, I had a bitter hatred for the Zhu family, and I hated that because of his family, my mother and myself had suffered for so many years, but now there is no hatred. Looking at his house, it's just a clown. If he really stayed in the Zhu family at the beginning, he didn't know how many ugly things he would have seen.
Yulin smiled lightly: "But his family doesn't know!" "Not only do I not know, but I may even think that as long as Liu Jinsong breathes this breath, I am afraid that Liu Jinsong will come back. Liu Jinsong held his wife's hand in his hand: "Yes, so Ming'er, I'm going to see the play!" ”
Yulin laughed again, in such a winter day, it is serious to talk and laugh on the stove, not to think about other things.
"The old lady wants to set up a banquet for the willow horses?" Wei also has ears to report God in this family, and besides, the kitchen received an order early in the morning to buy, how could Wei not know such a movement? The mother-in-law who reported the news nodded: "That's true, the little one still heard people whispering, saying that this time I'm just afraid that Liu Juma will change his surname and come back!" ”
This is the most unacceptable thing for the Wei family, Liu Jinsong wants to change his surname and return to the sect, but his son has no benefit, he is not as old as Liu Jinsong, and his identity is not as high as him. Wei's eyebrows furrowed: "What about the second master?" ”
"The second master is on the old lady's side!" Over there, Wei's eyebrows straightened, and he got up and said, "Invite the Ninth Master, let's go and see the old lady!" The maid hurriedly responded and went to invite Zhu Jiuye.
Zhu Jiuye is not young this year, he has already begun to discuss marriage at the age of thirteen or fourteen, and when he heard his mother's call, he hurried over, and when Wei saw his son, tears fell in his eyes: "Son, your grandfather wants to let that evil seed come back, and he will drive our mother and son away, your father is also willing, we will go to see the old lady now, and beg him not to drive us away, okay?" ”
Zhu Jiuye is the son of the Wei family, of course, he only looks at his mother, and what he is most afraid of is that when the eldest brother comes back, he will have nothing. Since the mother said it, Zhu Jiuye also nodded, and Wei took his son's hand tightly and went to the place where Old Lady Zhu lived.
At the gate of the garden, the little servants stopped Wei and said that the old lady said that no one would be seen today. This confirmed Wei's conjecture even more, and the old lady Zhu ignored their mother and son in order to let Liu Jinsong come back.
Wei Shi was really sad this time, and he knelt on the ground and cried: "Father-in-law, father-in-law, I have been in the Zhu family for so many years, and I have been doing housework for the Zhu family, why should my father-in-law drive me and my son out!" Crying, Wei pulled his son to his knees and twisted him heavily, and Zhu Jiuye also cried: "Grandfather, grandfather, I don't want to be driven away, Daddy, Daddy, come out quickly!" ”
Second Master Zhu was there and Old Master Zhu looked at how everyone arranged when he heard a cry outside, and listened carefully to a few times, Second Master Zhu's face turned red, and Old Master Zhu snorted heavily: "If you are still a man, you have to hold your daughter-in-law, and now you are here to cry and make a fuss, like what words?" ”
"Yes, Daddy taught you!" Second Master Zhu has always been afraid of his father, and there are already beads of sweat on his forehead at this time, and when he hears that his father wants to clean up his daughter-in-law by himself, Second Master Zhu is even more afraid.
"What are you doing standing here, why don't you get out quickly!" Old lady Zhu hated iron and said that the second master Zhu should be, and when he was about to turn around and go out, Old lady Zhu said indifferently: "If your daughter-in-law really doesn't listen, she will take a break!" ”
The author has something to say: in fact, etiquette and etiquette are two different things, but many people can't tell the difference.