Chapter 53: Misses & Faults

From the moment she hugged Shen Xichen, the worries in Yijing's heart seemed to be swallowed up and disappeared, and it seemed that the harder she tried, the lighter the feeling became, Yijing sniffed the fragrance on Shen Xichen's body, her forehead was against his exposed chest, her eyes were closed, and she didn't dare to peep into her wildly beating heart.

At the same time, she heard Shen Xichen's heartbeat, just like her.

Shen Xichen was hugged by Yijing for an instant, stunned in place and unable to move, his hands were stuck in mid-air, and he couldn't make the action of hugging Yijing back. He let Yi Jie hold him tightly, even if his breathing would be disturbed by it.

Half a beat slow, as if he was born so slow.

If it weren't for the fact that he felt the obvious protrusion of his lower abdomen because of the tight hug, he would not have suddenly become clear.

When the original god was returned, his hands finally stopped stiffening......

Yi Jing immediately pushed Shen Xichen away, and kept a certain distance from him, preventing him from having the opportunity to hold himself.

As if holding him just now was just an illusion, unreal, non-existent.

She just didn't want to sink any longer......

"I'm tired, go back to the room to rest......" dropped this sentence, Yiyi covered her face and fled.

I originally wanted to hug him tighter, but the bulge of her stomach made her unable to continue her impulse, so she had to decisively push him away.

Yijing never thought of asking Shen Xichen to hug her, she just wanted to express her feelings in her heart.

When you finish expressing it, you don't show it anymore.

In the black and white solemn room, only Shen Xichen remained, with the residual temperature of Yi Jing in his arms, and his hands crossed a beautiful arc in mid-air and fell to his legs.

Some things, once missed, become faults.

The phone rang suddenly.

After seeing a string of familiar numbers, Shen Xichen couldn't help but press the connect button.

"Mr. Shen, everything is going well here." This is the phone number that Shen Xichen dialed last time he was in the hospital, and as soon as he pressed the answer button, the other party's calm voice rang.

"Very good, continue to lead him into the pit, the foreign side, I will follow up." Gradually, pacing to the floor-to-ceiling windows, the depressed back seemed to be hidden in the night sky.

"Yes."

"When Xiang Youtian died, the video you secretly recorded was put away, right?" The gaze looking at the sky suddenly became cold, and Shen Xichen's eyes flashed with a great conspiracy.

"Yes, I've put it in two different places, and I'll send you the address when you need it. Now, it's not very convenient. "Both of them stayed in an extremely quiet place, so every word seemed clear.

Hearing this, the irritability in Shen Xichen's heart for days was slightly lowered and settled down a lot.

"Instigated Cheng Yi to sign a divorce agreement with Han Yijing, and use all methods, I don't need to teach you this." Thinking of Yi Jing's request just now, Shen Xichen opened his mouth.

This person's efficiency is not bad, otherwise he would not be so relieved to place him next to the tricky Cheng Yi.

"Okay, the divorce agreement will be delivered to the Shen family in a few days"

After speaking, both of them tacitly cut off the phone.

Looking at the garden downstairs unfathomably, Shen Xichen lit a cigarette.

He hadn't touched a cigarette for a long time, and he swallowed clouds and spitted fog in the silence of the night, remembering that in the past, whenever he was in a bad mood, he would take advantage of this to dispel his sorrows. He had forgotten how he had become addicted to cigarettes and alcohol, and in any case, these two things were the only things that could banish his boredom.

He is the one who walks on a dark and lonely path.

"In this world, I have nothing to say......

Therefore, I prefer to lie alone and silently in the deepest depths of darkness, listening to the darkness, the voices, and the whispers of those people.

Then two non-existent tears fell in sorrow, and I wanted to find someone to talk to, but there was no hope there, no one, no, there were no living souls there, there was nothing to say.

I lay alone in the deepest depths of darkness, and most of the time I slept deeply, enduring the inexplicable pain......

——Excerpt from Shen Xichen's heart. ”

Yiyi, who walked back to her room like a fugue, hurriedly took a shower, and then climbed into bed, wrapped her hands around the quilt but couldn't sleep.

I looked at the small alarm clock next to me and pouted, it was late at night, so I forced myself to close my eyes and sleep.

Walked into the dream in a trance, she saw Shen Xichen's lonely back dimly on a dark path, if it wasn't for the light on his body that made Yijing see him clearly, maybe, he would be quietly swallowed by the darkness until Yijing couldn't find him.

She seemed to hear the words in his heart, mixed with all kinds of helplessness and pain, echoing in that space.

Maybe there is really an electrocardiogram on shijie, which can allow two people to sense each other's hearts in different spaces, at this moment, in the dream, Yujian Shen Xichen's Yiyi said what was in her heart without any scruples.

Many things can't be said in person, and reality doesn't allow them to be said, so they can only be silently held in their hearts, and then rot and become fertilizer for people's growth.

This is a kind of experience, someone said this to Yiyi when I was a child.

Only by learning to be patient, only by learning to contain the impulse in your heart, and looking down on the clouds and clouds, and the flowers blooming and falling, can you become a carp that jumps out of the fish pond.

Regarding Shen Xichen's words, Yi Jing responded like this:

"You'll become something to talk about and someone to be lovable.

Because, I have always insisted on standing in the deepest part of the darkness, watching the flowers bloom, listening to the flowing water, and your sometimes painful breathing, and then carefully analyze, you are just used to being lonely, habitually dusting yourself, in fact, no, you forget, there has always been a person watching you in the depths of the darkness, even if you use it, even if you spurn it.

I began to step out of the depths of darkness and into your heart.

Believe me, I can heal your wounds and take you out of the boundless darkness......"

If she could, she would definitely go out of her way to understand the reason why Shen Xichen was arrogant and cold, and she would do her best to help him repair his wounds one by one, and try her best to warm him up.

But now these can only be silent, Yiyi is afraid of hurt, afraid of betrayal, she has the strongest heart on shijie, and at the same time, she has a fragile heart on shijie.

I can't resist the deception of the people around me.

Maybe they have always been only two parallel lines, if it weren't for Shen Xichen's moth to the fire and insisting on hitting Yijing, there would not be a lose-lose situation.

It is said that one person can enter another person's dream because he is thinking about her. Tonight, Shen Xichen missed Yiwen undeniably.

He took advantage of her to gain more status and wealth.

With the help of him, she exchanged for a temporary and stable life.