Chapter 233: Panic is emotional wound (1) Tenderness that is hot and cold

When Long Pei came out of the bathroom, Gu Mingxi had already changed his clothes and stood in front of the dresser, his fingers carefully rubbing the peach wood comb, a very delicate comb.

He walked over and reached out to take the comb from her hand, "I saw it by chance when I went to the temple, and I think it is a good match for you." ”

The ancients had a saying - long hair and a gentleman's heart, fortunately, don't forget it!

At that time, when he first saw this mahogany comb, he thought of her and bought it, and kept it on the dresser, and he always believed that she would come back.

The corners of Gu Mingxi's mouth twitched slightly, sat in front of the mirror, and watched him comb his hair very seriously through the mirror.

Long Pei lightly grasped her long hair with one hand and slowly combed the ends of her hair, looking serious and focused, more serious than dealing with his national affairs.

took out the red hairpin from the storage box on the side and combed her hair up, revealing her two delicate ears, which was very beautiful.

Gu Mingxi saw the watch he was wearing on his wrist, and suddenly remembered that his watch was gone. There was a trace of gloom in his eyes, and he was very sorry.

The watch, his first gift to himself; Especially for couples' watches.

She stayed in Haoting Garden before the last sea jump, and when she came back, Long Pei put the watch on her wrist again, and she was reluctant to leave.

This time, it seems that the watch was really lost.

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The atmosphere at breakfast was not good, Long Lifei's face was stinky because of last night's incident, and Gu Mingxi was depressed because of the watch, and he was not in the mood.

The atmosphere was cold and low, and neither the maid nor Rubing knew what was going on.

Long Pei was also very thoughtful, he didn't say anything, and he was going to the office after breakfast.

didn't ask for Kiss/Goodbye like Gu Mingxi did yesterday, and said lightly that he was busy at noon and couldn't come back to eat with them.

Gu Mingxi was still thinking about the watch in his heart, and he didn't notice the complexity and obscurity in Long Pei's eyes when he looked at her.

During the day, Gu Mingxi rested at home and ate all kinds of medicines, such as various supplements stewed in ice. Long Li said that he stayed at home to accompany her, but he was cold and didn't like to talk, so he would only sit beside her with a book and read without saying a word.

In the evening, Long Pei came back early, saw Gu Mingxi taking care of the flowers he planted in the glass flower room, took off his coat, and walked over by himself.

Gu Mingxi's eyes lit up when he saw him come back.

Long Pei reached out and took the kettle in her hand, skillfully sprinkling the water, although the cold outline did not show any emotion, the corner of the eye was always a little meaningful.

"-Mingxi!"

As he spoke, Gu Mingxi's eyes naturally fell on his perfect side face. As the sun set, the warm orange light shone through the glass on the side of his face, gilding it with a thin halo, which was very beautiful.

Gu Mingxi never knew that his appearance was so cold and beautiful.

"There are many things in life that we can't control, I have always thought that I can arrange everyone's fate, but you, your fate has never been in my hands."

The voice paused, and the dark eyes looked at her affectionately, "No matter whose fate is in your hands, you will be my only wife." ”

The sound fell, the kettle in his hand was put down, and his long arms stretched out to hug her, gently, mixed with distress.

No matter how much she went through, he wouldn't give up on her.

When hell freezes over.

Gu Mingxi's calm expression crossed a trace of doubt, not understanding what he meant by what he suddenly said. It's just that when I heard the words "You will be my only wife", Dai frowned slightly, and a trace of obscurity was fleeting.

The light of the setting sun stretched the figures of the two people very long, overlapping each other, and it was impossible to distinguish between you and me.

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Time goes fast, goes slowly, and you can't go to the sea and rot.

A week passed in the blink of an eye.

Gu Mingxi's body was gradually recovering, her pace was steady, there were no problems, and she was gradually able to make a sound, but because she couldn't say a word completely, she didn't speak in front of anyone.

When you are alone, you will practice your voice, after all, you haven't spoken for half a year, and now at this stage, it is like a child has just learned to speak.

No matter how busy Long Pei is, he must use dinner with them, even if he runs out and then goes back to work overtime. He fell asleep with her in his arms every night, and apart from hugs and irrepressible kisses, he didn't do anything excessive to her.

When I can't help it, I'd rather take a cold shower or go to the gym to exercise than touch him.

Gu Mingxi really wondered in his heart, his body was gradually improving, was he so self-abusive? I also wanted to ask him several times, whether he was thin-skinned, and he really couldn't take the initiative to mention such a thing.

It's been a stalemate......

In the evening, after dinner, Gu Mingxi went back to the room to take a bath, and Long Pei went to the study to deal with urgent matters, and when she returned to the room, she just came out of the bathroom.

The long hair was wet and obedient to the neck, and the water drops from the tips of the hair dripped onto the bathrobe.

Long Pei naturally went to get a towel and sat on the edge of the bed to wipe the water droplets of her hair.

