Yan Cone had a delicate and elegant little face in his mind, a bright smile and clean eyes, his expression unconsciously became softer and softer, the corners of his mouth naturally raised a curvature, and murmured: "She is a kind and special woman, she looks very weak on the outside, but she has a spirit as tenacious as grass in her heart...... I can't be with her yet, but I'm not going to give up. She is the driving force for me to do things, and for her sake, I will have the confidence and courage to fight for something, and I only hope to take her out of this situation one day......"

Yan Cong's expression at this moment was too familiar to Shen Yunzi...... He had shown such a sweet expression to her before, but the difference was that Yan Cone seemed to be more determined now than he was more than three years ago.

Time is such a wonderful thing that can change many people and things...... Things that were thought to be going on for a long, long time. Shen Yunzi didn't love Yan Zun, but when he heard Yan Cone say these words, he felt that he loved an unknown woman in his heart, and somehow, Shen Yunzi would have a trace of sourness. Most people's common problem is this, some people like themselves, and you don't like this person, when you know that the other party has no such feelings, you will inevitably be a little lost or even unwilling. Willing to enjoy being loved and cared for, willing to enjoy the feeling of being held in the palm of your hand, even if the other person is not the one you like.

"Yan Cone ...... Congratulations that you've found emotional sustenance, and if you don't want to tell me who she is now, then I won't ask, but don't forget to let me know when you blossom and bear fruit in the future. Shen Yunzi's sincere eyes were bright, but in fact, he was still curious about who Yan Cone fell in love with? But apparently Yan Cone hadn't wanted to say the woman's name yet.

Yan Cone smiled slightly embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, Yunzi, I can't say who she is for the time being." ”

"Yan Cone, what you said is out of sight, we are friends, how can I not understand you? Don't think about it, work hard for the woman in your heart, I'm optimistic about you. Shen Yunzi said in an encouraging tone.

Yan Cone nodded frequently, and said with relief: "Yunzi, you have to get better quickly, don't torture yourself anymore, people will get moldy if you stay in this hospital for a long time, you should be discharged early and live a normal life." ”

When Shen Yunzi heard this, the smile on his face dimmed: "Why, Yan Zun, do you think I'm not normal?" Is my depression scaring you? I...... I don't want to do this myself, but I just can't control it, and sometimes I feel that the whole shijie is gray, and I can't see hope, I can't see the light. Every time I think of me and Yan Jiyun, my heart hurts so much that I can't bear it, it's really painful, I feel that only death can free me......"

Is that the scary thing about depression? I was able to talk to Yan Cone cordially just now, but now I have an extremely melancholy expression, and it has changed from a sunny day to a rainy day in an instant......

Yan Cone's heart tightened, and he hurriedly comforted: "Yunzi, you are stronger, don't keep thinking about death, although death is a relief, you don't know anything anymore, but your life has only gone through more than 20 years, and there are still many wonderful things waiting for you, how can you wait for you when you die?" Pain is temporary, time can dilute everything, three years can not let go, then another three years, the pain will always fade one day, the process is very hard, but as long as you get through it you can see another sky. It's like me back then, when you told me that you could only be friends with me, not husband and wife, I was also very miserable, and I felt like I was living every day, but didn't I get through it? Yunzi, you are a thoughtful and capable woman, you are just trapped by love now, as long as you are willing to let go of yourself and want to open a little, you will find that in fact, this shijie is not only gray, but also many other beautiful colors. Don't you like photography, you should be a person who is good at discovering, don't you want to take more and more beautiful works? ”

Yan Cone spoke earnestly and comfortingly, with pity and anxiety...... Even if Shen Yunzi no longer has the original throbbing and love between men and women, but after all, this is a woman with special meaning to him, it is she who made him feel the taste of aiqing for the first time in his life, and the ups and downs have become a precious part of his memory, and now it has been sublimated into friendship, how can he watch her lose faith in life?

Shen Yunzi lowered her eyes, her eyelashes were moist, her face was full of melancholy, and her eyes were dull: "Yan Zun, what you said makes sense, and I understand it myself, but I can't be as strong as before anymore...... I've been strong for too long, and I'm only vulnerable now. You may think I'm cowardly and useless, but there's really nothing I can do......"

