Chapter 553: True Thoughts
"What did the third young grandmother say to you?" When she returned to the nanny's room in the evening, Mother Liu lowered her voice and asked Xiaojing, "Seeing that you are not in a high mood after you come back, does the third young grandmother know your thoughts about the third young master?" ”
Xiaojing was silent and didn't squeak, and Mother Liu knew that she had guessed correctly, hesitated, and said, "Didn't you figure it out last time, do you want to inform the old lady and let her help you get an idea?" Why did you suddenly change your mind?
Every time I ask you, you avoid it, Jing, it's not a day or two since the two of us got along, I really treat you as a daughter, if you can trust me, just talk to me about your heart, don't hold it yourself, it's not good for your health. ”
"When I went to the street, I saw Zhang Jun and a woman together, and he was holding hands...... "Xiaojing bit her lower lip, "Mother Liu, I know that he already has a partner, how can I go to ask Zhang's mother to propose marriage again?"
The third young grandmother came to me today, and it was true that she knew my thoughts about the third young master, she asked directly, and told me that she would discuss with the old lady and the third young master and arrange individual jobs for me. ”
"You promised?"
"Do you have my part in talking?" Xiaojing sighed heavily, "The third young grandmother said that, is it useful if I don't agree?" But Mother Liu, I really don't want to leave.
Growing up in the Zhou family, for me, the Zhou family is my mother's family, and the old lady and Mrs. are my grandmother and mother-in-law, and I ...... I was reluctant to leave them. ”
"You kid, you just like to hold everything in your heart, I'll ask Zhang's mother about Zhang Jun, maybe it's his sister or cousin who is with him.
It's not been a day since we've known Zhang's mother, if her nephew has a partner, how can she still mention this matter to us?
You've got the right person. The third young grandmother won't change you places, besides. When the time comes, maybe you don't want to be a nanny anymore and want to go to your man's house to enjoy the happiness. ”
"Don't ask. If people already have it, it's a shame. Xiaojing sighed again, "No, I'll listen to the third young grandmother, change jobs, or as the third young grandmother said, I just see the third young master every day, so I will have that kind of idea that I shouldn't have, change jobs, and have a new social circle." Maybe I won't be thinking about it.
Mother Liu, I'll be honest with you, I've had a very special contradiction during this time, when you didn't expose me before, I could still control myself, but since I talked to you, I can't help but want to see the third young master, everything about him. I think it's good.
Even, even his shoes and socks smell fragrant to me, and every time I look forward to being able to wash the third young master's clothes by myself. It's a pity that the third young master is particular about this person, and he washes his clothes by himself. I don't want to even touch my hands.
I know I'm not normal, but. The more you try to control yourself, the more you can't control it, and there is no way. I had no choice but to agree to date Qi Fei.
However, I don't like him, and I don't want the old lady to know the truth, so I meet him every time I go to pick up Xiaojing.
I tried to get close to him, but every time he held my hand, I felt disgusted in my heart, Mama Liu, do you think there is something wrong with me? ”
After thinking about it, Mother Liu asked, "Then do you think that if Zhang Jun pulls your hand, will you be disgusted?" ”
Xiaojing shook her head: "I don't know what to do, and I haven't held hands with him." ”
"You kid, why are you so nonsense, why don't you like Qi Fei, why are you going to recruit him? You said that if you can't get along with him, you will find someone else in the future, and he will let him? ”
"I ......" Xiao Jing was speechless, Qi Fei was a security guard of the Ye family, and he grew up in the Ye family, so when Xiao Jing was young, he often played with him.
Later, because Ye Meiru and Zhou Mikang fell out, the Ye family and the Zhou family had less contact, and the two broke off contact, and the two resumed contact this year, Qi Fei often accompanied Mr. Ye to the Zhou family, which was a little interesting to Xiaojing, before, Xiaojing had been ignoring him, but he felt that he was too short-tempered and not an ideal marriage partner.
Later, Liu's mother talked to her, and happened to see Zhang Jun with other girls, Xiaojing moved the idea of finding someone to marry casually, but the idea is a matter of one thing, and it is another thing to really do it.
She and Qi Fei mentioned that the two of them were not suitable, but the other party refused without thinking about it, making it clear that he felt that the two were quite suitable and did not agree to break up.
At this time, when she heard Mother Liu say this, she regretted it more and more, what if Qi Fei had to marry her? I feel uncomfortable holding a hand, what if I go further? …… She couldn't have thought about it any more.
"If you misunderstand Zhang Jun, are you still willing to be with him?"
