Otherwise, if it continues like this, it will become a boundless sea of suffering: "On the ninth day of the first month, it's cold, let's rest, warm up." Yu Xuan 丣 Xiao"

After Tang Chujiu's index finger zuihou picked a broken sound, he stopped, climbed up the wall, and asked in a surprising voice: "Nan Chang'an, have you ever had a woman?" ”

Nan Chang Anmo: "......" This is the legendary digging a pit, burying yourself, digging your own grave, digging your own grave!

Fortunately, Tang Chujiu did not dwell on the answer: "If you have a woman who is happy under others, will you feel unbearable?" ”

Nan Chang'an can answer this question with certainty: "Of course!" "It's a man, you can't stand it. From ancient times to the present, what man wants to be cuckolded?

Tang Chujiu looked up at the blue sky and white clouds, and said almost inaudibly: "Since that's the case, then why do you want to force her to a dead end." "If she is not desperate, what woman is willing to sell herself as a concubine? What woman doesn't care about fame!

Although the voice was very low, Nan Changan still heard it, and then thought of asking Old Man Zhang to investigate Tang Chujiu's identity, and suddenly understood that he was referring to Song Lanjun! Just selling yourself as a concubine? Is it the ninth day of the first month? Sold to whom? How could Old Man Zhang miss such important information? Nan Chang'an's thick eyebrows furrowed.

Tang Chujiu sullenly: "Nanchang'an, it is possible that you will no longer need to sharpen bamboo sticks in the future." "If the shop is gone, there will be nowhere to use the eaves if the sticks are sharpened.

Nan Chang'an was shocked and asked, "Chu Jiu, what's going on?" ”

Tang Chujiu didn't have the heart to say more, sighed, and waved his hand weakly: "I'm leaving." ”

Leaving Nan Chang'an tormented by the burning fire, unconsciously stroking the emerald green wrench on his thumb back and forth, he made a decision after a while. Although the time is not ripe now, we can only take risks.

Tang Chujiu returned to the house, unable to calm down what he was doing, like a trapped beast with nowhere to escape from all sides, extremely irritable and restless.

That night, I couldn't sleep well, and I finally fell asleep in the second half of the night, but I had a nightmare, and I dreamed that the shop was burned to ashes by a fire.

Gasping for breath and waking up, Tang Chujiu was covered in sweat, and his back was all wet, fortunately it was just a nightmare.

Cloaked up from the bed, stood in front of the window, looked at the full moon in the sky, and lost his mind.

Before the moon is spent, it is the most deceiving!

Back then, I wanted to make a riverside yarn during the day, and I was busy before and after, only at night, when everything was in order, could I have time to take a breath and have time to talk to Song Lanjun.

Therefore, all the sweet words, all the mountain alliances and sea oaths, are said under the moon before the flowers.

Tang Chujiu was so annoyed that he closed the window and closed the full moon outside the house.

Sitting in the dark, my heart is even more uncomfortable. zuihou, simply brought a basin of cold water and soaked his face in it.

The biting cold couldn't help but shiver, but he didn't care until he couldn't stand it anymore and didn't come out to breathe.

Bringing a towel to dry the water on his face and hair, Tang Chujiu sat down at the desk and stood up with Gu Qingchen's words.

Gu Qingchen, he's coming back soon. If it is calculated according to the distance, if nothing else, it should be just the year before the return to Beijing to catch up with the Chinese New Year.

After two pieces of paper, the sky was numb and bright, Tang Chujiu put down his pen and went to the stove house.

When I went to the store again, I was a little scared, and I was afraid that I would see Song Lanjun again. Every time I saw him, it was like a tough battle, which was extremely tiring, and my heart was even more tired.

See once, hurt once, hate once, annoyed once, disgusted once.

It turns out that for the same person, you can love to the extreme, and you can hate it to the extreme!

Sure enough, the most unbearable thing is the passing years.

Time can change everything, and it's true.

It wasn't until he walked into the store that Tang Chujiu's guard relaxed, and his cold face softened a lot, because he didn't touch Song Lanjun.

