Chapter 215: 'Robbery'
Looking at Zhao Yang's somewhat embarrassed look, the originally excited and expectant smile on Lin Xueqi's face gradually stiffened, the curved arc raised at the corner of her mouth slowly converged, and her bright eyes that seemed to be able to speak slowly fell away.
After being silent for a moment, Lin Xueqi took a deep breath, forced the corners of her mouth to pull off, showed a very reluctant smile, and said in a tone that seemed to be very relaxed and flat: "Oh, since you have something to do, forget it, I'm sorry, I took the liberty of it." ”
While speaking, Lin Xueqi had already let go of the hand holding Zhao Yang's arm, and with a somewhat cold expression, she turned sideways and picked up 'Weiwei' who was squatting next to her, and stood up.
Although Lin Xueqi reluctantly let herself pretend to be casual, she did not experience the loss revealed in her expression and tone, and some deliberate coldness still 'betrayed' how uncalm her heart was at the moment. In particular, Zhao Yang clearly felt the trace of vibrato in Lin Xueqi's voice that was suppressed as much as possible.
With Lin Xueqi's cleverness, how could he not guess what was going on when he saw Zhao Yang's embarrassed look? In fact, she has always vaguely known that Zhao Yang has some ambiguous relationship with a classmate named 'Mu Qinglan', but because there has never been such a 'crash' incident before, Lin Xueqi's subconscious has always avoided this question and not thinking about it too much. At the same time, I also had some 'luck' thoughts in my heart, and felt that my original ridicule was not true.
Now that she found that Zhao Yang's expression was different, the sensitivity of a woman would naturally be directly associated with 'Mu Qinglan'.
After Lin Xueqi finished speaking, she didn't give Zhao Yang a chance to speak again, and directly rushed back to her room with 'Weiwei' in three steps and two steps, leaving only Zhao Yang with a backhand, and then closed the door with a backhand 'snap'!
Zhao Yang sat on the sofa and looked at Lin Xueqi's closed door, smiled bitterly to himself, and touched his nose. casually picked up the TV remote control on the coffee table, and his fingers unconsciously switched the channel at random, although his eyes were looking at the TV screen, he was not focused, and he seemed a little distracted and dazed.
After switching the TV channel from beginning to end, and then from tail to end a few times, Zhao Yang finally threw the remote control aside casually, leaned back on the sofa a little dejectedly, crossed his hands behind his head, raised his eyes to look at the ceiling, and sighed silently......
"It seems. What should have come is still coming. People, after all, are human beings, and they have their own independent thoughts and feelings, and they cannot be like tools or animals. In particular, they all grew up in the context of this era. I'm afraid it's hard to accept these stereotypes. Here, after all, it's different from 'Diyuan Immortal Land'! ”
Zhao Yang let out a long sigh. Although in this society, there are countless lovers, juniors, second wives, etc. But Zhao Yang is different after all. What he wanted was that real emotion. It is a partner who can accompany him all the way forward and spend a long journey of cultivation together, and it is the experience of the red world, not a simple love between men and women.
And Lin Xueqi and Mu Qinglan are not those dusty women, they are still very simple and pure. There is an innocent and beautiful haode yearning for aiqing.
"Everyone says that 'love robbery' is the most difficult to cross. Sure enough. Perhaps, this is really my 'love disaster'. If I can survive this 'tribulation', I think my Dao will be more complete in the future. ”
"It's just that it's not easy to get through this 'love disaster'. Whether it's Xueqi or Qinglan, I don't want to hurt them. In the same way, I can't make a choice between the two of them. But if they don't choose, they are bound to continue to cause more damage to both of them...... It's almost a dead knot that can't be untied! ”
Zhao Yang frowned and sighed. It's been a long, long time since he's felt so powerless and 'confused' like he is now. This is not a lack of liliang, but a weakness in the mood and spirit.
My thoughts were a little confused. It's as if there are several voices arguing in my head, each with different choices and answers.
For example, choose Lin Xueqi? Mu Qinglan? Forcefully keeping both of them by his side, completely ignoring their own feelings? Or...... Why don't you choose either, and go back to the 'self' when you were in the 'Diyuan Immortal Land', walk alone in the world, return to the mountains and wilderness, devote yourself to penance, and only seek the immortal path of immortality?
At this moment, Zhao Yang's heart was really confused. This can indeed be regarded as a 'calamity' for him, if he can't figure out the clues, I'm afraid his state of mind will be entangled in this for a long time. Now that his cultivation is still low, he will not reveal anything, but if he reaches a certain level of cultivation and needs to comprehend the conditions of life and the Great Dao of Heaven and Earth, this 'calamity' entangled in his heart may become a huge hidden danger.
Leaning his head back on the sofa, he closed his eyes and pondered for a long time, but Zhao Yang still didn't have any clue after all. In the end, he could only shake his head vigorously, take a deep breath, and temporarily suppress all the chaotic thoughts in his mind.