"I ......," Xiaojing hesitated and couldn't speak.
"You can't say you have to pull it to be sure, can you?" Mother Liu looked at her helplessly, "What you have to do now is to force yourself to stop daydreaming."
Among this man, how many of them are the same age as the third young master, can they catch up with the third young master? Don't talk about others, just the eldest young master, the fifth young master, and the eighth young master of our family, they can't compare with the third young master, right?
But compared with the eldest young master of our family, the fifth young master and the eighth young master and the people next to him, they are all first-class, think about it this way, you said that if you have the third young master in your heart, can you still look at other men?
I also came here when I was young, and I understand your current thoughts, but Xiaojing, sometimes, this person has to look at his own conditions to find what kind of man is more suitable.
This kind of thing can't be done by your own temperament, you are still young now, you don't think anything, stay for another three or five years, not to mention Zhang Jun, even Qi Fei, you don't have to be. ”
"Mother Liu, then you can help me ask." Xiaojing closed her eyes and sighed heavily, "I'm very uncomfortable, I decided, no matter what, I'll still listen to the third young grandmother, let's change places." ”
"That's fine." Mother Liu took her hand and patted her, "The Zhou family is good-hearted, no matter where you go, when you are wronged and bullied, it is impossible to ignore you."
You may be reluctant to leave, but for the sake of a lifetime of happiness, you have to force yourself, to be honest, the third young grandmother is a good person, otherwise, how could she think about you so much and directly kick you out, you have to bear it, don't you? ”
Xiaojing nodded: "Mother Liu, I understand, when the third young grandmother told me directly, I was a little uncomfortable, she said that she was a straight person, and she didn't like to guess around the bush with me, if I was interested, she would think about everything for me, if I was not interested, don't blame her for being polite."
At that time, I was very angry when I heard her say this, I felt that she was using her identity as the master to press me, now it is not the old society, I am also a job as a nanny, and besides, the old lady and the lady are like I am relatives, why does she say that about me?
Although I didn't say anything against it along the way, I was not convinced, but at this moment, listening to your analysis of Mother Liu, I feel that it is better to meet such a young grandmother than the kind of person who smiles on the surface and stabs her in the back.
Mother Liu, don't worry, no matter what, I won't blame anyone in the Zhou family, they are my relatives, and I really regard the Zhou family as my home, now, I think I have grown up and am going to work, people, there must be this day, so when I think about it, it will not be so uncomfortable. ”
"You can think of the best." Mother Liu stroked her head, "I'm afraid that you will drill the horns, I saw that you changed your mind a few days ago and didn't say anything, but I was in a hurry." ”
"I'm sorry to bother you."
"What's polite to me?"
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Chu Xia and Zhou Mikang were also talking about Xiaojing, she told Zhou Mikang about her decision, and said: "Whether you blame me for making a decision without consulting you, if there is such a thing again, I will still take this way." ”
"Zhilu Dao." Zhou Mikang shook his head funny, "Don't you just want to use this way to judge whether I think you are the most important in my heart, if I object, you will think that I am interesting to her, so I want to stop it, right?" ”
"Isn't that so?"
"Of course not." Zhou Mikang shook his head, "Xiaojing is a little sister who grew up in the Zhou family, I believe that her feelings about me are also misunderstood, she has no relatives, grandma cherishes her very much, and her mother and second aunt are also good to her, so she has a sense of belonging to this family, and she has a faint desire to stay in the Zhou family."
Originally, my family has never been married when I am old, and at her age, it is normal to think about it, but I didn't expect that you would marry in.
Since I got married to you, as long as I don't go out of the task, I will definitely be at home, I am careful and thoughtful to you, I believe that everyone in the family can see it, to be honest, although they didn't say it, I can guess that at the beginning, I believe that no one adapted.
You haven't seen me before, and I was indifferent to everyone in this family, not that I was deliberately indifferent, but that I had too much hatred and resentment in my heart at that time.
The knots in people's hearts are untied, and they become tolerant, making people look like they are naturally affinity, so the misunderstanding arises like this, Xiaojing doesn't touch others, doesn't she regard me as an ideal fantasy object? ”
"What do you mean by talking to me so much?" Chu Xia looked at him lightly, "Could it be that you want me to retract my statement and let her continue to stay in the Zhou family?" ”
"Of course not, I'm just going to explain to you why she has this kind of thought, and I also let you understand that I'm very sought-after, and I have to cherish it in the future, do you know it?"
Chu Xia rolled her eyes and glared at him hatefully: "I don't know what to do!" (To be continued......)