82. Black Nightmare (The Child Is Gone)
The black space, it's black everywhere, and it's so cold here, Mo Xiaoran sits in only one aperture, looking around and seeing nothing.
"You're my woman", "With me, you don't have to be afraid of anything", "I miss you so much", "Can you give me a chance to promise you a lifetime"...
"Rin, is that you? Chu Tianrin, where are you? ”
But no one responded to her.
"If I don't give any orders after a week, then Mo Yan will be shot" "I can't betray Xirou and spend the rest of my life with the daughter of her murderer" The cold words stopped her in her tracks, and no sound came out of her throat.
"Mom, Mom" A childish childish voice came, she turned around and a childlike innocent little face from far to near, Mo Xiaoran wanted to reach out and grab her, but couldn't catch it.
"Mom, zaijian~zaijian~~" The little face grew farther and farther away and then disappeared into the darkness.
After that, there was nothing else around.
"Child, child, my child," she cried, and sat up from the bed abruptly, looking at the black and gray accent room, unfamiliar.
"Xiao Ran, you're finally awake" Hearing the sound, Feng Liji came to the side of the bed and looked at her worriedly.
"Brother Feng, where is this, why am I here" She remembered that she was desperately begging Chu Tianrin, begging him to release her father? But he ignored it.
"Xiao Ran, this is my house, you just fainted at the door of that person's house" Mo Xiao Ran didn't know how much his heart hurt when he saw her knocking desperately on the door in the rain and shouting at that person, Zuihou finally couldn't bear to fall in the rain.
"Oh, xiexie you're up"
Subconsciously floated up to her lower abdomen, but something seemed to be missing, she remembered that her stomach hurt terribly, and she- she seemed to remember seeing something red.
"What about my child? How is she? Her face turned pale and she grabbed Feng Li's arm.
Feng Lichen was silent, a trace of pain flashed in his eyes, and he gently flicked away the small hand that was grabbing the corner of his clothes.
"Hello rest, I'll go out first"
After saying that, she was about to leave the room, but Mo Xiaoran didn't give up, she got out of bed, but her feet fell to the ground with a pop as if her feet didn't exist.
"Ahh
"Xiao Ran, how are you? Why are you so careless" Feng Liji held her in his arms, his eyes full of concern.
"I ask you, what is wrong with my child, is he-still there-?" She spoke of her fear in fits and starts, and she had a feeling that her baby was leaving her.
"Xiao Ran, there will always be children, you - don't be too sad"
She was numb, and she sat on the ground as if she couldn't even shed tears, so she was carried back to the bed by the wind and covered with the quilt.
This is her first child, the first child she and Chu Tianrin, she hasn't even come into this world yet, to experience the beauty of this shijie, but she is gone forever.
After a while, she spoke: "Can you give me the child's body?" I want to bury him."
Feng Liji wanted to say that this child was not even formed, just an embryo, but he couldn't bear to refuse, nodded, and then went down to fetch his hand.
In the lawn outside the suburbs, Mo Xiaoran knelt on the ground, digging a small hole with a small shovel in her hand, tears gradually blurred her vision, and finally put the glass box containing her child inside.
Feng Liji stood aside, looking at it in his eyes and hurting in his heart.