Yan Cone came with a relationship with Shen Yunzi, but he said so much bitterly but it didn't work at all, he was inevitably depressed in his heart, and said helplessly: "Isn't there any other way to cheer you up except Yan Jiyun?" Only he is the best medicine for you, otherwise there is no cure for your depression? ”

Yan Cone said and glanced at the medicine bottle on the cabinet next to the hospital bed...... It must be a medicine for depression, but in Shen Yunzi's case, I'm afraid that taking medicine won't work, she is too deep.

Shen Yunzi looked at Yan Cone with tears in her eyes, and her voice was choked: "I'm sorry, Yan Cone, you are my most haode friend, but I disappointed you and let you see me like this half-dead now......

Yan Cone's gaze stopped on Shen Yunzi's wrist, the white gauze was particularly dazzling, and she knew with her toes that this was the scar of her suicide.

"Yunzi, you're not sorry for me, you're sorry for yourself! Do you think about how hard it was for you to get to where you are today? A few years ago, you were studying in China, your family didn't have the money to pay your tuition, you had to work two jobs a day to go to university, you worked harder than anyone else, zuihou you got the opportunity to study in Australia, how much hardship did you endure to achieve today's achievements, why have you forgotten everything? You can survive the hardships of the past, but now? Where has your courage gone! Yan Cone couldn't help but tremble a little when he said that he was excited, and this was the feeling of heartache.

"I ...... I ......" Shen Yunzi trembled her lips, but she couldn't say a word.

At this moment, footsteps sounded behind Yan Zun, followed by a deep male voice......

"Enough Yan Cone, don't force her again." Yan Jiyun's indifferent tone revealed a little majesty, and when he walked to the side of the hospital bed and sat down, Shen Yunzi's eyes immediately turned red as if he had seen a savior, and he shrank in his arms.

Yan Cone was really angry, and the scene in front of him made a cluster of flames burst out in his heart...... Shen Yunzi hiding in Yan Jiyun's arms, what is this? No matter how you look at it, it's so dazzling! Yan Cone is not jealous or jealous, he is surprised and angry...... What would happen if Shui Han saw it? That little woman's heart doesn't hurt to death?

Shen Yunzi poked her head out of Yan Jiyun's arms, looked at Yan Cone apologetically, and didn't say anything, just red with water vapor, as if she was about to cry at any time.

Yan Cone was helpless, Shen Yunzi was now in this condition, he didn't want to quarrel with Yan Jiyun in front of her, and he didn't want to stimulate the patient.

smiled bitterly: "I should go, whatever you want." ”

Yan Cone didn't want to stay for even a minute, and resolutely turned around and left the ward, but he had a lot of indignation in his heart, feeling worthless for Shui Han, but he also strengthened his confidence...... Some of the things he is doing can only succeed and not fail, once he succeeds in ascending to the throne and becomes the speaker of the Yan family, he will never let Shui Han be wronged again!

Shen Yunzi didn't move in Yan Jiyun's arms as if she had hypochondriasis, and sobbed lowly: "...... I'm really useless, I want to get better quickly, but I can't do it, what should I do, what should I do...... Woowoo woo ......"

Yan Jiyun patted Shen Yunzi's back, extremely gentle: "Don't think about it so much, I heard it at the door just now, and you have done your best, but this disease can't be cured in a day or two, let's take our time, believe me, as long as you are willing to accept treatment, as long as you have a positive attitude towards recovery, soon, your condition will improve, and you won't think about those unhappy things all day long." ”

"Yun, don't you blame me for causing you trouble?" Shen Yunzi looked at Yan Jiyun excitedly and happily, her eager eyes were full of too much affection.

Yan Jiyun is suffering now and can't say it...... When faced with a person suffering from severe depression, a little attention to words and actions may irritate her.

"Yunzi, don't say these words, the most important thing for you now is to recuperate, the psychiatrist said that you should go outdoors, relax, and when you recover some, I will take you out for a walk."

"Well, I'm also so bored in this hospital, it's best to have you to hang out with me." Shen Yunzi's dull eyes finally had a little brightness, but it was because of Yan Jiyun......

The most taboo for depressed patients is to stay at home alone and have no one to accompany her, she will be cranky, she originally has a misanthropic mentality, and if she falls into loneliness and loneliness, it is even more dangerous. Walking around outdoors more, participating in group activities, and having more contact with the outside world is beneficial to the condition. Yan Jiyun also did this in order to make Shen Yunzi's condition improve quickly.

