00053 There Is A Love Called Letting Go
I walked aimlessly on the cold streets, I didn't know what choice to make, my brain was in chaos, I love Yaoyao very much, I really love, I'm not a fucking hypocritical person, nor am I a pervert who lifts his pants and leaves after sleeping with others, I listen to Wang Lihai's words, and I think more of a responsibility, a responsibility that I can't afford now.
I asked myself over and over again, what is the person I can love as a confused gangster? Maybe I won't even have the most basic stability, so how the I love her.
In fact, I know in my heart that if I don't listen to Wang Lihai's persuasion and continue to be with Yaoyao, he will have absolutely no way, Yaoyao would rather elope with me and hide in any corner of the city than choose to go abroad.
But I really can't do this, I can't be so selfish, since I'm a leader, I have to live like a man, I can afford to take it, I can put it down.
I was like a lonely ghost, wandering the streets, drinking, gulping, spicy two-pot head, cutting my throat and making my internal organs hot for a while, I didn't drink to put on a decadent posture.
But it allowed me to muster up the courage to call Yaoyao's phone so that I could break up with him
"Hey, what?" I shuddered and dialed the phone.
"Hang out with Jomimi!" Yaoyao seemed to be in a good mood.
"I have something to tell you!"
"What's the matter? You say! ”
"Let's break up!" After I said this, I lost all my strength and sat down on the side of the road.
"What did you say?? You repeat?? "Yaoyao knows my character very well, and I won't joke about it, so her voice immediately changed, whether she was flustered or overwhelmed, I couldn't hear it at all.
"Break up, I don't love you anymore!" I gritted my teeth, endured my dry eyes, and said slowly.
"Where are you??" After Yaoyao panicked, she calmed down and said in her voice without a trace of color.
"The Way Forward, New Concept Restaurant!" I didn't want to meet her, but when she asked, I answered anyway.
"Wait for me!!"
After hanging up the phone, half of the bottle of Erguotou had been drunk, and I was dizzy and leaned against the telephone pole, facing the cold north wind, singing loudly over and over again.
"If Paradise for Two"
"Like a warm wall"
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"Lang Manchu becomes a tie"
"I'm willing to choose to go back to loneliness for you"
"If the lingering becomes a chain"
"Putting aside the promises"
"There's a love called letting go"
"Give up for love forever"
"We stay together if you give it all"
"Let True Love Take Me Away"
"Say Break Up"
I had always been naïve enough to think that there were too few things in the world that would bring me to tears, but I only found out today that I was so vulnerable, lying like a beggar under a telephone pole, crying like a child.
I don't know how long it took, but in my sight, a beautiful figure appeared, this figure walked quickly like me, raised his arm and slapped my face.
"Smack!!"
A loud slap was slapped on my face, I sobered up a lot, Yaoyao pointed to my face expressionlessly and said, "I'm drafting Mom!" Meng Fei, you are not a gentleman!! ”
"That's right! I'm not a man! I don't love you anymore, okay!! I screamed at her.
"You don't love me anymore? When you sleep with me! What do you think?? Enough fun? Pat your ass and leave?? Yaoyao has gone crazy, shouting on the street for the first time like a spicy little girl.
I looked at her speechless, she was right, when I was with her when I first got together, I thought about everything too simply, and I thought that two people should be together, just love each other, what the are you doing!!
But that's not how life goes!! This is not the case!! They are like a pervert who demands excessively!! Keep being strong!! Ordinary people who have no resistance! Three months of underworld career,Let me unconsciously mature a lot,Now looking at it the other way,I fucking feel that I used to be very ridiculous.,It's not fucking that if you love each other.,There will be results.,It's not that you're willing to pay in return.,Most of the time,Your efforts can only turn into bubbles and float around.
"Let's go!! Okay no! I don't want to see you anymore!! Can you make everyone die a little more happily, holding a knife and slashing the body! You don't feel pain, I still feel pain!! "I've been utterly incoherent.
"My dad looked for you? Have you chosen your brothers? Yaoyao ignored my words and sat on the ground.
"Do I have a choice? Hehe? If I could drop a bunch of stuff and run away with you, you wouldn't fall in love with me, would you?? I glanced at him and said helplessly.
"That's too! There is nothing wrong with your choice, and it is in line with my imagination, in fact, I already knew that we would have this day, and I don't want to ask anything, it's boring, let's drink this wine and break up!! Yaoyao finished speaking quite calmly, picked up the wine bottle in my hand, and poured it down her throat.
The two of us, no one is in the ink, you and I drink the second pot head one by one, looking at the brightly lit streets, silent.
"Dumbo!! If you're done with all this, will you go abroad to find me? Yaoyao took the empty wine bottle and staggered on the road, and I trembled and helped her.
"If I'm lucky enough not to die, or if I'm not missing an arm or leg, I might go back to you!!" I'm being very sincere.
"I'll wait for you for five years, if I can't see you after five years, I'll marry myself out as fast as possible!!" Yaoyao pouted like an angry child, pointed ahead, and said firmly.
“xiexie!” I don't know what to say, and I don't have anything to say, but Xiexie still seems too pale, I owe her so much, and I owe her emotions that I can't pay off for the rest of my life.
"Okay, I hit you in the mouth, I'm much more comfortable, you go!!" Yaoyao bit her lip and pretended to be calm.
My heart was like a knife, but I still gritted my teeth and turned around, walked forward, about four or five meters, my arm was grabbed by Yaoyao, and then Yaoyao's hot red lips kissed me deeply, and the tears in her eyes couldn't be controlled, and they slipped down.
The two of us were dragged by the street lamp for a long time, and after this kiss, we buried each other's emotions in our hearts, and this burial was three years.