Taking Nanchang'an to sharpen the haode stick, he went to the backyard first, Old Man Zhang had already gotten up, but the person seemed to have a heavier cough than yesterday, Tang Chujiu took out the breakfast that was prepared in the bamboo courtyard and brought over, and then went to make a pot of hot tea: "Uncle Zhang, I'll ask the doctor to come and show you." ”

Old man Zhang took a sip of hot tea and squinted his eyes comfortably: "No, anyway, I'm idle now, I'll go to Dr. Zhang's house to check the pulse later, you can get busy." ”

That's okay, Tang Chujiu put his mind at ease: "Hmm." ”

After a while, I was busy surviving, and when I stopped, the fire was so dense that my forehead was covered with sweat, and my waist was a little sore, and I was beating it, so I heard Yang Xiaoan come in: "The head of the house, there is an old lady who said she wants to see you." ”

Old lady? Tang Chujiu flashed doubts, and then frowned, could it be?

lifted the curtain and went out, it was really Ning's, and Song Dongli who was wearing gold and silver.

Because he was making a fire in the stove house to boil sugar, Tang Chujiute accidentally wore a dark blue coarse cloth coat that was not dirty, and he also wrapped a piece of cloth on his head, and he did not wear makeup on his face, otherwise it would be easy to get confused when he sweated.

Ning looked at the living Tang Chujiu and cried with joy: "Chujiu, my child ......"

Tang Chujiu has some flavors in his heart, no matter how ruthless Song Lanjun is, but over the years, he has already had a deep relationship with the Ning family, and he really treats her as his mother.

Song Dongli saw Tang Chujiu, but his face changed greatly! Although Tang Chujiu was a little different now, she recognized at a glance that it was the person who humiliated her with another woman at the beginning! Hatred flashed in his eyes, very good, very good, he knew himself clearly, but he embarrassed him several times.

Tang Chujiu, you slut! No wonder my brother doesn't want you! I won't marry you! Deserve! Don't look in the mirror, what are you!!

This is in the lobby of the store, there are customers, Tang Chujiu doesn't want to disturb the business: "Come in with me, two of you." ”

took the two of them into the backyard, and went to make a pot of hot tea before sitting down.

Tea is ordinary flower tea, which Song Dongli dislikes and doesn't drink a sip.

Ning Shi was not disgusted, but had no intention of drinking tea, looking at Tang Chujiu, he was very excited: "Chujiu, it's good that you are still alive." ”

Tang Chujiu also had some guilt in his throat: "Old Madam Xie is worried." ”

This old lady made Ning's heart sad, Tang Chujiu used to be called his mother, but when he thought of it, it was because of seventeen that he became like this: "Chujiu, my mother knows, seventeen makes you sad." ”

Tang Chujiu bowed his head and was silent, implicitly resisting, not wanting to talk about Song Lanjun at all.

Ning Shi wiped away her tears with a handkerchief: "On the ninth day of the first month, my mother knows that you are bitter and resentful, in the final analysis, it is seventeen is not good." It's just the ninth day of the first month, a hundred years of cultivation can be spent in the same way, a thousand years of cultivation can be slept together, and the seventeenth is a thousand mistakes, but he is your husband in the end, so you can forgive him. These days, he doesn't have a good time. ”

…… Ning said a lot and persuaded for a long time, but Tang Chujiu was iron-hearted: "Old lady, Chujiu is living like this now, and he is very satisfied, and he doesn't dare to climb high and be a minister." Please come back. Ning frowned: "Chu Jiu, you kid, what do you say Gao Pan, you and Seventeen are husband and wife." Without you, there would be no Seventeen's current glory and wealth, and the scenery is infinite. Your goodness, your hard work, and your dedication, my mother remembers it. ”

Tang Chujiu didn't want to talk about the past anymore, because it was the biggest irony, coldly laughing at his unladylike encounters and unknown people!