Yan Jiyun also has a lot of bitterness in his heart, depression is a very dangerous disease, unlike the injuries on his body, he can see and touch it, depression is a mental illness, it is difficult to cure it, it is a big weapon that leads to suicide, most people who commit suicide are due to depression, so he can only treat Shen Yunzi cautiously now......

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The Yan family's mansion has been cloudy in recent days, because of Qiao Ju's appearance, it is like aliens occupying the earth, this family has undergone a lot of changes, and many of the rules when the old man was in charge have been changed beyond recognition by Qiao Ju. She will step on the people that the old man loves, on the contrary, if the old man does not pay attention to the people he does not want to see, she will praise them.

The Qiao family has not set foot in the Yan family's mansion for many years, but when Qiao Ju comes back, it is different, they come and go as freely as they go to their own backyard, and they don't care about whether they harass others at all.

Shui Han came home from work, and as soon as he stepped into the door of the mansion, he heard bursts of laughter not far away...... It turned out that Qiao Ju and her two younger brothers and younger siblings were playing mahjong. Not in the house, but in the garden, which happened to be on the lawn under the small attic where the water lived.

Qiao Ju was still wearing old and simple clothes, and there was not much expression on her thin face, but her younger brothers and sisters-in-law were very excited.

"Nine cylinders!"

"Bump! haha...... This one is so good! ”

"Yo, you want to be a big name?"

"I don't believe you still want this zuihou eight cylinders!"

"Eight cylinders?" The man laughed happily: "Haha...... Eight cylinders, huh! Uniform! ”

"No, what a wicked man!"

"Hahahahaha, give money, give money!"

“……”

The noise made by these people is really not small, and it is spread far and wide, one by one, it is like taking stimulants, don't look at them are all elderly people, but they are full of energy.

Seeing this, Shui Han couldn't help frowning...... This group of people can't have been playing cards here all afternoon, right? It's so noisy, it's definitely not okay for Little Lemon to take a break in the afternoon.

Shui Han felt distressed when she thought of the child, and hurriedly ran upstairs, but she had only run a few steps before she heard Qiao Ju's voice behind her......

“zhanzhu！” A sense of coldness, seriousness, condescension.

Shui Han chuckled in his heart, stopped, and turned around slowly, just in time to meet Qiao Ju's majestic gaze.

"Not good!" Shui Han thought to himself, and tried to maintain a polite smile on the surface: "Grandma." ”

Qiao Ju's table of people all stopped, and they all focused on Shui Han, making her feel like she was being looked through, which was very uncomfortable.

Qiao Ju stood up slowly, a sharp light burst out of her small eyes, and she snorted coldly: "Do you still know how to call grandma?" If I hadn't stopped you, you'd be going to act like you didn't see us? It's so unusual, do you still know what etiquette is? What does it mean to respect elders? Fortunately, these are my mother's family, if there are outsiders around, your behavior will only make outsiders laugh! ”

As soon as Qiao Ju said this, her younger brother Qiao Xin immediately echoed: "That's it, it's also the young grandmother of the Yan family, we can be regarded as knowledgeable today, it turns out that it is so rude, I don't even understand the minimum etiquette!" ”

Qiao Xin's wife, Qiao Ju's brother-in-law, also sneered: "You also said that people are young grandmothers, with Yan Jiyun's support, how can you put us in your eyes, when we are air!" ”

“……”

This is called elders. A few elders are so crowded with Shui Han, they are eyeing each other, and there are some Jiashi who are too strong.

Shui Han's face was a little stiff, her ears were hot, and her anger was inevitable, but she also thought that this was indeed her own negligence, and she shouldn't have ignored Qiao Ju and them because she was in a hurry to go upstairs to see the children, at least she should have gone up to say hello.

Shui Han lowered his eyes and owed slightly: "Grandma, it's me who is not good, please forgive the elders for my inconsiderateness." ”

"Forgive you? Okay, I won't bother with you for the time being, let me ask you, where have you been all day? Qiao Ju's gloomy face was particularly terrifying, and she pressed Shui Han tightly.

"I went to work, just got off work."

Qiao Ju didn't stop because of this, she stepped forward and looked at Shui Han, and her tone became more and more fierce: "What class are you in?" Who gave you permission to go to work in that kind of place? The Yan family's face has been lost by you, and you are embarrassed to say that you go to work! [There will be an update in the afternoon.] 】