The years experienced in Diyuan Xianlu allowed Zhao Yang to calm down as soon as possible more calmly, and don't think about things that he can't figure out for the time being. Under deliberate care, Zhao Yang still adjusted his mentality and emotions relatively easily.
"Anyway, one step at a time! That's all there is to it......"
Zhao Yang opened his eyes suddenly, looked up at the time of the wall clock in the living room, it was almost the time agreed with Mu Qinglan, so he casually turned off the TV and stood up from the sofa.
As he thought, there are some things that can only be taken one step at a time. All he has to do now is go to the appointment!
went back to the room and got a thicker windbreaker to put on, and before going out, Zhao Yang couldn't help but take a deep look at Lin Xueqi's closed door, and then opened the door and walked out.
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Walking all the way to H University, you can still feel some of the atmosphere of 'Christmas'. At least some of the shops on the street have the image of a 'Christmas tree' and 'Santa Claus' on their doors, and some of the clerks wear Santa hats on their heads.
Although the temperature is very cold today, it has hit a new low again, and it has fallen below freezing, but because of Christmas, there are still some pedestrians on the streets, and of course, it is not yet night, so it is not too lively.
Although Zhao Yang was only wearing a thermal underwear and a windbreaker jacket, he didn't feel cold. He is now in the 'middle stage of condensation' cultivation, as long as it is not the kind of ultra-low temperature of more than ten degrees, basically this kind of clothing is enough to keep out the cold.
Under the gust of bone-chilling cold wind, when he came to H University, Zhao Yang directly dialed Mu Qinglan's mobile phone number.
"Hey, Qinglan? I'm at school now, so I'll go to the door of your dormitory right now, and you can get ready and come down. Remember to dress warmly, don't you? Zhao Yang said two sentences.
Over there, Mu Qinglan also hurriedly responded: "Mmmm, I know!" Then you wait for me at the door of the dormitory for a while, and I'll go down right away! ”
From Mu Qinglan's voice, it was obvious that she was in a very happy mood at the moment.
"yes, okay." In response, Zhao Yang hung up the phone with Mu Qinglan, and then continued to walk to the door of the girls' dormitory area to wait for Mu Qinglan.
Zhao Yang didn't wait long, and stood there for four or five minutes, when he saw Mu Qinglan, who was wearing a dark purple down windbreaker and black thickened thermal tights, jogging out of the dormitory area with a red satchel on her shoulder.
"Zhao Yang, have you waited for a long time?" Mu Qinglan saw Zhao Yang waiting at the door at a glance, and couldn't help trotting to Zhao Yang quickly, holding one of Zhao Yang's hands.
Although the weather was very cold, seeing Zhao Yang at this time, Mu Qinglan's pretty face was still full of joyful smiles.
Zhao Yang had also put aside his previous troubles for the time being at this moment, looking at Mu Qinglan, who was smiling with a snow-white chin slightly raised in front of him, and couldn't help but smile slightly, "No, it's just a few minutes." ”
"Alright, let's go! Where to go? Zhao Yang took Mu Qinglan's small hand and asked with a smile.
Mu Qinglan tilted her little head and thought for a while, "Why don't we go to the pedestrian street in the city center?" It's a little more lively over there! ”
"Well, okay! Then go downtown. Zhao Yang nodded, held hands with Mu Qinglan, walked out of H University side by side, and took a taxi at the school gate and went directly to the city center.
H University is not very far from the city center, only about 20 minutes by car.
As a first-tier city in China, even though the weather is very cold at the moment, the city center is still lively on the special day of 'Christmas'.
Zhao Yang pulled Mu Qinglan to get out of the car, and couldn't help but look at the time, it was already more than five o'clock in the evening, so Zhao Yang asked: "Qinglan, are you hungry, do you want to go eat first or go to eat later?" ”
It's still dark, and there are a lot of pedestrians on the street, but there is no atmosphere like a romantic moment while strolling around while watching the neon lights at night. So Mu Qinglan thought for a while, then nodded, and responded, "Okay, then let's go have a meal first." I used to eat early with lunch, and I ate relatively early, and I'm a little hungry now. ”
On such a cold day, there is no need to go to class, and basically no one will get up so early to run to eat breakfast, Mu Qinglan naturally sleeps lazily in the quilt, and gets up very late.
Hearing this, Zhao Yang nodded, "Well, that's okay." Let's find a place to eat first, and then go shopping! ”
After that, Zhao Yang raised his eyes and looked around, looking for a place to eat, and at the same time asked, "What do you want to eat?" ”
"Hot pot, on such a cold day, eating hot pot also has an atmosphere." Mu Qinglan said without thinking.
"Can you eat spicy? Why don't we go to that hot pot restaurant over there and eat 'Mandarin Duck Pot'." Zhao Yang pointed to a hot pot restaurant not far away and said.
"Okay!" Mu Qinglan nodded in response, and then took Zhao Yang's hand and walked over together...... (To be continued......)
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