Ning took Tang Chujiu's hand and patted it lightly: "Chujiu, be obedient, go back with your mother." ”

Tang Chujiu pulled out his hand: "Old lady, you can go, he and I can't go back." ”

Ning was very disappointed and helpless: "Chu Jiu, why are you so strong." After a pause, he came again: "The ninth day of the first month, are you because of the child?" You are still young, and there will definitely be children in the future. "How did Ning know that Song Lanjun used his hands and feet in the child's rhetoric, concealed the bloody cruelty of the abortion with his own hands, and only said that Tang Chujiu drank too much medicine in Dongli Temple's illness, and the child was not protected and lost.

Speaking of children, Tang Chujiu felt even more uncomfortable, and had no intention of talking more: "Old lady, please go back." ”

Ning sighed, the child was hurt in his heart. If I had known that Chu Jiu was pregnant, I would not have been allowed to go to the Dongli Temple if I was dead, and I regretted not being at the beginning: "Chu Jiu, think about it again, my mother is waiting for you to come back." After speaking, Song Dongli helped the lost one to leave.

Tang Chujiu sat for a long time, until Yang Xiaoan came over and said with a smile: "Master, today's soy milk has been sold." Many customers can't buy it, and they strongly demand more in more stores. ”

Tang Chujiu came back to his senses at this time, and after saying a few words to Yang Xiaoan, he turned around and entered the stove house, and the big iron pot for boiling sugar had not yet been washed. It must be carefully brushed every day, otherwise it is easy to attract ants.

After everything was ready, Tang Chujiu walked out of the store and returned to the bamboo courtyard.

But he didn't think that he was intercepted halfway again, it was Song Leli, and there seemed to be a smile on his face: "Sister-in-law, I haven't seen you for a long time." ”

The smile on Song Dongli's face made Tang Chujiu feel a chill in his heart: "Let's call me Miss Tang." ”

"That's right." Song Dong stepped forward a few steps, walked in front of Tang Chujiu, and suddenly raised his hand and slapped him very hard, with a 'snap', it was extremely loud.

The incident happened suddenly, Tang Chujiu was defenseless for a while, and was beaten by Song Dongli, blood broke out from the corner of his mouth, and five finger prints immediately appeared on his face, hot and painful, raising his eyes and glaring at Song Dongli angrily: "What are you doing?!" ”

Song Dongli arrogantly put his jade hand to his mouth, blew lightly, and then squinted at Tang Chujiu: "I'll beat you, what can you do with me?" After saying that, he slapped it out again.

This time, but he didn't fight, Tang Chujiu quickly grabbed Song Dongli's wrist and pinched it fiercely: "Why did you hit me?!" "From childhood to adulthood, Song Dongli has never even washed the dishes once, and all the work was done by Tang Chujiu. Moreover, Song Dongli is still one of the very few people in the village who went to the women's school, and the tuition fee was earned by Tang Chujiu's hard work!

Song Dongli's face was full of hatred, and his teeth were gritted: "Why?!" Just because I was forced by that beast to be a kiln sister to pick up customers for three years! Even if you have a monthly vacation, you can't take it. You know, I made a lot of money picking up customers in those days! ”

"Because, some beasts like it! They brought cotton and stuffed it inside me to keep the blood from coming out, and then tortured me from behind! When I was done, I pulled out the bloody cotton, squeezed out the blood drop by drop, poured it into the wine, and forced me to drink it all! ”

"If I don't obey, whip me with a whip, and whip it without mercy, and you know how much it hurts. Tang Chujiu, all the sufferings I have suffered are due to you!! ”

Too surprised and shocked for a moment, Tang Chujiu's eyes widened: "How come?" You're not ...... "Marry Li Xiucai to fill the house!" That Li Xiucai was the only high school in Xinghua Village at that time, and his family background was very good, he was the richest man in the village, but he was a little older, eighteen years older than Song Dongli, and he had two children under his knees.

At that time, Song Dongli was the most beautiful in the village, and he had gone to school, so when she said that she wanted to marry Li Xiucai, Ning did not agree, saying that Li Xiucai was a little old, and he married a house filler, and he had two children.

