Fang Xinning's heart was doing the most bitter ideological struggle. He felt more clearly that he had indeed been worried about Ji Hongfei. I remember that when Shao Yunzhe took a fancy to Ji Hongfei, he did his best to help his buddies, but there was a faint sour feeling in his heart, as if a love object was about to be snatched away by others but it was inconvenient to say anything; As for knowing that Liu Shu had a crush on Ji Hongfei, Fang Xinning was also happy and bitter in his heart. Think about it again, between me and Ji Meiting, everything starts with curiosity, from the hazy and superficial love between men and women; For Tian Sanju, Fang Xinning has never felt a "call". He doubted that he was really in love with Ji Hongfei. However, Ji Hongfei is now sick, and he has been hating himself!

He felt that he could not wait any longer and that he had to make a trip to the provincial capital. He wanted to see Ji Hongfei immediately. Of course, with Ji Jingfei's personality, she would not agree to drag herself down. How can we get her to get rid of these mental burdens? How can we get her to accept her sincerity? Fang Xinning used the evening time to check a lot of information about the atrophy. He found that although aplastic poverty is a stubborn disease, there are many units actively participating in research at present, and there are many examples of cure. He collected information according to Ji Hongfei's symptoms, carefully transcribed it in a diary, and named it "Hindrance Is Not an Obstacle". He wants Ji Hongfei to understand that the current medical technology will definitely bring her good news, and he wants her to know that between him and her, no disease will become an obstacle. This is a special courtship letter.

Fang Xinning examined himself again and again, and made sure that this feeling was not an impulse caused by a momentary hothead, but a hope from the depths of his heart after careful consideration.

Since you have decided, let's go and ask Pan Niangang for leave.

Pan Niangang took out a wad of money and asked Fang Xinning to buy some gifts for him, and said that he would visit him in person in a few days. He said that the school did not show any concern, and Ji Hongfei would feel chilled. Fang Xinning agrees with this point of view, and also knows Pan Niangang's current difficulties. Since becoming the principal, Pan Niangang has spent a lot of money out of his own pocket for the school. Compared with the two, Ji Hongfei's side was more important, so he took the money.

When Liu Shu heard about it, he also chased him and said, "I'll go with you." Fang Xinning said with a smile: "It's not to fight and make up people, why are you going to so many people?" Liu Shu said: "Then I will also give you some money, you can help me bring it, count it as my heart." As he spoke, he pulled out his pocket. What they pulled out was a few lottery tickets and scattered banknotes. Fang Xinning said: "You better keep it to buy lottery tickets, and it's not too late to care about her when you win a jackpot." ”

After arranging the things in the school, Fang Xinning embarked on the journey to the provincial capital. He thought of Liu Shu accidentally taking out the lottery ticket and smiled again. Yes, I used to buy lottery tickets for a while, and I was sneaky like this, and then I waited happily with the hope of winning the lottery. But it may be different from Liu Shu, at that time, the more troubled he was, the more he bought. Counting on the big one to jump out of the sea of suffering. He thought more than once that if he really won the big prize, he would run a school and run it well. To become a national famous school. In fact, living an ordinary life in good anticipation is a very "public" state of life, even the famous writer Mr. Lao She. They all talked about "every time you buy a lottery ticket, you are proud to win the final lottery".

When Fang Xinning rushed to the hospital, Ji Hongfei was half-lying on the bed reading a copy of "Chinese Teaching Newsletter".

Ji's mother noticed that there was someone at the door. Welcome out. Seeing that it was Fang Xinning, her attitude suddenly became very cold: "What are you doing here?" Fang Xinning said, "Auntie, I'll come and see Ji Hongfei." Ji's mother said, "Where's your girlfriend?" Didn't come with you? Fang Xinning immediately understood the reason for Ji's mother's change of face, and explained: "I don't have a girlfriend, you misunderstood, the one who went to the hospital with me last time was named Tian Sanju, and he was Teacher Liu Shu's girlfriend." Mother Ji's face really changed again, and she said embarrassedly: "Oh? Let's go inside, I'm going out to buy something. "Ever since Mother Ji saw Fang Xinning and Tian Sanju together, she hated Fang Xinning to the core, you know, at such a critical time, how much damage was done to her daughter, now listening to Fang Xinning's explanation, she felt that her face was a little unbearable.