Gu Mingxi sat quietly, accustomed to the trivial things he did for himself, such as squeezing toothpaste, putting on shoes, wiping his hair, combing his hair, and so on. It seems like a trivial thing, but it takes a lot of affection to persist and take the trouble every day.

What's more, he is still such a busy person.

Out of the corner of his eye, he looked at him secretly, and the light just hit one side of his face, half bathed in light, half sunk in darkness, like a perfect combination of angels and demons.

Long Pei knew that she was peeking at herself, and wiped her hair quietly, pretending not to notice, but the corners of her eyebrows couldn't help but rise.

The water on his hair was almost wiped off, he casually threw the towel aside, and rubbed her hair with his big palm, "Rest early, I still have some paperwork to deal with." ”

Again. A trace of doubt crossed his cold eyes, what was wrong with him?

In the past two days, he let Gu Mingxi sleep first, and he went back to the room in the middle of the night and hugged her to sleep.

Long Pei stood up, turned around and wanted to leave, and took a step to realize that he was being pulled by something. When he turned around, he saw that the slender Bai Xi's fingers were tightly grasping the corners of his clothes, and he looked along the slender arm......

The black and white pupils reflected the light, looking at him brightly, confused and puzzled, his red lips pursed slightly, and he spit out two simple words-

"Ah Zheng!"

Long Pei's eyes seemed to have something similar to joy in his eyes, and he immediately held her hand, "You can speak." ”

Gu Mingxi nodded.

In the past two days, she has been secretly practicing pronunciation, from A to Zheng, the pronunciation of two very simple words, she has practiced repeatedly, and she has never felt that these two words are so good.

And at this moment, the word A Zheng came out of her mouth, and there was a lingering softness in Long Pei's ears.

It's good that she can talk again. Although Long Pei was calm and unfazed on the surface, he couldn't stop being happy in his heart, his fingers caressed her cheek, and he couldn't help kissing her cheek.

The corners of Gu Mingxi's mouth were filled with a rippling smile, his fingers interlocked with his ten fingers, and his eyes were blooming with brilliance.

It's good that she can speak, but—

Long Pei thought of something, his heart was blocked again, and his fingers swept her bangs covering her eyes, "Have a good rest." ”

As he spoke, he was leaving......

"Are you angry?" Gu Mingxi couldn't help but open his mouth.

Otherwise she really didn't understand, weishenme he avoided himself all the time, especially at night.

"Nope." Long Pei opened his mouth in a low voice, his big palm fell on her head, and his voice was no different from usual, "I still have a lot of things to deal with, you should rest early." ”

Let go of her hand, turn around and leave.

Gu Mingxi's stunned eyes watched his back leave the room, and the sound of the door closing was soft, but it was like a stone smashing his heart, setting off a whirlpool.

The room was deserted, and it was cold at hand......

I can't tell you what it feels like, but I feel a little uncomfortable.

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In the study, Long Pei didn't have a job, because he was not in the mood, he couldn't concentrate, not to mention that those things were not in a hurry, and they didn't need to be dealt with immediately.

Sitting on a leather chair and lighting a cigarette, the white mist surrounded him, blurring his whole person and making it even more difficult to see.

He is not a pedantic man, and he will feel a little uncomfortable in his heart, but he will not care too much. What he is worried about is Mingxi, whether she can let it go, too many things have happened over the years, leaving too many shadows in her psyche.

At the beginning, she was afraid of water, and he could use his life to help her, but this time he didn't know how to help her.

If the means are too tough, I am afraid that it will backfire, and if the means are too soft, I will also worry that she will be cranky.

For the first time, Long Pei felt that there were still things that he couldn't handle perfectly.

The sparks on the fingertips flickered and dimmed, the silver ashes fell on the hand, the room diffused with a faint smell of tobacco, and the cold of the quiet space invaded the skin, seeping into the internal organs, and there was nothing to be done.

-- Knock knock.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door, "Come in." He squeezed out a word.

The door was pushed open, and no sound was heard, he looked up and saw Gu Mingxi standing at the door, his eyes raised, "Why haven't you rested?" ”

Gu Mingxi walked in and put the cup in front of him, "Don't drink coffee at night, it hurts your stomach." "The sound is not natural, it is rustling.

Long Pei's eyes lit up when he saw the milk, "Okay." ”

Gu Mingxi stood in place for a while, didn't move, and didn't speak.

The atmosphere, a little weird.

"Do you have something to say?" After a long time, he opened his mouth first.

Gu Mingxi nodded, bit his lip with his white teeth, and said softly, "I said that if I can come back alive, I am willing to hand over my fate to you and dispose of it freely." ”

He was angry because he didn't say goodbye, and she understood. She would rather him mock herself and vent her displeasure, but such a flickering attitude was too torturous for her.

Long Pei's expression sank silently, and he remembered what she had said, she wanted to come back alive to atone for her sins.

So, now she still feels that she should atone for herself!

"I know." He spat out three words in a low voice, and refused to say a word more.

When Gu Mingxi heard his indifferent answer, his heart sank, the surface was still calm, and the stuffiness in his chest was almost suffocating.

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