But Song Dongli was determined to marry that Li Xiucai, as soon as he got married, he would wear gold and silver, he would have no worries about food and clothing, and he could be an official wife in the future, what's wrong? ! It's a house, not a concubine's room!

Because of Ning's opposition, Song Dongli began a hunger strike, began to cry, make trouble, and hang himself, and even did not hesitate to say that he wanted to cook raw rice and mature rice, which made the family turn on their backs and not be at peace. Ning was so angry that his heart ached, and he deliberately and prudently called Tang Chujiu to ask for advice on this matter.

In fact, Song Lanjun and Tang Chujiu had already discussed this matter, and Song Lanjun also took the idea, so Tang Chujiu said: "Mother, children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, seeing that Dongli is determined to marry that Li Xiucai, if this stalemate continues, I am afraid that there will really be unmarried pregnancy." "Song Lanjun encountered the reform of the imperial examination, so he took the exam three years late, and when Song Dong left the trouble, it was when the imperial examination was about to be held, and if he continued like this, it would definitely affect Song Lanjun's examination.

The Ning family didn't sleep all night, and finally agreed to Song Dong's marriage the next day. For this marriage, Tang Chujiu lost ten pounds in one month, because of the dowry. Song Dongli has a very good face, and he is the kind of person who slaps a swollen face and fills a fat person, she doesn't know the situation at home, but she has to ask the dowry to be as decent as the marriage of Miss Qianjin, saying that if she marries like this, she will have face in her in-law's family.

This is bitter Tang Chujiu, the bride price money sent by Li Xiucai was all spent on the purchase of dowry, Zuihou was not as good as Song Dongli's intentions, so he had to sell the house, and the sale was the three houses of the Tang family. In fact, the family also saved some money, but they didn't dare to move, because it was for Song Lanjun to go to Beijing to catch the exam. So I had to sell my house, thinking that it was the Song family anyway, so I would sell it, otherwise Song Dongli thought that the dowry was too shabby, and he stretched his face every day.

Ning's health is not good, and Song Lanjun has to concentrate on studying, so Tang Chujiu is busy with the wedding. Finally, Song Dongli married beautifully, but Tang Chujiu was tired and sick.

More than a month after Song Dong's marriage, Li Xiucai said that he wanted the whole family to move to Luoyang, and since then, Tang Chujiu has never seen Song Dongli again. For this reason, Ning often sighed for a long time, and when he thought of this daughter, he couldn't stop crying, and he didn't know what was going on now, and he didn't write a letter.

Song Dongli smiled gloomily: "How am I?" We were robbed by robbers halfway, robbed all the family property, and ruined Li Lang's life, and we can no longer be humane! They gang-raped me in public! You know, in front of Li Lang! "Since then, Li Lang has completely changed as a person! Zuihou he became the devil in hell, tossing me in bed every day. Have you ever been tied to a bed in a large font and unable to move, and then humiliated by someone holding a cucumber or eggplant? Because of his inhumanity, Li Lang became uneducated and unskilled, and he was greedy for gambling, and if he lost, he used my body to pay off his debts, and when he had no money to go to the casino, he also used my body as gambling money! ”

"For three years, I was like a dog, chained up by something that was inferior to a beast. As soon as he was angry, he hit me, and there was no one in my body that was intact! Later, do you know how I escaped? I used my body as capital, took advantage of the brute to go to the casino, and let the lame Li who struck iron sleep for half a year, and he finally smashed the iron chain for me, and I finally saw the light of day again. ”

"Do you know what the first thing I do when I'm free? I cut the beast with a thousand knives with my own hands, chained him up, took a kitchen knife, and cut his flesh one by one and roasted it to eat! How? Scared? Don't worry, I don't eat human flesh, I let him eat it himself! ”

"Do you think I'm going to have a good life from now on? No! I am a woman, how can I make a living in that place where I am not familiar with life? I can only have a pair of jade arms for thousands of pillows, and a little vermilion for ten thousand people! ”

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