I returned to the unit and sent a text message to Xiao Man, Xiao Man replied immediately, I felt that Xiao Man should have a good impression of me, so I made a call to Xiao Man. Xiao Man hung up my phone and sent a text message back, saying that I was sleepy, so I didn't dare to entangle and said goodnight.

The next day, I was taken to the prison last time with my armed police uniform, and Mr. Deng said that he would shoot a few prisoners today, all of them were from the underworld, and he brought me to participate, I didn't take it seriously at first, and then I thought about it, it's not quite right, what does it mean to participate. Unexpectedly, my company commander also arrived, and he also changed into an armed police uniform. Later, Company Commander Wang said, "Division Commander Li contacted us to let us feel the atmosphere and feeling of killing, and if we have a task in the future, we can't do it.

Company Commander Wang and I also had two armed policemen, four people, and were issued hoods, guns and magazines, and an iron bar. When I saw that there were two bullets in the gun, I thought, I must not be able to kill with one shot and then make up for another shot.

We got into the van for a long time, and when we arrived at the execution ground, we waited in the car, I watched the two armed policemen pull out the first bullet in the magazine, grind the bullet back and forth on the soles of military leather shoes for more than ten times, take it to the front of the eyes, and put it back in the magazine, I was surprised, but I felt that I was not familiar with them, and I was embarrassed to ask, I looked at Company Commander Wang, and he was also puzzled.

I saw that the two armed policemen had packed up and hung the iron rod on their belts, and I looked at it, and the head of the iron rod was a hard spring piece that could be hung directly on the belt, so I also hung it on the belt. An armed policeman came in and asked us, "Are you ready, put on your head covers, and now rank you up." ”

So we all put on hoods, I was in the number three, company commander Wang number four, we listened to the order and entered the venue, no one talked much, the whole audience was very strict, I followed the armed police in front, company commander Wang followed me, we reached the front of the four condemned prisoners.

I felt my heart twisted, and a little sick to my stomach, my heart was beating very, very fast, a little out of breath, my hands were maybe a little shaky because of lack of oxygen, I secretly looked at the other three, and there seemed to be no response.

I looked at the condemned prisoner in front of me, he should be in his thirties, and he felt that his shoulders were very broad, but from the side of his drooping head, he should be very thin, I don't know if he was so thin before or after he arrived in prison, but with his short hair, he still looked very lean, and I felt as if he was trembling slightly.

I looked at the other three condemned prisoners, one of whom was a woman, as if she was unconscious, and two armed policemen were on her back, her head tilted to the side, her eyes closed, but she didn't seem to be unconscious, because I could clearly see her shivering.

The other two were also not very old, both with their heads down, and one of them was still wet with his pants.

The one standing on the side with the flag shouted, "Ready." ”

We all raised our guns and aimed them at the head of the condemned prisoner in front of us. The other three condemned prisoners were still the same, but the condemned prisoner in front of me slowly raised his head, and I could see his face head-on, he was a square face, probably a beard, his face was shaved blue, maybe because of fear, his whole face was a little innocent. When I looked at him, he looked at me too, and there was a fierce light in his eyes, and I felt my face burn a little and my hands trembled even more.

Suddenly, his brows furrowed, his eyes narrowed, and he smiled at me, I felt as if he was laughing at me, and before I could think about it, I heard someone shout, and subconsciously thought it was an executed password, so I pulled the trigger, and the moment the gun rang out, I turned my face to the side and back, and at the same time the smile just appeared in my mind.

Suddenly, I realized that I no longer had the feeling that I couldn't say if it was fear or something else, but I became very calm, and I looked back at peace. I put away my gun and took off the iron rod from my belt, and saw that the condemned prisoner in front of me had drooped his head, and there was a bullet hole in the back of his head, which was not too obvious, but the front of his head was dripping blood.

I raised his head with an iron rod and saw that the person had not moved, his eyes were wide open, but he had no vitality at all, and he looked lifeless, and I had an urge to scold him:, are you still laughing at me, now you have the ability to laugh again.

I looked at the other three, the other two men were also dead, but the woman seemed to be still trembling, blood gushing out of her mouth, I saw the little armed policeman pick up the iron bar, raised her head, made her lean back, and slowly stabbed the iron rod into the bullet hole of her forehead, about ten centimeters into it, and with a pinch of her wrist, she stirred inside, and the female death row prisoner's body trembled a few times and then did not move.

I don't even feel sick anymore, let alone scared. I think about it, maybe I should have become a cold-blooded killer, but I never found the "Bole" who appreciated my "thousand-mile horse".

When I came out, I found some blood splattered on my body, and I reached out and touched it, and it was already dry. I went to the front, changed out of my armed police uniform, put on my own clothes, and went to the office with the armed police uniform in my hand.

Where were Mr. Deng and several leaders of the armed police, Mr. Deng first asked me how I felt, and I didn't squeak when I snorted. Then Company Commander Wang also came in, and Mr. Deng didn't introduce me and Company Commander Wang to them, so he directly said goodbye to them.

When I went out, I asked Mr. Deng: "Mr. Deng, the two little armed policemen took out the bullets in the car and sharpened them on the soles of their shoes for a while. ”

Teacher Deng smiled: "What to avoid, our cockade is to ward off evil spirits." They are grinding the warhead, making the bullet untidy, hitting the human body without going in a straight line, so that the mortality rate of people is greater, or take it again, don't you feel disgusting. ”

It dawned on me that the bullet normally travels in a straight line in high-speed rotation, of course, this is to eliminate gravity, but at such a close distance, gravity can be ignored. If you make the bullet irregular, it will change its course, so that it will travel a greater distance before two points, and it will cause more lethality, like a knife stabbed into your thigh You may still be able to withstand it, but if you stir it again, it will be incalculable.

After I went back, not only did I not have that nauseous feeling anymore, but I felt very excited, I was bored in my heart, thinking about doing something, so I thought I should call Xie Yuting to make up for the promise I didn't give last time. I felt so uncomfortable that I didn't feel right after writing two text messages, so I called her directly.

Unexpectedly, Xie Yuting hung up my phone directly, I was so angry that I threw the phone on the bed, and Xiao Nizi dared to hang up my phone. I was dangling in the house, walking back and forth, and my mouth was still chattering, and I didn't know what to say, and Qiangzi, who was sitting there drinking tea, asked me, "Brother, what are you dangling, dry people." ”

I stopped clapping my hands, went to his tea sea and picked up a cup of tea and drank it, just put down the cup and heard the phone ring, I quickly ran to the bed to pick up the phone, and when I saw that it was Xie Yuting, I pressed the answer button and walked out the door.