Fang Xinning entered the ward and saw Ji Hongfei covering his face with the magazine, as if he was asleep. Fang Xinning sat down quietly on the side and quietly put the things he brought on the table beside him. He took an apple from the table and carefully peeled it. The peel grows longer and longer, until it reaches the floor.

For a long time, Ji's mother came back and bought back a pile of stationery. This is what Ji Hongfei wanted, to write credit to students. Seeing that Fang Xinning was still sitting there, Mother Ji stretched out her right index finger and waved it in the air, to tell him: Ji Hongfei didn't sleep at all. Fang Xinning didn't notice her move, and got up and went to the corridor to catch her breath. Ji's mother hurriedly chased him out and told him that Ji Hongfei didn't sleep.

Fang Xinning returned to the ward and sat in the same place just now.

Ji Hongfei had already changed his posture.

Fang Xinning coughed and said solemnly, "I know you didn't sleep." I'm here to tell you what's in my heart. I know that since you found out about me and Ji Meiting, you have been angry with me. I didn't mean to deceive you. With Ji Meiting, we started when we were in college. After graduating, we never got recognition from her family. After coming to Taiyun, when I saw you, I felt all kinds of benefits from you to me, but because of Ji Meiting, I couldn't ...... During this time, I also helped you through the rope because I felt that I should help you. However, I can't help but say that I feel very bad when I do these things. ”

Ji Hongfei moved slightly.

Fang Xinning said: "Although I met Ji Meiting earlier, we were already doomed to be unable to succeed. Their family didn't look down on me as a teacher at all, and I was reluctant to do it. After we broke up clearly, I thought about expressing my thoughts to you, but Liu Shu fell in love with you again, and you know this very well. These days, I'm thinking about it every day, and I'm going to say what is in my heart, whether you listen to it or not. In fact...... I really...... I like you very much, it's all my heart. If you believe me...... Just take the magazine away. ”

The magazine was covered on his face, and Ji Hongfei did not move. But underneath the magazine, a teardrop was creeping out of the corner of Ji Hongfei's eyes and rolling all the way to the pillow.

Fang Xinning said: "You may think, I came back to you when no one asked for it." What you think is your business, but I must speak my heart and hope that you will recover well. It will definitely get better, the key is to have a calm mind and cooperate with the doctor. As long as you don't give up, there is no hurdle in this world that you can't overcome. If you have time, you can take a look at this thing, I'll put it on the bed for you. ”

Fang Xinning said, put the diary with "No Obstacle is Not an Obstacle" next to the bed, and seeing that she didn't react, he got up and walked out.

Out of the ward, Fang Xinning felt that his face was burning hot, and it was the words just now that made his blood boil. He will never forget this confession, he never imagined that he could say these words neatly. Of course, there were many things that he didn't expect before coming, he didn't expect to talk to Ji Hongfei in such a situation, nor did he expect that the other party would not react after his monologue, let alone that he ran nearly two hundred kilometers away, and he only took care of it in just a few minutes. He is not afraid of hard work, but what he is afraid of is returning in vain. Taking a step back, Ji Hongfei accepted or didn't accept himself and put it aside, if a new injury was done to her, he would not be able to forgive himself for the rest of his life.

Several middle-aged women came to inquire about Ji Hongfei's ward, and Fang Xinning pointed to them.

Seeing them rush in, Fang Xinning left the ward. Anyway, Ji Hongfei heard what he said in his heart, so what kind of answer would Ji Hongfei give himself? (To be continued......)