57 I hurt so much!

The soft voice was like a beautiful note, crashing directly into his heart, he felt that every beat hurt so much, all the memories, tonight under her nonsense, like a flood that burst the embankment knocked him down, he was like a landlubber who didn't know how to swim, constantly reaching out for help in the raging waves. He could only carefully and secretly recall the baby, and at this moment, under her repeated temptation, all the red/fruity ones were put on the table, told him to check them carefully, and kept asking him: "Do you still remember?" Do you remember? Of course he remembered, every episode, every detail, every smile she faced, every word.

He closed his eyes painfully and hugged her tightly, he wanted to be able to enjoy her by his side every night of his life as before.

The two were silent, the room seemed to be playing a silent pantomime, and it was the sweet past and memories of the two that were playing on the stage.

After a long time, the concubine cried sullenly, grabbed the clothes on her chest, and said in a choked voice: "Cousin, I hurt so much!" ”

Qi Ji thought she was injured tonight, looked at her in a panic, and asked nervously, "Where was the injury?" Where does it hurt? ”

"Here!" The concubine grabbed his big hand and pressed it gently on her heart, her eyes were full of tears, and she looked at him in pain, as if she had a thousand words to say.

Qi Ji looked at the position of his hand, where his heart was beating violently every time, and the sound of "dong dong dong" vibrating was transmitted to his heart through his hand, and the hearts of the two seemed to resonate, echoing loudly and orderly in the silent room.

"Cousin, it really hurts! Do you know? Concubine Fei's tears slid down the corners of her eyes and dripped onto the white pillow, blurring the dark water stains, but stinging Qi Ji's heart.

"weishenme, have you changed? weishenme, did you want to say goodbye at the beginning? weishenme have ignored me for ten years? weishenme now you want to do this to me? Your ignorance, your cold eyes, your cold words, every time it seems to knock me into a bottomless abyss, where it is cold and dark, I am almost suffocated! ”

The concubine couldn't help crying, "Cousin, I love you!" I've liked you since I was very young, and I didn't know how terrible it was to miss someone without you by my side, I kept working hard, hoping to come to you as soon as possible, but I finally came to you, but you are not my cousin anymore, my heart really hurts, I don't know if I can continue to love you, I think about not loving you anymore, but my heart hurts even more, what do you say? Can you save me? ”

Every painful confession of the concubine is like the voice of his heart, why is he not like this? His love was stronger than that of his concubine, and he experienced this bone-loving pain before her. How many times did he dream back at midnight, as soon as he thought of her voice and smile, he couldn't close his eyes anymore, he could only look at the chandelier on the roof with dry eyes, secretly recalling every fragment of being with her, sometimes he came to his private small room alone and lonely, which was full of her photos, full of walls, and stayed all day, as if in this space full of her photos, he could feel her figure around him, and his past was spent in such thoughts and painful torments, He knows especially well what it feels like to be worse off than dead.